tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-46889193384149866842011-12-26T21:55:59.277+08:00~生命最后一个月能帮你记录的是什么 我想是每一分钟的相聚 就算生命到了最后一分钟 每个明天都是幸福的奇迹 这些飞逝的时光是我最珍贵的一切 帮你记得属于我们幸福的永恒~.....Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.comBlogger2251100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-83391776776486644472011-12-26T21:47:00.003+08:002011-12-26T21:55:59.289+08:00不知是什么时候.....<br />又开始了一个人.....<br />太久美尝试了.....<br />所以还有点回味.....<br /><br />开始的前兆我忘了.....<br />当后面来的事.....<br />我记得很清楚.....<br />决定将回忆保留.....<br /><br />是我让一切开始的.....<br />所以就随我吧.....<br />我不喜欢人家管我.....<br />因为那是我的自由.....<br /><br />将聊天变成信息.....<br />将信息变成回忆.....<br />那时我一贯的作风.....<br />所以有事就sms吧.....<br /><br />一段时间的过去.....<br />是那么的短暂.....<br />更是那么的难过.....<br />所以不去计算太多.....<br /><br />人生总得继续.....<br />将不开心抛开.....<br />回到开心的日子.....<br />而我会慢慢康复的.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8339177677648664447?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-69252598658722145902011-12-15T16:14:00.001+08:002011-12-15T16:14:27.747+08:00觉得非常的庆幸.....<br />昨晚就在昨晚.....<br />亲眼目睹的了流星.....<br />同时也许了愿望.....<br /><br />21年的岁月里.....<br />那是我的第一次.....<br />我想也是许多人的.....<br />我将把它好好记得.....<br /><br />对流星许下的愿望.....<br />还是逃不了的梦想.....<br />因为我势在必得.....<br />绝不放过任何的机会.....<br /><br />那是很好的机会.....<br />许多人梦寐以求的.....<br />对流星的愿望.....<br />相信会实现的梦想.....<br /><br />我的愿望加上流星.....<br />带着流星的回忆.....<br />我相信那会成功.....<br />因为那是一种动力.....<br /><br />希望愿望早点成真.....<br />我对为来得憧憬.....<br />仍抱着很大的希望.....<br />因为我想成为飞机师.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-6925259865872214590?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-74205487892384399202011-10-31T11:49:00.003+08:002011-10-31T11:57:33.282+08:00while yesterday was totally not my day.....<br />been angry and feel disappointed.....<br />because of some little tiny things.....<br />thinking of myself should be more mature.....<br /><br />cant sleep well whole night.....<br />because it was just too hot.....<br />and whole body feel itchy.....<br />really uncomfortable and frustrated.....<br /><br />im in holiday mood already.....<br />thinking of what should i do.....<br />dont feel like going to class.....<br />because it just too boring as well.....<br /><br />assignment haven start yet.....<br />without the script i cant do anything.....<br />should ask housemate for it.....<br />but they are all still sleeping.....<br /><br />by the way tomorrow will be the day.....<br />november, a special month for me.....<br />and all the pilot wannabe.....<br />because the application gonna open.....<br /><br />hope that everything went perfect.....<br />the only chance of the year.....<br />not going to give up already.....<br />as it was just what i want.....<br /><br />~the end~<br />jeffrey.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7420548789238439920?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-73789853171181239432011-10-30T13:22:00.001+08:002011-10-30T13:22:51.098+08:00朋友问为何执着.....<br />我的答案会是什么.....<br />可能是责任吧.....<br />放弃不掉的责任.....<br /><br />坚持的理由为何.....<br />因为我乐在其中.....<br />那放弃的理由为何.....<br />因为我觉得累了.....<br /><br />人们常说追求幸福.....<br />是世界最难的差事.....<br />我却觉得遇见对的人.....<br />比幸福还要更难.....<br /><br />理念与别人不同.....<br />往往变成了束缚.....<br />可要放开这种束缚.....<br />又谈何容易呢.....<br /><br />每个人都不一样.....<br />拥有自己的执着.....<br />自己想要的理想.....<br />不能相提并论.....<br /><br />就算要放弃了.....<br />也是一种煎熬.....<br />那是动力的所在.....<br />生命中的唯一幸福.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7378985317118123943?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-37065064629017154622011-10-15T12:09:00.001+08:002011-10-15T12:09:57.554+08:00今天的主题有点怪.....<br />就连我自己也不明.....<br />那是什么意识.....<br />意义又是什么.....<br /><br />生活中有很多的事.....<br />我们不能预期.....<br />永远不能猜测.....<br />因为终究会发生.....<br /><br />对于不如意的事.....<br />永远以乐观去对待.....<br />太伤心反而想得更多.....<br />这就是所谓的人生.....<br /><br />就像风一样的离去.....<br />这样的一切可好.....<br />不过有时会不舍.....<br />最后留在了原地.....<br /><br />想要的得不到.....<br />不想要的却来个不停.....<br />难以理解其中的一切.....<br />因为不想去理解.....<br /><br />难以解释的过去.....<br />就忘了它吧.....<br />毕竟带不走那伤痕.....<br />快乐会慢慢的回来.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-3706506462901715462?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-41493310101345121482011-09-30T11:14:00.001+08:002011-09-30T11:14:35.271+08:003个星期的过去.....<br />好像什么都忘了.....<br />与朋友之间的欢笑.....<br />淡淡的遗忘了.....<br /><br />这是件好事吗.....<br />我不觉得也不认为.....<br />因为友情难断.....<br />时光更加的难忘.....<br /><br />随着时间的流失.....<br />年级慢慢的增长.....<br />大家都会在想.....<br />人生中到底做了什么.....<br /><br />帮助别人逃离困境.....<br />了解人们的思想.....<br />结识了很多朋友.....<br />或是惹了很多麻烦.....<br /><br />人常说未来的路很长.....<br />但一旦失去就回不来.....<br />对我来说可能是吧.....<br />或者有别的看法.....<br /><br />如今的我们.....<br />还在摸索着很多事.....<br />就像今天的9月.....<br />不知明天的10月.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4149331010134512148?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-83431506732363913742011-09-09T14:25:00.020+08:002011-09-09T22:57:58.169+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-03j4sR7pVlY/TmokEuqUUnI/AAAAAAAAAcM/z8bNH3JGKzo/s1600/1728367.jpg"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5650368346153308786" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-03j4sR7pVlY/TmokEuqUUnI/AAAAAAAAAcM/z8bNH3JGKzo/s320/1728367.jpg" style="cursor: hand; cursor: pointer; float: right; height: 200px; margin: 0 0 10px 10px; width: 320px;" /></a>说到我们是怎么认识的，我想应改要回溯到小时候吧。从最初的认识到现在我已经21岁了，我想应该有个十多年了。我们之间的巧遇是在一次的旅行，记得那时的我还很小（实际的年龄我忘了）妈妈带着我，妹妹和姐姐一起到美里去旅行吧。当时的我因为不懂事酿造了很多烦恼给我妈甚至还大吵大闹打扰到其他人。当时的我并没想过在未来的这个时候我对他会那么的喜欢甚至深深地在我的心里留在了那么重要的地位。他到底是谁呢，我想很多人都想知道吧，我只能说它不是人类不过是人类发明的一种东西。从最早的发动机到后来的螺旋桨直到现代常见的双向引擎，他的成长我都很在乎也很高兴因为有了他让我能到出去也感受到了有他让现代人类更加得轻松。他是----飞机。<br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-s1EXBEXfDrI/TmnDiiLwq3I/AAAAAAAAAbE/lsbhfTCjv8g/s1600/1691324.jpg"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5650262205572098930" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-s1EXBEXfDrI/TmnDiiLwq3I/AAAAAAAAAbE/lsbhfTCjv8g/s320/1691324.jpg" style="cursor: pointer; float: left; height: 196px; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; width: 320px;" /></a>对于飞机的认识我和其他的飞机迷或是梦想成为飞机师的各位都一样，而我本身则是两则的爱好者。从小就对天空有着满满的喜欢，喜欢天空中的白云、喜欢傍晚的夕阳、喜欢早晨的日出、也喜欢夜晚的星空和月亮的照耀。而这些对我来说距离太远了，让住在平地上的我很难去接近所以惟有靠每次搭乘飞机的时刻好好享受。慢慢的我越来越不舍得那片天空了因为搭飞机的机会少了不像从前一样了。还记得小时候的飞机票都很贵所以一年里搭飞机的次数往往只有那么一次而那也是我最开心的时候。那时的心里并没有想到如何让自己能不断的看到这片的天空一直到上了中学那段时间才真正的了解到如何让喜欢的这一切一直的保留。而唯一的办法就是成为一名飞机师。<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-vMs1Yof1hR4/TmnP614telI/AAAAAAAAAbk/Ta0mCv-RbII/s1600/1851218.jpg"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5650275817317300818" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-vMs1Yof1hR4/TmnP614telI/AAAAAAAAAbk/Ta0mCv-RbII/s320/1851218.jpg" style="cursor: pointer; float: right; height: 179px; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; width: 320px;" /></a>说到飞机师我想大部分的人都会认为这份工作很不错，将来可以不愁吃不愁住又能到处旅行更能住上等的饭店而且那统统都是免费的。而还有另一部分的人会认为飞机师的工作很危险因为如果发生了空难有百分之90都会殉职而且还连带拖累了别人。我想大家各有说词，而对我来说飞机师这份工作固然有它的危险性不过与其他的行业相比身为一名飞机师还是有它特别的地方。记得每次有机会到机场或是去旅行时，我的眼睛总是不断的在机场内寻找飞机师们的踪影。帅气的飞机师制服还有衣服上的飞鹰勋章及肩膀上的肩章都是我注意的目光，当然我也不忘看看每位飞机师的脸因为他们的专业让我觉得飞行的旅途是那么的轻松而且让我能享受在我喜欢的景象里。所以我为自己定下了目标在不久的将来成为一名飞机师带给更多人美丽的景象。<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-xDcoUvdAQJc/TmnYkv2J2GI/AAAAAAAAAb0/zXhE5cvwars/s1600/1057222.jpg"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5650285333343492194" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-xDcoUvdAQJc/TmnYkv2J2GI/AAAAAAAAAb0/zXhE5cvwars/s320/1057222.jpg" style="cursor: pointer; float: left; height: 178px; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; width: 320px;" /></a>当你喜欢上了某一样你永远放弃不了的东西时，那时的你将会不断的努力朝着梦想前进一直到梦想成真。而这正是我现在所追求的，我并不知道得花上多久的时间只是那是我非要完成的梦想。可能5年或更多，不过在等待的过程中我会继续的精进自己在飞行上的学问毕竟那是一门很深的学问。我期待那天的到来，那天我坐在飞机驾驶舱里操纵着百万元的飞机在那我喜欢的环境里飞翔，同时也搭载着更多的乘客们到达他们向往的目的地。而飞机驾驶舱将是我未来的办公室因为在那里面的视野永远都胜于乘客舱里的视野。对于一般人来说这种景象看久了总会觉得很腻也很乏味，因为对他们来说云都长一样没什么特别的。不过，对我来说每朵云都有它的特别之处而且不是每朵云都一样因为每朵云都有属于它们自己的名字。<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-vKsujuWAopA/Tmojvy4mrHI/AAAAAAAAAcE/VceXtgVWBRQ/s1600/1956310.jpg"><img alt="" border="0" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5650367986509720690" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-vKsujuWAopA/Tmojvy4mrHI/AAAAAAAAAcE/VceXtgVWBRQ/s320/1956310.jpg" style="cursor: pointer; float: right; height: 180px; margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; width: 320px;" /></a>我们的巧遇是种巧合吗？我不觉得，一个让我在小时候害怕但却在我长大后在我的心里留下了那么深刻的印象，这种感觉真的很奇妙。原本不抱任何希望的梦想却在2年前再次的给了我希望再次的燃起了我心里的那团火让我有了更多的勇气往前走。人常说追逐梦想的路途是遥远艰辛的，这点我很赞成因为生在一个小康家庭的我这么昂贵的梦想我追不起更没那个本事去追。不过，曾听过这么一句话‘不要轻易放弃，否则对不起自己’（应该是偶像剧台词吧）我不想对不起自己也不想放弃任何的机会。也许很多人觉得我傻，不果傻人有傻福更何况未来的事没人能预知所以我觉得我还是有机会的。最后我想我和他会成为永远的好朋友而且是很要好的好朋友。朋友，愿我们能一起在天空飞翔，我很期待那一天的到来噢.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8343150673236391374?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-45609757682763983362011-09-07T07:51:00.003+08:002011-09-07T08:01:36.013+08:00its been a long time since my last post.....<br />so i decided to update for some nonsense here.....<br />4 months of holiday and it almost come to an end.....<br />like it was just started yesterday.....<br />but i can't deny it was an end now.....<br /><br />wake up early in the morning to be the driver.....<br />cause my mum was away from house.....<br />sending my younger sister to KL for study.....<br />uni freshman's life gonna start for her.....<br />and i still have 1 more week of holiday.....<br /><br />boring day started yesterday.....<br />nobody at home while jz me and my grandma.....<br />so basically it was totally silence.....<br />with only some music sound from my headset.....<br />with some lovely song and rhythm......<br /><br />so that's all from me for the mean time.....<br />stay tune for more update if i manage to do so.....<br />trying hard to squid some idea from my head to talk about.....<br />but end up with too lazy sometime.....<br />laziness killing people's brain cell..... hahahaha<br /><br />end.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4560975768276398336?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-25329684213155930992011-08-06T11:58:00.001+08:002011-08-06T11:58:15.943+08:00经过这几天下来.....<br />我终于了解了.....<br />原来这一切.....<br />早就注定了吧.....<br /><br />第一次怀疑自己.....<br />到底适不适合.....<br />到底我是信错了.....<br />你们这帮朋友.....<br /><br />一个人的真面目.....<br />原来是那么的丑陋.....<br />希望那不是真的.....<br />但事实摆在眼前.....<br /><br />就算我无奈也没办法.....<br />就当是我的错吧.....<br />看走了眼不听劝.....<br />最后的结果就这样.....<br /><br />为什么一个人会变了.....<br />难道被情势所逼吗.....<br />我不了解也不明白.....<br />让我好失望.....<br /><br />回避你们会好点吗.....<br />我不想知道.....<br />毕竟我不能接受.....<br />当你们的傀儡.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-2532968421315593099?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-86780648697211887702011-07-26T11:22:00.004+08:002011-09-07T08:03:40.490+08:00想像的空间可以很大, 就连我自己也不能控制所以我又来了继续这段故事..... 上段的续集说到了'杰'对'凡'终于坦白了一切而两人在电话里的谈话最终剩下的只是'凡'的哭泣及'杰'的不断安慰..... 对于'杰'来说'他'亏欠'凡'太多了而且对不起也太多了所以'他'决定给'凡'一个刻骨铭心的交待.....<br /><br />两年过去了, 对于'杰'来说那天是'他'期待已久的大日子---毕业典礼..... 当天'杰'的家人都来了而最重要的那位也来了, 一直陪伴着'他'的那位, 听'他'诉苦的那位, 担心'他'的那位, 为'他'而哭的那位---凡..... 两年没见面了, 两人一见面的第一个举动就是互相拥抱.....<br /><br />毕业了并不代表一切因为还得进入航空公司接受一连串为期6个月的训练才能真正成为一名民航机司..... 对于'杰', 那又将会是另一段的挑战因为训练的内容包含了很多困难的部分得保着很大的信心及鉴定的心去面对这项的挑战.....<br /><br />说回在毕业礼上, '杰'以杰出的成绩获得了最佳飞鹰奖同时也获得了航空公司为期5年的合约..... 不同于其它同学, 因为拥有杰出的表现让'杰'在一毕业后就能得到工作的机会..... 而这件事也让'杰'感到非常开心因为距离梦想成真的脚步越来越近了.....<br /><br />很快的半年的时间又过去了, '杰'也正是的完成了所有的考试及训练成功踏上了飞机司的工作..... 而被编排到的第一次航班则是飞往欧洲的希腊..... 一个美丽的城市, 一个充满白色小屋的城市, 一个布满山坡的城市及一个浪漫的城市.....<br /><br />在'杰'的心里这次的机会是难得的, 于是'他'私下定了一张往返希腊的机票同时也正是的约了'凡'在机场碰面..... 一切都很顺利的进行, 两人的幸福旅程也正是的开始了..... 在希腊的日子两人一起逛街一起吃饭一起看日出日落还有很多一起做的事.....<br /><br />对'杰'而言那几天的旅程并不能代表一切同时'他'也策划了在回程的航班上对'凡'表达内心一直想说的..... 准备好的戒指早已放进了口袋同时带着开心和期待的心情开始回程的工作..... 飞行员和空服员提早上机准备一切事宜同时也为'杰'安排好求婚的事宜.....<br /><br />准时起飞时每个飞机司必须要做到的基本条件..... 当天的航班也一样准时起飞了不同的是在这趟航班'杰'将做出人生最重要的决定同于'凡'也得回应这辈子最困难的选择..... 这时的'凡'还不知道自己将会是这趟航班的主角因为得面对突入其来的一切.....<br /><br />在海拔3万公尺的高空, 四周布满白云的蓝天里一段美丽的结局即将上演..... 就在各位旅客用餐的过程中听到了来自机舱里的广播..... 原以为是机长的广播今天却变成了副机司的声音而这把声音正是'杰'的声音.....<br /><br />依照惯例首先当然是一连串的天气预报及飞行的高度等等的事而精彩的却还在后头..... 报告完所有的事, 这是的'杰'停顿了一下喘了口气继续对'凡'说了这段话.....:<br /><br />杰: '凡', 听到我叫你的名字因该会觉得很惊讶吧, 可是那已经在我的预料之内了因为我有件事向对你说也希望在你听了之后能给我一个答案..... 想了很久真的很久, 我对的亏欠还有对不起你太多了而且让你伤心的事太多了..... 答应过你会给你幸福但是一直觉得时间还没到不过这种事总该要有解决的时候所以我选了今天..... 当我知道你愿意和我一起飞到希腊的那一刻开始我真的很开心而且在希腊的那段时间我也很开心感到很幸福..... 凡, 你知道吗, 你真的是我的天使我生命中的那盏明灯所以我想说的是-----凡, 嫁给我吧, 我们结婚吧.....<br /><br />这是的'凡'完全不知道该怎么回答因为突如其来的一切让'她'无法反应可是却那么的真实那么的刻骨铭心..... 空服员把戒指交到'凡'的手中而'杰'这时也从机舱走了出来跪在'凡'的面前等待着'她'的答案..... 这一刻就像是电影里发生的一样那么的真实.....<br /><br />最后呢, '凡'当然答应了'杰'的求婚带上了求婚戒指而'杰'当然是开心啦..... 两人的爱情长跑画下了完美的句号也在机场管理委员会的批准下成功的在机场结婚完成了两人的心愿..... 对于未来的生活, 小两口也规划好了一起幸福的走下去.....<br /><br />人与人的相处有时难有时容易无法定夺就像杰与凡之间的爱情..... 有人说幸福不能代表永恒但是凭着一股不放弃的力量及互相相信的精神幸福的生活也许可以一直下去..... '他'的故事终于写完了, 写写大家的支持还有脑袋的支持不断的有灵感.....<br /><br />完.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8678064869721188770?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-73037973954740843052011-07-07T14:29:00.000+08:002011-07-07T14:30:10.718+08:00昨晚和兄弟聊了很多.....<br />聊了有关她的一切.....<br />原来在我心里.....<br />她早就不纯在了.....<br /><br />是我太执著吗.....<br />还是想保留她的纯在.....<br />毕竟两年的时间.....<br />不是轻松的度过.....<br /><br />在这两年的时光里.....<br />我付出了很多.....<br />可得到的回报却是零.....<br />我不介意也不在乎.....<br /><br />因为单恋本该是那样.....<br />单方面的付出.....<br />不求任何回报.....<br />只要对方开心就好.....<br /><br />对她而言或在她心里.....<br />有没有我的纯在.....<br />从始至终我都不知道.....<br />也许这就是问题的所在吧.....<br /><br />我没责怪任何人.....<br />因为那是我的选择.....<br />该是放手的时候了.....<br />让自己从获自由吧.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7303797395474084305?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-18504983636471120902011-07-06T12:55:00.002+08:002011-07-06T13:09:20.730+08:00谢谢你的问题.....<br />让我真正的想了一下.....<br />梦想还是家人重要.....<br />这个问题我从没想过.....<br /><br />在回程的飞机上.....<br />想了又想这当中的意识.....<br />那一边对我比较重要.....<br />我的选择会是那一边.....<br /><br />在车上给你的答案.....<br />我保留了一些.....<br />因为我不知道自己的选择.....<br />如今的答案我想还是一样.....<br /><br />梦想我追寻了很久.....<br />家人是我的靠山.....<br />放弃那一边我都不愿意.....<br />两者的重要性无可取代.....<br /><br />就像手心和手背一样.....<br />两边都是肉.....<br />割伤了都会感觉痛.....<br />都会留下伤疤.....<br /><br />最重的决定还保留着.....<br />不想这么早决定.....<br />因为太不切实际了.....<br />现在才是最重要的.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-1850498363647112090?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-44882024733960856372011-07-06T12:43:00.002+08:002011-07-06T12:54:22.168+08:00老实说这次的旅行.....<br />让我想通了很多.....<br />无论是现在或未来.....<br />都让我感触很多.....<br /><br />算是值得的一趟旅程.....<br />了解到原来可以不一样.....<br />了解更多平常不知道的.....<br />看清楚了很多事.....<br /><br />脑袋不断的在想着.....<br />如果可以重来.....<br />我的选择还会一样吗.....<br />或者早就改变了.....<br /><br />和朋友们之间的相处.....<br />摩出了更多的火花.....<br />看到了不同的一面.....<br />也真正了解了大家.....<br /><br />很开心的一段旅行.....<br />也同时感到很幸运.....<br />认识了这帮的朋友.....<br />我真的很珍惜一起的时光.....<br /><br />至于有不足的地方.....<br />我想还是算了吧.....<br />每个人有不同的个性.....<br />能聚在一起最重要.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4488202473396085637?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-58691391660437549322011-06-13T10:14:00.002+08:002011-06-13T10:27:55.881+08:00想了很久的时间.....<br />close or remain.....<br />还是没有最后的答案.....<br />可能还会继续吧.....<br /><br />这里有很多的回忆.....<br />很多的第一次.....<br />也有很多的最后一次.....<br />有点舍不得了.....<br /><br />虽然最近少了po文.....<br />不过还是有意义的.....<br />这可能是唯一的.....<br />让你们知道我的境况.....<br /><br />没照片又怎样.....<br />太闷了又怎样.....<br />我就喜欢这种感觉.....<br />分享一切的感觉.....<br /><br />remain了就得努力.....<br />close则是一了百了.....<br />两者有各自的好处.....<br />不过我的选择是remain.....<br /><br />2年的辛苦经营.....<br />得继续抱持下去.....<br />不让自己失望.....<br />不让大家失望.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5869139166043754932?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-90297710347702895632011-06-01T21:56:00.001+08:002011-06-01T21:56:26.162+08:00三个生日愿望.....<br />每年的这一刻.....<br />都免不了的一切.....<br />今年当然也不例外.....<br /><br />21岁的生日愿望.....<br />与往年有很多不同.....<br />今年的我许了3个一样的.....<br />因为那是我苛求的一切.....<br /><br />第一个愿望.....<br />希望能实现梦想.....<br />那是我一直想要的.....<br />永不放弃的理想.....<br /><br />第二个愿望.....<br />希望第一个能成真.....<br />成为一名飞机师.....<br />在天空自由翱翔.....<br /><br />第三个愿望.....<br />希望第二个能实现.....<br />成为一名出色的飞机师.....<br />带给家人骄傲.....<br /><br />完成自己的梦想.....<br />得到父母家人的认同.....<br />因为这就是我.....<br />与天空的情缘.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-9029771034770289563?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-64210283495872489292011-05-31T20:48:00.002+08:002011-05-31T21:27:17.006+08:00对不起大家.....<br />我被淘汰了.....<br />虽然还没证实.....<br />可是我觉得八九不离十了.....<br /><br />让你们失望啦.....<br />你们的帮忙我很感谢.....<br />可是到最后还是没得到.....<br />真的好伤心噢.....<br /><br />你们知道吗.....<br />有一度以为可以离开了.....<br />我想你们也知道的.....<br />可是最后啊还是留下了.....<br /><br />伤心是难免的啦.....<br />可是我会坚强下去的.....<br />为了梦想而前进.....<br />也为着大家而努力.....<br /><br />我没关系的.....<br />所以不用太担心我.....<br />因为这次的失败.....<br />并不代表没机会了.....<br /><br />来临的AirAsia Cadet Pilot Application.....<br />虽然我没达到申请标准.....<br />可是我还是想试试看.....<br />所以希望大家能帮我加油咯.....<br /><br />感谢大家一直以来的支持.....<br />我会不断的为我的梦想而活.....<br />继续的为梦想前进.....<br />绝不放弃直到实现梦想为止.....<br /><br />哈哈..... 等待梦想飞行.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-6421028349587248929?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-52261006741705820422011-05-26T15:36:00.002+08:002011-05-26T16:01:11.830+08:00sorry for keeping u guys waiting for my new post..... actually im busying with my final exam and assignment due while cz me to hav no time to update here..... but now is my holiday and it would be the longest holiday which is 4 months as our ministry of higher education had decided to change our university schedule starting from tis year.....<br /><br />the junior were all so lucky cz the will hav more holiday while we senior are happy too..... but tat's for 1 year only for the senior (sad to know that)..... but at least we still having our long time holiday this year.... should be glad to be the lucky one hahahahaha.....<br /><br />after come back to home town everyday jz stay at home facing my laptop from day to night cause i cant go out because of no car..... my car was driven by my elder sis to work while she jz come back home once a week during weekend..... so it is a very boring holiday for me as well.....<br /><br />middle of next month i will be going to KL and "pantai barat semenanjung M'sia" for vacation and i will stay there for 2 weeks..... during my vacation im gonna get myself a DSLR which i wan to buy it since the beginning of the year (not enough saving so wait till now).....<br /><br />after that will be coming back home and stay home for few more month before going back to uni life.... sem 3 will be very tension and hopefully nothing much problem will come to me..... but before that hopefully i can get the call from Car's brand by this week inviting me to the workshop in KL i think middle of june.....<br /><br />if i really get the scholarship from them i will definitely went for pilot training by beginning of august and tat's the time i say bye bye to my present university and all my friend there..... so tat's wat im gonna do during the whole summer break and see u guys soon.....<br /><br />bye n good luck to me..... hahahaha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5226100674170582042?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-88300529953699071072011-05-11T18:58:00.001+08:002011-05-11T18:58:52.990+08:00我21岁的生日.....<br />进入成人的阶段.....<br />可是却因为某些事.....<br />搞到自己很不开心.....<br /><br />本该是开心的日子.....<br />最后却变成了伤心.....<br />这一切我不想要.....<br />不过被逼得我接受了.....<br /><br />一个人的早上.....<br />我选择了避开一切.....<br />因为我的心受伤了.....<br />伤得很深难以释怀.....<br /><br />你们所做的一切.....<br />我没办法接受.....<br />因为那是我的死穴.....<br />你们不够了解.....<br /><br />打开行李箱.....<br />一个人拼命的整理着.....<br />享受在其中的每一刻.....<br />回味着在这里的一切.....<br /><br />不接听任何电话.....<br />可是信息我看了.....<br />不断的对不起.....<br />还能弥补什么呢.....<br /><br />走错了一步.....<br />还有第二次机会吗.....<br />知道自己做错了.....<br />可是我只能说太迟了.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8830052995369907107?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-68198991189929509572011-04-22T15:36:00.002+08:002011-04-22T15:40:55.703+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-7b74020e21d17d0" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"><param 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Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-46737835282214845432011-04-10T23:03:00.000+08:002011-04-10T23:11:13.594+08:00终于完成了.....<br />感觉好充实的一天.....<br />无谓的事做了很多.....<br />可是好有意义.....<br /><br />想起过去的事.....<br />因为有点闷.....<br />想放纵下自己.....<br />想好好的休息.....<br /><br />听着记得这首歌.....<br />让我想起了你.....<br />你的背影你的身影.....<br />依然还在我的脑海里.....<br /><br />无法磨灭的事实.....<br />就留着它吧.....<br />用来回忆过去的一切.....<br />一种享受的过程.....<br /><br />~我告诉自己.....<br />如果她转身.....<br />我就抱着她.....<br />但她没回头.....<br />只能看着她的背影离开~.....<br /><br />送给大家这段话.....<br />想想其中的含义吧.....<br />记得她的每句话.....<br />不让自己后悔哦.....<br /><br />~The End~<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4673783528221484543?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-52177792721402714262011-03-21T17:47:00.002+08:002011-03-21T20:15:09.007+08:00<div style="text-align: center;color:black;"><span style="font-size:small;"><img class="aligncenter" alt="" src="http://media.monster.com.my/logos/xmasmyx/jdlogo.gif" width="273" height="56" /></span></div> <div style="color:black;"><span style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div> <span style="font-size:small;"></span>Good News for Pilot Wannabe.....<br /><br />Successful candidate will undergo a comprehensive training programme for approximately twelve months prior to being established as Second Officer.<br /><br />Requirements:<br />• Malaysian citizen below the age of 30 years old (as at date of application).<br />• Pass SPM or its equivalent qualification recognized by Malaysian Government with six (6) credits including Bahasa Malaysia, English, Mathematics and Physics or General Science in one sitting.<br />OR<br />• Possess Diploma / Degree from universities recognized by Malaysian Government.<br />AND<br />• Hold Malaysian Commercial Pilot License / Instrument Rating (CPL / IR).<br />• Passed frozen Airline Transport Pilot License (ATPL) in not more than 3 sittings per subject with minimum of 30 flying hours.<br />• Minimum of Level 4 of Aviation English.<br />• Good command of Bahasa Malaysia and English, both written and spoken.<br />• Must be physically and mentally fit.<br />• Minimum height 163 cm (5ft 4in).<br />• Prepared to sign conversion training bond.<br /><br />Candidates who are pursuing Malaysian Commercial Pilot License / Instrument Rating (CPL / IR) and frozen Airline Transport Pilot License (ATPL) may also apply with similar qualification above.<br /><br />All short listed candidates will be required to undergo psychometric test and simulator assessment successfully before being invited for interviews<br /><br />Please submit your application for Cadet Pilot Direct Intake with complete resume and relevant qualifications to the following address:<br /><br />MALAYSIA AIRLINES<br />Vice President Workforce Planning<br />Human Capital Division<br />2nd Floor, Administration Building 4,<br />MAS Complex B Sultan Abdul Aziz Shah Airport<br />47200 Subang, SELANGOR<br /><br />OR<br /><br />Email: recruitment@malaysiaairlines.com<br /><br />Please indicate “CADET PILOT DIRECT INTAKE" on the top left corner of the envelope. Application should reach us before 09 April 2011.<br /><br />ONLY SHORTLISTED CANDIDATES WILL BE NOTIFIED.<br /><br />Deadline 9th April 2011 <span style="font-size:small;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5217779272140271426?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-79374550652197640962011-03-09T16:15:00.002+08:002011-03-09T16:30:43.064+08:00烦恼很久的事过去了.....<br />开心的日子回来了.....<br />一个人的生活继续着.....<br />因为没有你的陪伴.....<br /><br />是你变了吗.....<br />我不知道因为你不说.....<br />是我变了吗.....<br />我不知道因为没答案.....<br /><br />不再是你心中的那位.....<br />因为我被取代了.....<br />开始不了解你.....<br />因为想给你空间.....<br /><br />不再理会你的一切.....<br />因为那是我的选择.....<br />从来就没在乎过吗.....<br />那答案仍让是骗人的.....<br /><br />避开你那是对的吗.....<br />因为不想放太多感情.....<br />怕自己受了伤却不知道.....<br />更怕你接受不了.....<br /><br />人生就是这样.....<br />选择面对一切不是我的惯例.....<br />因为不习惯这样的一切.....<br />唯一的选择还保留着.....<br /><br />曾经我们是好朋友.....<br />现在却是单单的朋友.....<br />因为我的执著固执.....<br />连累了你的人生.....<br /><br />对不起因为我的傻.....<br />决定退出这种局面了.....<br />挽回不了的事实.....<br />就随风而去吧.....<br /><br />杰上<br />..... END<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7937455065219764096?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-49754471265382596022011-03-06T13:23:00.003+08:002011-03-06T14:22:28.232+08:00昨天看到她在脸书上写了一段话心情开始紧张了起来, 难道这就是心跳的感觉吗..... 从来没有过的感觉在看了那段话后突然的用上了心头..... 是我太敏感了吗, 还是我太在乎她所说的每一句话了我不明白更不了解当时的心情.....<br /><br />我等你对我来说可不是这么容易可以办到的事可是对她我办到了因为我真的在等她而且一等就是两年..... 接下来的时间你还让我等吗, 我不知道因为决定权在你手上而我就是你手中的那颗小棋子..... 你能留下我也能将我从棋盘中抽离而我却只能接受你所做的一切没得反抗.....<br /><br />第一时间就找了几个女生朋友来帮我分析你的那段话而我得到的结果既然和我想的一样..... 朋友说你对爱情没安全感我想是因为过去的一些伤心事..... 朋友还说你心里很在乎可是却不敢表达因为怕自己在此的受伤害在此的失望.....<br /><br />等待的过程虽然很辛苦不过那是一个男生表达心意的方法..... 我承认很多男生只是空口说白话可是还有一小部分的男生是出于真心去等待着一个女生的回应..... 一百人的几率里可能只会出现40%的机会很难得所以好好把握吧.....<br /><br />对你的话:<br />你别担心我想你会找到那40%里的男生给你完全的信任..... 知道你被伤得很重不过总有一天会好的因为那个未来带给你幸福的男生会帮你磨掉你过去所有一切..... 伤心的事一个人很难忘记如果有人帮你分担了会忘得快点.....<br /><br />那个等待着你的男生我想还会一直的等下去一直到你答应的那天或拒绝的那天的到来..... 在那天还没来到之前就请你考虑清楚吧因为决定权在你手中没人能帮你决定..... 至少等待着你回应的男生是那么希望的因为惟有你才能让他停止等待的日子.....<br /><br />等待你的人上<br />杰.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4975447126538259602?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-2155010753769565822011-02-28T23:50:00.004+08:002011-03-02T21:41:53.727+08:00人常说"相爱容易, 相处难"这句话应征了他们两个人的恋爱旅程..... 我想大家应该知道'杰'是位正在接受训练中的飞机师而且训练的过程难免会有很多问题的存在..... 有时压力大了会一个人抱着很低落的心情到无人的地方去透气减压也许这就是'他'的方法吧.....<br /><br />两人相爱的时间比别人短了很多因为互相都有要忙的事而且身在异地的关系让两人的爱情多了些障碍..... 讲电话的时间有时短有时长因为有太多的因数造成两人的恋爱模式有了很大的漏洞..... 因为不够了解对方的感受更因为没办法在伤心时互相陪在身边.....<br /><br />也许这就是上天的安排吧, 得经过一段艰辛的路程才能真正的在一起..... 在一次的空中飞行训练中, '杰'因为精神恍惚造成了飞机差点失事的错误结果被下令停飞了一个星期..... 这件事对'他'带来了很大打击差点就放弃了成为飞机师的梦想.....<br /><br />就在那时出现了一个名叫'文'的女孩..... 因为'凡'不在身边的关系所以'文'就成了'杰'的靠港安慰'他'的那根精神支柱..... 渐渐的两人的关系越过了朋友的界线进入了令人怀疑的关系..... 而渐渐的对于'凡'的事'他'开始慢慢的忽略慢慢的遗忘.....<br /><br />所谓两个人的世界只有对方最清楚或许'文'对'杰'已经产生的好感而'他'却不知道..... 在'杰'的心目中一直以来'凡'是唯一的中心而'凡'也是'他'的人生目标所以对别的女生'他'都抱以朋友心的态度来和他们相处..... 不过这中间的过程可能出现了很大的问题.....<br /><br />'文'是个很温柔而且很有爱心的女生, '她'和'杰'一样是个正在接受飞行训练的女生而'她'也是该期训练生中的唯一女生..... 外表看其来很清秀应该是当空姐的料'她'既然抱着成为一名机长的梦一个人离乡背井从老远的小城市来到了训练学院.....<br /><br />在每次的训练过程中'她'都以惊人的表现获得了很多的赞扬同时也在考试中打败了所有的男生..... 顽强的意志力让'她'有机会被国际航空公司相中成为他们公司的第一位女机师..... 也非常荣幸的获得了该公司的赞助让'她'不用理会钱财的问题继续的追梦.....<br /><br />而遇上'杰'是在偶然的机会下因为'杰'被下令停飞的事已经传偏了整间学院了..... 当时的'杰'完全失去了自信心而且更在当时和'凡'的感清出现了些问题..... '文'的介入为'杰'带来了新的自信也同时为'他'的功课及训练带来了很多帮助.....<br /><br />无可否认的是两人在相处的模式中产生了火花也渐渐的走得很近..... 在别人的眼里他们两个就像是情侣一样因为无论做生么事两人总是在一起..... 对于'凡', '杰'选择隐瞒因为不确定更怕'凡'因此而伤心难过所以'他'选择了那么做.....<br /><br />不过事情总得要有解决的方法不能就放任不管毕竟那已经牵连到了3个人..... 就在'杰'打算告知'凡'所有的事前, 预料以外的事发生了..... '杰'的同学同时也是'凡'的朋友预先告知了'凡'有关所有的事, 隐瞒的事被揭穿了该如何是好呢??<br /><br />一天晚上'杰'收到了'凡'打来的一通电话..... 在电话中两人沉默了很久都不说话就呆呆的等着时间慢慢的过..... 这时忍不住的'杰'终于开口了:.....<br /><br />杰:有事吗, 怎么不说话呢?<br />凡:没什么事啊, 就突然想到你所以想听听你的声音.....<br />(沉默了许久).....<br />杰:听我解释好吗? 我想你有权了解整件事的过程.....<br />凡:erm..... 你说吧, 我在听.....<br />杰:凡, 对不起因为我的自私, 对不起因为我的执著, 对不起因为我的不够坚定, 对不起因为我没信心, 对不起因为我伤害了你, 对不起因为我不够了解你, 更对不起因为我没能在你身边, 也对不起因为我没遵守承诺, 最后的对不起因为让你担心了.....<br />凡:(哭了).....<br />杰:凡, 我知道一切都是我不好因为怕你担心所以把很多事都对你隐瞒, 因为我的笨害到自己差点再也见不到你更因为我的傻认为你不应该为我的事而伤心难过..... 曾经对你的承诺我没能做到因为自己的内心不够坚定导致自己在训练中出了错被下令停飞了一个星期.....<br />凡:你是傻瓜吗..... 你不会说给我听嘛, 难道我就不能是个很好的聆听者吗??<br />杰:我不知道该怎么对你说因为怕你会胡思乱想怕你会因为我的事而影响了你整天的心情, 我真的不是故意不告诉你也不是故意要隐瞒你只是我真的..... 我真的没办法.....<br />凡:你这个傻瓜, 难道你不说我就不会担心吗?? 你知道嘛, 当我听到'小凯'说你差点出事时我有多紧张吗?<br />杰:我知道, 可是我就是没办法将那些伤心事告诉你, 不是我不相信你而是我真的没办法, 我没办法.....<br />凡:你这个笨蛋笨蛋超级大笨蛋..... (继续的哭着.....)<br /><br />有些事用言语无法解释也许这就是'杰'一直以来表达不出的感受吧..... 两个人相处的方式也许很不通不过有事就比如对彼此说了一样自动就想到..... 或许这就是心有灵犀吧, 两个相爱的恋人后续会如何发展我想就由我继续的想像吧.....<br /><br />待续.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-215501075376956582?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-44824314151672603032011-02-26T15:40:00.004+08:002011-02-28T17:14:52.170+08:00第二天来到熟悉的地方.....<br />熟悉的人和味道都不在.....<br />没来上班吗还是公休了.....<br />不知道也不明白.....<br /><br />从朋友口中听到震撼消息.....<br />可是那我早就预料到了.....<br />改变不了的事实.....<br />就让一切顺其自然吧.....<br /><br />桌上放着一堆功课.....<br />手却不停的敲着键盘.....<br />一杯冰巧克力的陪伴.....<br />是现在唯一的享受.....<br /><br />对面的不完美的事物.....<br />看了觉得好伤眼睛哦.....<br />开着朋友的玩笑.....<br />所以请误见怪啦.....<br /><br />为了找你害我快留鼻血了.....<br />你这个傻婆到底在想什么.....<br />我不明白因为你的执著.....<br />就随你的心情吧哈哈.....<br /><br />自己的心情都很难管理了.....<br />别人的轮不到我咯.....<br />无形的压力快让我窒息.....<br />让我自己静静吧.....<br /><br />对朋友隐瞒了很多.....<br />所以请你们不要问啦.....<br />心情起伏很大习惯了.....<br />我没事的啦请放心.....<br /><br />是时候回到压力的时间了.....<br />一个星期的延续没停过.....<br />希望我们还能再相聚吧.....<br />朋友再见啦.....<br /><br />杰上.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4482431415167260303?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-71333932022022829732011-02-12T01:36:00.003+08:002011-02-12T02:53:24.816+08:00如果下个sem我离开了, 我会有什么感觉?<br />- 我想我会很舍不得大家吧, 因为这里的每个朋友在我心目中都对我很重要..... 大家都带给我非常多的欢乐和回忆而且啊对这里的一切我已经开始习惯了无论是朋友或上课的方式..... 如果真的离开了我得从新习惯新环境的一切而且与朋友相处的方式又得从新开始过毕竟哪里和这里的朋友完全不一样..... 得开始新的一切, 上课的方式, 教练的教学方式, 还有我很久没接触的科目都得慢慢的适应..... 可能会很辛苦不过没办法那是我选择的道路我想走的未来.....<br /><br />可是, 那是你一直想得到想要完成的梦想不是吗?<br />- 那当然, 从来就没有人和事能让我放弃这个梦想也因为这个梦想让我成长了很多..... 我学会了放弃学会了坚持到底还让我学会了很多很多我之前不知道不明白的事..... 能够完成梦想是我一直想要的结果就算要我放弃现在的一切我也在所不辞, 可能那会很不人道吧不过没办法惟有那样才能让我安心的去完成我的梦想..... 每个人都有他自己的梦想而且也想去完成它, 所以我想大家能了解我所做的一切吧.....<br /><br />那我的家人怎么办, 我打算怎么对他们说, 尤其是我妈?<br />- 家人是我唯一最大的死穴吧, 他们是我最在乎的一切尤其是我妈..... 我知道他们可能很难接受这个决定不过我会尽我所能试着和他们解释..... 我知道他们从来就没有反对我的梦想只是没那个能力让我完成它因为家里的经济状况欠佳不能负担那庞大的训练费, 所以才一次又一次的让我失望让我伤心..... 至于我妈, 她是最关心我的那个也是最不想我发生任何事的那个女人..... 虽然口头上没说出来不过还是感受得到她的忧虑, 不过我想她也想看到自己儿子成为一名飞机师让她骄傲让她有好日子过吧.....<br /><br />如果我得不到这次的Honda Dream Funds奖学金怎么办?<br />- 这个问题嘛, 我有想过了如果真的得不到Honda的奖学金, 我会试着申请HMA本身的奖学金先咯至少我还有最后一个机会可以让我去尝试..... 如果还是没有下文我想那可能就是天意吧想我留在大学过完3年的时间..... 那时的我应该会继续现在的课程可是那是其中的一部分生活咯, 剩下的另一半我想我会在这里找份兼职来做赚点零用钱还有我的飞机师训练基金好让我在毕业后能延续我的梦想完成它..... 我想那就是我暂时能想到的打算吧.....<br /><br />可是我就没想过再次和我的家人谈谈吗?<br />- 那当然有啊, 不过我想答案还是会一样吧..... 我想他们也很了解我的个性还有我那固执的脾气所以和他们谈只是和自己过不去..... 在来这里之前已经谈过很多次了也很清楚他们的想法了我不想他们再提起那不开心的事..... 那时因为我, 整家人都闹得很不开心因为我的不谅解还有父母的执著让我们每个人的心中都留在了很不开心的一段回忆..... 决定来这里也是我自己的决定因为姐姐的一段话"要知足"让我放下了身段来到这里..... 所以我想在多次的商量也于事无补.....<br /><br />如果3年后父母和姐姐开了空头支票我会有什么感觉?<br />- 空头支票, 我想那对我来说已经是很家常的东西了..... 我想没有一次是他们真正给过我自己做决定的时候吧..... 不过就算他们开了空头支票那时的我应该不会理会吧因为决定永远在我自己手上没人能帮我决定任何事包括我的人生我想走的路..... 那份执著和热衷一直都留在我的心里没有熄灭也因为那样我才能撑到现在..... 我相信我可以走自己想要走的路做我想完成的事在天空上飞翔的感觉, 手中握着飞机的操纵杆载着上千的旅客飞翔到目的地的感觉.....<br /><br />~END~<br /><br />杰上.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7133393202202282973?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-76083052237223960502011-02-12T01:13:00.003+08:002011-02-12T01:33:58.549+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">曾经我们彼此认识.....<br />现在却越来越冷淡了.....<br />曾经我们有快乐的时光.....<br />现在却少了快乐的日子.....<br /><br />曾经我们无时无刻在一起.....<br />现在却分隔两地.....<br />曾经我们无话不谈.....<br />现在却沉默寡言.....<br /><br />曾经我们信息太多.....<br />现在却少了很多.....<br />曾经我们愿意分享.....<br />现在却没那个机会了.....<br /><br />曾经我们互相问候.....<br />现在却停止了一切.....<br />曾经我们关心对方太多.....<br />现在却少了那种动力.....<br /><br />曾经我们聊天到通宵.....<br />现在却没有话题了.....<br />曾经我们合作无间.....<br />现在却少了那种力量.....<br /><br />曾经我们没有感觉.....<br />现在却互相有感觉了.....<br />曾经我们不能在一起.....<br />现在却因为距离再次分开.....<br /><br />曾经我们不停暗示对方.....<br />现在却明示的很清楚.....<br />曾经我并不喜欢你.....<br />现在却非常的爱你.....<br /><br />曾经与现在.....<br />你和我选择的是什么.....<br />心里才最清楚.....<br />没人能了解其中的意义.....<br /><br />~END~<br /><br />杰上.....<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7608305223722396050?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-12377895971105670192011-02-06T23:41:00.002+08:002011-02-06T23:59:19.228+08:00今天才大年初4.....<br />而我却已经回到大学了.....<br />乘搭着最早的班机.....<br />一个人与朋友一同回来.....<br /><br />心情觉得很低落.....<br />因为无法接受这么早回来.....<br />新年的心情一直保留着.....<br />没办法得接受现实.....<br /><br />一个人回到宿舍.....<br />一个人整理整间房间.....<br />一个人吃午餐.....<br />一个人泡在网上.....<br /><br />幸亏室友都回来了.....<br />不然对着4面墙壁的我.....<br />真不知该如何是好.....<br />可能会很难过吧.....<br /><br />明天的生活.....<br />应该还是一个人吧.....<br />希望赶快过完这个学期啦.....<br />真的很不想留在这里了.....<br /><br />慢慢觉得很辛苦了.....<br />没力气支持的自己.....<br />我想得靠更多的意志力去维持了.....<br />那是唯一的办法.....<br /><br />夜深了天气开始冷了.....<br />因为不停的雨天.....<br />觉得有点凄凉的感觉.....<br />不过没事的一切都会好的.....<br /><br />是时候休息了.....<br />等待室友的回来.....<br />可能还得要半小时吧.....<br />再见拉各位,晚安.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-1237789597110567019?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-24156430366978898182011-02-06T19:24:00.002+08:002011-02-06T20:00:15.065+08:00hide myself inside the blanket and calling my mum before we proceed to the next round of game..... actually im nt feeling quite well during the trip cause of stomachache and headache but its relaxing time so must keep myself up in good condition.....<br /><br />after finishing my talk wif my beloved mother then go to next door to start our gambler party..... we have bought 2 dozen of beers to enjoy as it was cheap compare in town and it only cost us around rm78..... so let's start the game.....<br /><br />poker game was definitely the most popular game where we choose the card and put on our head as to see who get the smallest point then reward the beers to he or she..... not drinking 2 much as im not feeling well so it's time to sleep lar.....<br /><br />non stop kepo-ing until late midnight around 3am something as i really dont know we have so much things to share..... as everyone start feeling dizzy, then we have to go for a sleep as the next day we still have same activity going on.....<br /><br />wake up at 8am and start preparing, brushing teeth, bath and so on as we need to check out by wat time i don know..... having our breakfast at a nice view restaurant with nothing to eat but no choice have to eat.....<br /><br />finishing our breakfast so it's time to visit the cow farm above the hill..... interesting journey as the road was freaking "GOOD" and freaking "STRAIGHT"..... arrive safely pay for the entrance fees and went inside the farm for a short time visit.....<br /><br />the first thing we do is to buy 2 pack of milk which have been finish processing..... then went out to the grass land and have some pictures snap there..... a bit rain so we decided to leave the place early and went to the next destination.....<br /><br />but before we left, the rain seen to be stop and what we gonna to is keep on snapping the nice pictures and some group photo as well..... done everything so its time to go for our next destination where it is quite interesting also.....<br /><br />start up the car engine and go for it lar..... reach the destination around 45 minutes later as it was quite far from cow farm..... pay for the entrance fees once again and going in with scariness (some of us only).....<br /><br />guess wat, we having our feet spa which there are many fish in the river to bite our foot and it was quite painful when they keep on cubit your "bulu kaki"..... nice experience and having a lot of fun with those big and huge fish.....<br /><br />hungry but without any food to eat as we are now on the way back to our reality life at KK lar..... stop at the middle of the journey to buy some snacks and having their so call lunch at a small restaurant but i dint lar.....<br /><br />after all going back to uni but we are very lucky to have the opportunity to live view the mount kinabalu as it was raining for the past few days and everywhere was covered by mist..... non stop snapping pictures time again in the middle of the road.....<br /><br />finally reach uni prepare our self (actually jz me) while others are washing the car...... dinner time at lido food court where all of us seem to be very hungry already..... order come non stop as we fill the small table with lots of food.....<br /><br />dinosaur style come out again finish all the food in just few minutes..... brilliant and satisfy trip and wish to have some more trip like this coming soon..... but i bet we wont have much time for it as we have lots of work need to do.....<br /><br />so tat's all about our trip to kundasang lar..... finish here and bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-2415643036697889818?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-71823892068420286232011-01-28T15:16:00.004+08:002011-02-06T23:39:44.083+08:00农历新年快到了.....<br />同学们都回家去了.....<br />这次的我比较慢.....<br />因为早订了机票.....<br /><br />一个人的生活从昨天开始了.....<br />一个人吃饭的时间短了.....<br />一个人上课的时间长了.....<br />生活好像少了些什么一样.....<br /><br />不过对我来说习惯了吧.....<br />喜欢一个人的感觉.....<br />喜欢安静的生活.....<br />喜欢一个人写着部落格的感觉.....<br /><br />特别的每一天每一秒.....<br />一个人和不同的餐厅约会.....<br />那是多么难的一件事.....<br />唯独在一个人的时候啦.....<br /><br />慢慢享受与餐厅约会的时光.....<br />看着窗外的一切慢慢飘过.....<br />一边喝着星巴克的chocolate.....<br />一边update着新的文章.....<br /><br />没人在旁边吵闹的声音.....<br />因为听着方大同的歌曲.....<br />优美的R&amp;B唱腔是我的最爱.....<br />不停的重播着同一首歌.....<br /><br />慵懒的坐在沙发上.....<br />手指不停的敲打着键盘.....<br />一段段的句子慢慢的完成了.....<br />说出心里的每一段话.....<br /><br />明天就是我回家的日子啦.....<br />好期待的心情.....<br />时间过得好快噢.....<br />再见啦各位.....<br /><br />~End~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7182389206842028623?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-19552038839864093252011-01-17T11:15:00.003+08:002011-01-17T12:04:06.756+08:00it been a long long time already when the first time i went to kundasang for a small trip with my family before and 2 days ago me and my friends had made a decision to visit kundasang again to relax ourself before we get into critical assignment period and exam time.....<br /><br />plan during the past few days before we depart and rent a car from one of our uni master's student that can accompany 8 of us to go for the trip..... actually i had a quite serious stomachache few days back when we decided to go but luckily everythings was just fine and we manage to go on time.....<br /><br />quite excited as it was our first time gather up and had a trip together..... pack all of my things and ready for a night shopping where we get the car by the night before our trip..... so went out the uni to buy some supper and snacks as most of my friends are dinasour (non-stop eating).....<br /><br />back to uni before 11pm which it consider as late but no choice that's the uni rule so just follow..... drive our car and fooling around the uni compound searching for a suitable place to finish our supper and had some talk together inside the car cuase outside their was raining.....<br /><br />wake up early in the morning prepare myself and start the long journey to kundasang..... fully pam the oil tank for the car as it will be quite a long way to go before we get to reach for another petrol station..... start our journey after that and had a stop at tampaluli to have our breakfast and but some snacks for afternoon.....<br /><br />visit a small stall at the town and buy a box of beer for our night time party at the hotel..... then continue our journey to our main destination - kundasang..... along the journey we get to see many beautiful places and it was quite nice and the weather was cold enough.....<br /><br />have a short rest and toilet visit at ranau town which is a small town also..... and continue our journey to our first destination which is the poring and hot spring park..... pay the entrace fees and pay a visit around the park as we had try out the canopy walkway and a visit to the waterfall.....<br /><br />fun and awsome as the walkway was quite fantastic and exciting but not scary at all that the problem (hahahaha)..... and waterfall nice and slipperly as the stone grow with some algae and a special things there is some small fish that may bite our dead skin so quite nice.....<br /><br />finish our visitation at poring park so the next we wil going to check in to our hotel as it was raining and we can't follow our original plan to pay a visit to cow farm and viewing the process of milking cause there is a time setting for the farm to undergo the process and it was during the afternoon time.....<br /><br />no chance to see so back to hotel and prepare ourself to go for dinner..... with a cold weather so we decided to go for steambot as our dinner where we have a chace to gather on the same table to enjoy our dinner together..... and the way we eat is just like din't eat anything for a few days so a bit shock to the waiter and waitress.....<br /><br />fun and happy and the time pass away so fast as it was already 8pm something..... still raining outside and the weather seen to be more cold compare to the morning time as we walk out from the restaurant and get back to the car..... damn cold and feel like it was totally freezing (btw im not sure about the weather).....<br /><br />back to hotel and the cold wind keep on blowing into our room cause we had open our window pans before we went out for dinner..... change my pants to long wear as im wearing short pants for dinner and wearing up my jacket to keep myself warm and it seem to be no use at all.....<br /><br />continue part 2.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-1955203883986409325?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-67058242259920363152011-01-05T00:11:00.005+08:002011-01-06T01:14:25.948+08:00yesterday afternoon 3.10pm taking the MASwings flight MH3266 (9M-MWC) depart from Sibu which is my hometown back to my uni life at Kota Kinabalu at 5.25pm..... a quite long journey which take about 2 hours and 15 minutes to reach because of a transit at Bintulu airport for about 25 minutes.....<br /><br />along the whole journey we were serve by 1 steward and 1 stewardess and im satisfy with their service as well..... due to the bad weather which cloudy and raining during the whole journey the aircraft seen to have some tiny little shaking but for me is ok cause it wont affect my mood during the whole journey.....<br /><br />i do enjoy in the whole journey especially during the take off and landing of the aircraft and i do enjoy seeing those awesome scenario during the journey although most of it just show up with white cloud and rain..... and this time i feel really lucky to have an opportunity to live view the new Malaysia Airlines Boeing 737-800 aircraft during the landing at KKIA.....<br /><br />it was awesome and marvelous because of the new design of Boeing aircraft which i get to see from the magazine that provided inside the aircraft explaining the new aircraft's interior design..... and the painting was nice as well showing the new era of MH(Malaysian Hospitality) with the new feature.....<br /><br />besides that, i get a chance to fooling around at the Bintulu airport during the transit of the flight although it was just 25 minutes..... nice design, modern and big enough as the terminal building was fulfill with many facilities for example like smoking room and so on..... and i get to see the GGIFA flying college which was just next to the airport and the hangar as well.....<br /><br />not very big as the college was still very new and they plan to extend their campus area to a more big size which can accumulate more students from local and also international..... the hangar fill with thier Eagle 150B, Cessna 172SP and Senecca V aircraft..... actually not consider big for the hangar as i say the college was still new.....<br /><br />back to the normal..... land at BKI at the exact time taking all my luggage and hand carry come out from the arrival hall and wait for my friend to come and fetch me..... another long time to wait as the car that i book during the morning time get into trouble cant be use so i have to wait another friend to come and fetch.....<br /><br />2 hours of waiting at the airport was the first time for me and it was cool enough..... hahahaha new experience again for the first time ever..... but it seem like very cold cause the air conditioner was too strong and there are only a few people who are waiting in the airport while compare to Terminal 2 which mainly for low cost carrier airlines like Air Asia which filled with crowded people.....<br /><br />reach hostel at the time of 8pm, start unpacking all my things, clean my table and cupboard and arrange all my things and stuff..... 3 hours of cleaning and arranging finally i can sit down and have my dinner at 11pm..... dinner which was take away from hometown need me to steam it again before i eat.....<br /><br />wait for a few minutes before its ready to eat while setting up my laptop, connect to the internet and start online..... log in to facebook which it was the first thing i do each time when on my laptop and post a status saying that im done unpacking..... that's the simple expression to all my friends and family..... hahahaha.....<br /><br />finish having my dinner then rest for awhile and went for a midnight bath which i do it quite often during my first semester and i think i will continue doing this until the 6th semester..... finish everything and now im sitting in front of my laptop with my blogger on and upload a new post to announce the starts of my semester 2 of university life.....<br /><br />today will be no class because all my lecturer still in holiday mood and didn't turn up for class so im going out with my friends to the biggest shopping mall in Kota Kinabalu again which a.k.a 1Borneo Hypermarket to buy some groceries and having my brunch (breakfast + lunch) i think.....<br /><br />oh ya, forget to do something which consider very important for me as im going to note down all my expenses in my new notebook..... need to control myself on spending too much money in some unimportant stuffs as im going to buy my DSLR during the time i back to hometown for chinese new year celebration.....<br /><br />so that's all for today and im going to sign off and having my dream with mr. zhou gong..... unhealthy life will continue during the time i start rushing all my assignment, quiz and final exam so it time to say bye bye..... hahahahaha.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-6705824225992036315?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-84854452458996654942011-01-02T22:21:00.003+08:002011-01-02T23:35:05.905+08:002011年的第一天.....<br />过得好忙碌.....<br />1点半也才到家.....<br />因为和朋友渠倒数了.....<br /><br />感觉好热好焖.....<br />选择冲个舒服的澡.....<br />电话信息接个没完.....<br />因为新年信息太多了.....<br /><br />大学的事接踵而来.....<br />大家都忙着抢科系.....<br />因为不抢没机会.....<br />半夜开工才是王道.....<br /><br />2点早上才上床睡觉.....<br />不知为什么睡不着.....<br />脑袋里还是想着你.....<br />希望明年有你在身边.....<br /><br />早上起得很早.....<br />因为得准备一些事情.....<br />早餐也没机会吃.....<br />只好饿着肚子等午餐.....<br /><br />午餐过后又开始忙了.....<br />和家里的老大回学校.....<br />老妈忙着整理她的屋子.....<br />而我却在一旁睡着了.....<br /><br />终于收拾好了.....<br />老姐也开完会了.....<br />是时候回家了.....<br />看看时间已是7点晚上啦.....<br /><br />晚餐后开始上网啦.....<br />2011年的第一天.....<br />就这样结束啦.....<br />忙碌有收获的一天把.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8485445245899665494?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-65989436473719460832010-12-31T13:52:00.002+08:002010-12-31T15:12:18.099+08:00终于2010年结束了.....<br />这一年真的发生很多事.....<br />也许那是我成长的象征.....<br />慢慢了解了很多事情.....<br /><br />过去的这一年.....<br />做错了很多事.....<br />也明白了很多事.....<br />开心的事比较多吧.....<br /><br />烦恼厌恶的事也很多.....<br />不过一切都过去了.....<br />未来对的日子还很长.....<br />所以往事只能会微啦.....<br /><br />明年2011的期许.....<br />希望可以万事顺利咯.....<br />那是最重要的乐.....<br />开心的日子也不能少.....<br /><br />功课还要不断的努力.....<br />因为对这届的成绩很失望.....<br />希望能更加的努力.....<br />顺利的毕业啦.....<br /><br />想飞的梦想还一直的保留.....<br />因为相信总会有奇迹.....<br />希望奇迹快点出现.....<br />让我完成一直以来的梦想.....<br /><br />健康还是要注意.....<br />不想再生病了.....<br />因为那真的很辛苦.....<br />所以请别来找我.....<br /><br />最后祝大家.....<br />新年快乐.....<br />万事顺利.....<br />身体健康啦.....<br /><br />再见啦........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-6598943647371946083?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-53574554321404340312010-12-22T21:06:00.005+08:002010-12-28T14:27:06.415+08:00短暂的旅程在几天的时间内结束了而我在这次的旅途中体会了很多也了解了很多特别的事尤其是感情方面的事..... 对我来说感情问题是我永远都不陌生的事不过那是给别人的印象其实自己的内心最清楚.....<br /><br />在这几天的旅途中看透了很多事因为朋友的好奇心作祟让我将内心的那段暗恋了很久的感情说了出来..... 其实说真的我并没有隐藏事实而是从来就没有正面的面对过因为对于我这段感情毕竟只是我自己一个人心甘情愿想做的事.....<br /><br />有些事憋在心里久了还是会憋不住的因为每个人都有他的极限所以对我一样..... 朋友们不停的支持让我感觉到很对不起大家因为我的恐惧感让我一直无法表达内心的一切让她知道..... 不过朋友们的包容关心并没有责怪我让我感到很惭愧.....<br /><br />是时候了吗??? 答案依然还是不知道因为喜欢她将近两年的事我一直保守得很好..... 朋友们都常在问我到底被她的那一点吸引着让我死命的喜欢她两年的时间从来就没有想放弃过..... 其实我真的不知道可能这就是爱情的魔力吧让人无法分辨是非.....<br /><br />喜欢上她对我来说是很偶然的事因为那种感觉不像平常那种就像是突如其来的一样无法预测..... 记得第一次见到她时在我中六的那年因为当上了童军领导所以被指派教导学弟妹们有关更新的skill而她就是那其中的一个.....<br /><br />那时的我对他并没有特别的感觉也只当她是我的其中的一位学生而且那时的我心里有着另一个女孩的存在..... 这位女孩的出现对我来说是日久生情所照成的因为她是我在prefect的下属不过我们俩的感觉就像是很好的朋友一样擦不出火花.....<br /><br />一度想和她表白不过我选择放弃因为我知道我没办法带给她快乐而且它根本就没察觉我喜欢她..... 也许那对她是好的如今他和我最好的兄弟在一起了而且还是我牵的红线那是我唯一能为她做的最后一件事了.....<br /><br />看着他们俩开心的模样我知道我的选择并没有错也许那才是她真正应该要得到的算是了了我的心愿吧.....她是我在20年来喜欢过第二久的女孩不过那已不重要了现在的她过得很开心因为有着男朋友的陪伴让她过的很不错.....<br /><br />没过多久的时间也不知道从何时开始对她有了感觉一直没有断过的感觉到现在..... 两年了在这当中了解了很多有关她的事而每一件事我都记得很清楚..... 她的习惯, 她喜欢的事物我都了解我并不知道那算什么只是想多了解她多一点.....<br /><br />也许对她来说那些只是在普通不过的小事不过对我来说她所说过的一切就像皇上所赐下的圣旨一样一直记在心里..... 对我这个健忘症很严重的人来说能记得别人所说的每一句话是多么难的一件事不过她所说的我却没法忘记.....<br /><br />开始会担心她的每一件事这也许就是深陷其中了吧..... 知道她有胃痛的病例所以每当她有胃痛的状况我就会很担心恨不得马上赶到她身边陪她..... 知道她考试压力大时我就想到考场去替她考或者能在她身边给她些鼓励.....<br /><br />还有啊知道她喜欢吃某种食物时我都会让自己也喜欢虽然那可能是我不喜欢吃的..... 当她对别的男生太好时我会觉得心里不是滋味有种酸酸的感觉..... 当知道她和前男友分手时我会觉得很难过好想在她身边借给她我的肩让她能放声大哭.....<br /><br />这一切的一切她都不知道因为那是我默默付出的一切是我乐意为她做的..... 对于这样的付出我并不觉得那是不值得的因为能为喜欢的人做这些事我真的很开心也觉得那是值得的毕竟那是该付出的代价.....<br /><br />不久前不知道自己发了什么疯既然给她发了封简讯问了她一些问题..... 而简讯的内容就像以下一样.....<br /><br />我:如果有一男生他喜欢你1年多了你会有什么反应?<br />她:我不喜欢远距离.....<br />我:那如果他和你在同一个地方呢?<br />她:有时感情这种事不能勉强.....<br />我:那好吧, 我知道了.....<br /><br />这么一短简讯从来就没有曝光过也许是因为想要保留她心里队我的答案吧..... 虽然在简讯里我并没有表达那是我不过我想她应该也知道因为她身边的朋友都知道我喜欢她的事而且大家都很赞成只是我没那个胆量.....<br /><br />对于远距离的问题我早就想过了我也知道她不喜欢而这也是让我烦恼了很久的事..... 远距离恋爱对每个人来说都是种煎熬因为每办法时常见到对方..... 不过想了想远距离也何尝不是种磨炼呢因为很久才能见一次面才会更加珍惜这段感情.....<br /><br />朋友常对我说对于远距离恋爱情侣间互相都要有足够的信任因为那是最基本应该要做到的..... 一直都很相信我对她有很高的信任度毕竟能让我放心的喜欢她2年可是件不简单的事..... 也许这就是让我无法忘记她的原因吧.....<br /><br />我知道她并没有拒绝我只是她有自己的顾虑我也了解我想那是失恋后的难过吧..... 记得她说过要把心锁上然后将钥匙丢到海里去因为不想再难过想回到开心的日子..... 她的那句话让我一度想放弃不过还是坚持了并没有这么做因为能遇见她始种缘分.....<br /><br />我坚信自己将会是能从新开启她内心的那把新钥匙从来就没放弃过正如我对朋友说的只要有机会就要好好的把握不要让机会里开了后悔莫及..... 而对于之前的我还在等待着适当的机会来临因为认为自己还不够成熟不能带给她幸福.....<br /><br />至于现在的我还在持续的加油希望在我还没离开这里时能有好消息吧..... 想着她的心一直都没有改变我想也不会有改变因为她是我心中的唯一至少今天还是明天也时后天也是, 以后的每一天每一天都会是.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5357455432140434031?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-38139508952979546742010-12-11T13:04:00.003+08:002010-12-11T18:27:17.686+08:00续集的part 2在此啦.....<br /><br />转眼间已经过了一年的时间说长不长说短不短一个学期又结束了而'他'也在不断的努力下获得了飞行初级驾驶照这也是'他'梦寐以求的事..... 对于学妹的事'他'一直抱着一种莫不关心的态度然而却无时无刻的留意着学妹每天的生活.....<br /><br />虽然受到了之前的创伤但'他'一直相信只要不放弃依然还会有机会这种信念让'他'学会了更多在爱情的路上应该遭受到的挫折..... 无论遇到多大的困难都依然抱着强烈的信念继续的往前冲一直到最后的一秒钟.....<br /><br />带着开心的外表和伤心的内心和同学们一同到一个美丽无污染的岛屿去放松心情同时继续自己的兴趣拍照..... 那种内心的寂寞感顿时得到了释放仿佛就像是得了失意症一样忘了所有不开心的事而尽情的享受在那蔚蓝的海.....<br /><br />呼吸着新鲜的空气脑袋里的困扰被轻吹来的海风带走了..... 这对'他'来说可能是唯一能让自己整理好所有的复杂心情从新开始新生活的一个定点..... 相机里所拍的照片表现出了伤心及空虚的内心大多以无人的背景为主题展现美丽的风景.....<br /><br />3天的旅行换来的是开心的记忆至少能让'他'暂时忘掉所有的烦恼不过接下来的一切将回到最初的时候了..... 本性难移也许正是时候用在这里了吧, 回到家乡的'他'把所拍的照片放到了网上却在无意间看到了之前和学妹一起所拍的照片.....<br /><br />内心的感伤立刻表现在脸上而眼泪也不知觉的流了下来..... 虽然那只是回忆的一部分但对'他'而言那时多么的珍贵的回忆与其它的回忆根本就不能比较..... 为了不让自己在伤心'他'决定将网上及所有看得到学妹样子的东西隐藏起来.....<br /><br />说得容易但行动时却在次的犹豫不决尤其是与学妹一起所照的那些照片删除键总是按不下去证明了'他'对学妹的一切完全没放下..... 学妹送的礼物想丢掉可是却怎么也办不到因为那可是学妹亲手送给'他'的.....<br /><br />到了最后还是什么都没完成保留了所有的东西..... 决定一个人踏上了孤单旅行到外国去为了整理烦乱的内心及思绪在回来之后能从新面对学妹..... 选择了法国巴黎成为第一站就这样开始了自己一个人的旅行.....<br /><br />在巴黎的时间, '他'想了很多同时也了解自己更多因为曾经不懂得珍惜也没主见造成了现在这种地步而漫漫的'他'找回了自信决定在回国后再一次的向学妹表白..... 在孤单旅行的过程中学会如何去面对更多的困难这对'他'来说是平常所学不到的.....<br /><br />完成了孤单旅行的第一站的同时签证也到期了心里想着是时候该回国了毕竟那已经是一个月后了..... 收拾好了心情准备第二次的表白而这次找来了'他'的好朋友及学妹身边的好朋友们来帮忙一心想筹办个完美的表白.....<br /><br />回国后的第二天开始计划所有的事包括约了朋友们及学妹的朋友一起商讨这次的表白..... 再告知朋友们所有的细节后得到了很大的支持也更加提升了他的自信心想用力的往前冲..... 而表白的日期就选在那年的圣诞节.....<br /><br />终于重要的日子圣诞节来临了..... 那是个美丽, 太阳照耀看得到蓝天及白云的美好早晨而'他'起了个大早梳洗后开始准备晚上的表白..... 挑选了一间气氛不错的餐厅自己打理了全部的布置因为想表达自己的诚意.....<br /><br />准备好的礼物和一封很重要的信早就放在床头等着晚上送给学妹..... 好不容易接到朋友的电话传来了好消息说学妹答应出席今晚和'他'一起的圣诞晚餐觉得很开心也很紧张..... 一切准备妥当就待晚上的重头戏了.....<br /><br />期待的晚上终于还是到了, '他'盛装打扮了自己希望换来学妹的好印象来到了餐厅..... 等了10分钟心目中的学妹终于出现了让'他'感到非常的高兴而紧张的情绪也更加的提升了..... 开始了属于两个人晚餐时光美妙的音乐化解了尴尬的气氛.....<br /><br />一顿完美的晚餐结束了然而接下来才是最终要的时刻..... 将手上的礼物及那封信交到了学妹的手上而最重要的是那句话'我喜欢你, 我们交往吧! 如果答应的话请收下这份礼物吧!'..... 终于还是说出口了等待着学妹的反应而得到的答案是成功了.....<br /><br />学妹接过了那份礼物及那封信表示一切都成功了花了好长一段时间的准备总算没有白费..... '他'的心停顿了一秒钟后感动的抱紧了学妹大声的说了'谢谢你, 凡'..... 拉着学妹的手往外跑来到了设定好的地方在那里一场美丽的烟火秀掀开序幕了为完美的成功画下句点.....<br /><br />一整天的准备换来了成功对'他'来说那一切是值得的..... 送了学妹回家自己却依依不舍的看着学妹进到了屋内没办法得回家了因为夜深了..... 发了封简讯给学妹道了一声晚安及谢谢她的出现让他的内心不再空虚寂寞.....<br /><br />回到礼物和那封信, '他'送了一条很精致的手链而且上面还刻上了两个人的英文名字作为礼物送给了学妹..... 至于那封信的内容呢里面写到了:<br /><br />'凡, 当你看到这封信时我想你已经接受我了..... 我想你早就知道那个之前在简讯里的那位男生是谁了虽然我并没有对你说过..... 还记得喜欢你是2年前的事了也不知道为什么会喜欢上你不过我想这可能就是缘分捉弄人吧.....<br /><br />在这漫长的2年我学会了很多东西也明白了很多而你就是那个让我明白这么多的那个人..... 你知道吗在你拒绝我的那一刻我真的很伤心我试着用功课及训练来遗忘你可是却在那过程中我因为操劳过度进了医院.....<br /><br />从朋友的口中得知我在被送往医院的过程中还不断的喊着你的名字..... 那时我心里想我已经喜欢你到无法自拔的地步了..... 无论用什么方法我依然无法把你从我的记忆中抽离也无法让自己不去想你的样子.....<br /><br />你所说过的每一句话我到现在依然还记得牢牢的从来就没忘记过而你身边所发生的事我也都一直很清楚..... 虽然我不在你身边但是感觉上就像与你在一起一样..... 当你胃痛时我会担心你, 当你考试压力大时我会想帮你考, 当你伤心难过是我想安慰你, 当你饿时我会想马上买东西给你吃.....<br /><br />这所有所有的一切可能对你来说都是些微不足道的事但对我来说你的每一件都是很重要的事..... 这些事每天都在我的脑海里跑来跑去的真的好烦可是又不能在身边陪你我真的感到很惭愧..... 不过从现在开始这一切都不存在了因为有你在身边了.....<br /><br />还记得你说过你不喜欢远距离的感觉不过那是我们该面对的现实但是朋友们给的建议让我有信心可以好好解决这个问题..... 虽然没有我时常的陪伴但是也就因为久久才能见一次面感情才会更加的牢固啊..... 就像牛郎与织女一样一年只能见一次面不过我们比他们好很多啦..... 哈哈哈!!<br /><br />刚开始会觉得那很难也不习惯不过我们还是可以通过很多方式来和对方联络..... 现在的科技这么发达我想你要找到我不是件难事的..... 最后我想对你说谢谢你凡, 因为你愿意给我机会让我能好好的为你付出也谢谢你相信我对你许下的承诺..... 杰上.....'<br /><br />完美的成功表示一段刻骨铭心的爱情即将展开而付出的所有也是值得..... 终于'他'找到了唯一的她而两人的爱情故事将怎么发展下去呢..... 敬请期待下回吧再见啦各位.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-3813950895297954674?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-6808461517228841502010-12-07T21:02:00.006+08:002010-12-11T13:08:22.169+08:00过了好长一短时间了'他'有什么行动吗?? 今晚就来分享下吧.....<br /><br />上次说到'他'在营会认识了B女而且对B女有了特别的感觉问题是还是保持着原本的模样不动声色什么事也没做..... 心里也面对了抉择这就是'他'的宿命吧得面对不同的选择还有各式各样的难题这就使'他'的性格没什么主见所照成的.....<br /><br />漫长的假期结束了在音乐班上课的时刻也结束了是该回到校园生活的时候了..... 得到父母的认同顺利的进入理想的专业学院开始非凡的训练生活..... 这是'他'所选择的生活也是'他'一直以来想要拥有的这一刻对'他'来说比任何事都还开心.....<br /><br />面对着两个女生的抉择'他'选择暂时放开一切不去想而选择专注在'他'理想的事情上..... 因为那毕竟是'他'花了很长一段时间来得到父母的认同而也不想就此被任何事干扰..... 训练的生活让'他'成熟了很多面对事情也更有主见了那可是件好事.....<br /><br />时间过了3个月, 一天早上因为没课所以'他'一个人呆在宿舍里上网听歌..... 偶然间'他'的电话传来了信息的铃声, 拿起手机一看是B女发来的简讯..... 简讯里写着'杰, 好久没联络了最近还好吗? 我有个好消息想告诉你就是---我恋爱了..... 我真的好开心哦!'.....<br /><br />这个消息传来的时间太突然了让'他'一时无法反应过来..... 对'他'来说这样的消息有点震撼因为不知道应该祝福B女还是为自己感到可惜因为B女曾是'他'内心的一部分但如今一切都成了回忆..... 后悔吗'他'并不觉得因为能遇见比自己更好的男孩是B女的荣幸.....<br /><br />回过了神, '他'决定发封简讯给B女祝福她..... 简讯里写着'晶, 真的好久没联络了, 很恭喜你找到如意郎君..... 我祝福你们哦..... 哈哈哈哈'..... 这时可能只有苦笑是唯一能表达'他'内心的伤心及感伤不过那是暂时的因为'他'知道自己得提起精神来应付不久后的考试.....<br /><br />考试对'他'来说没什么难因为从小头脑就很灵活没什么事可以难倒'他'的而且做足了准备所以'他'对考试非常的有信心..... 不出大家所料'他'的考试成绩依然保持着个人的水准而且是高水准从来就没让'他'自己失望.....<br /><br />考试过去了是时候回家乡的时候了而'他'却选择留在读书的地方带着'他'的宝贝相机到处去游玩..... 这就是'他'放松自己的方法选择到较落后的地方拍拍照, 吹吹海风, 品尝没吃过的美食..... 虽然是一个人的旅行不过对'他'来说那种感觉很有意义.....<br /><br />回到了家乡'他'选择留在家里一个人孤单因为'他'是唯一的独生子..... 有时留在网上可望着朋友的问候心里的寂寞很少人知道因为'他'总喜欢把所有的心事隐藏起来..... 表现出开心开朗的一面好让大家都开心可能这就是'他'的使命吧.....<br /><br />假期过了1个星期多日子还是一样的过, 只是对'他'来说多了种寂寞感..... 然而这种感觉让'他'在某一天的晚上想起了学妹的样子..... 其实学妹在'他'的生命中从来就没有离开过不时不时'他'都会想起尤其是在夜深人静一个人温习功课时.....<br /><br />'他'对学妹还是一样的忠心从来就没变过也没遗忘过虽然两人的距离远了联络的时间也少了不过心里还是保留着对学妹的思念..... 向来就很专一的'他'一旦喜欢上一个女孩对'他'来说就是心里的唯一这使得'他'很难对别的女孩动心.....<br /><br />那个晚上'他'想了很久最后决定联络上学妹而在电话里两人聊了很多..... 很久不见话题变少了不过'他'还是尽量的想了很多不同的话题一心只想继续听到学妹那温柔的声音..... 虽然看不到学妹的样子不过听到学妹的声音'他'也觉得那是值得的.....<br /><br />电话挂断了'他'却还在想着学妹于是发了封短信给学妹..... 简讯里写着'凡,想问你一件事,如果有个男生喜欢你很久了你会有什么感觉?'..... 发了信息后'他'的心跳开始加速一支等待着学妹的回信不知过了多久,学妹终于回信了.....<br /><br />这时'他'的心情更是紧张因为那是'他'第一次的表白, 打开简讯信里回到'杰学长,对不起虽然你没说那个男生是谁不过我想说的是我不喜欢远距离的感觉'..... 看到简讯内容的'他'顿时好像从天空跌到了地面心情跌到了谷底虽然那不是直接的拒绝.....<br /><br />在接下来的每个晚上'他'都选择坐在阳台上看着满天星星的天空一个人发呆想着和学妹一起的时光..... 有时想了想眼泪就从眼睛两旁流下那就是失恋的感觉吧..... 时间久了开学的时间又到了带着沉重的心情还有难过的内心会到该回去的地方继续训练的生活.....<br /><br />为了逃避难过的心情'他'选择用练习来遗忘一切的难过..... 每天'他'都很努力很努力的训练早上一早就一个人到海边跑步, 吃好早餐就开始一整天没间断的训练课程一直到下午的4点钟..... 休息半小时'他'又到健身房开始运动而晚餐后的时间全部都留给了书本......<br /><br />这样的生活对'他'来说是唯一能让'他'遗忘过去一切的事无论是开心或不开心的'他'都选择忘记..... 可是这样的生活方式却让'他'在接下来的一个星期生了一场大病..... 就在某天的训练过程中'他'突然的昏到了这让同班的同学们都感到很惊讶.....<br /><br />同学们把'他'送到医院去而'他'在去医院的路上口中还不时的叫着学妹的名字这使到同学们都感到很担心..... 经过医生的检查证实因为操劳过渡才会导致昏到的情况而'他'也被要求留院观察一星期.....<br /><br />在医院休息的那段时间'他'为了不让父母知道一直都瞒着不说而也吩咐朋友及同学们不能说出去..... 因为不想造成家人的负担所以选择自己一个人面对病痛面对辛苦的生病日子..... 朋友们都觉得很不忍心不过那是'他'所选择的所以没办法.....<br /><br />出院了带着疲惫的身躯回到了学校继续的训练因为曾经对自己许下的承诺决不能让子集的成绩推不也要顺利的毕业完成自己的梦想..... 一星期没追上的课及训练'他'试着在3天内完成因为一心想着和同学们一起同进退所以得跟上大家的进度.....<br /><br />就这样时间久了每一天的生活都被课业, 训练及考试环绕着没有多余的时间去想其它的事更别说是想到学妹..... 对'他'来说可能是一种催眠自己遗忘过去的好事吧但对身边的朋友来说'他'太过于逞强了而且逼得自己太紧了.....<br /><br />失恋, 这两个字对大家来说都是一种梦魇谁都不想踏上这一步更不想面对的事..... 不过有时真的没办法因为种种的关系两个相爱的情侣被迫走上这一步这可能是处理感情的问题把..... 就像故事里的'他'因为一直没说出内心的那段话而落到了如此的下场.....<br /><br />续集的故事我想还会继续下去的至于接下来的一切得看看'他'该如何表现及身边的朋友们是怎么帮'他'渡过难关..... 内心还留着学妹一丝思念的'他'该如何面对学妹呢, 我想作者会有自己的接决方法所以敬请期待啦各位..... 再见啦.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-680846151722884150?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-72426047938439174982010-12-05T19:28:00.002+08:002010-12-05T22:11:23.717+08:00回来已经一个星期了而每天的生活就是面对着电脑从早到晚因为真的没什么事可做也没有活动要跑真的好闷啊..... 面对着电脑能做什么呢??就只能看看facebook里的notification,不然就是上youtube看短片,更不让就是录戏咯很无趣的生活......<br /><br />说到应改还是不应该这个话题嘛因为最近一整个星期都在想着要买DSLR的事没有一刻间断过咯真的好执着噢..... 脑袋一直不断的在想到底应改还是不应该买因为用的钱是自己大学的生活费所以南面会有点舍不得可是心里的渴望还是不断的怂恿我.....<br /><br />真的好烦咯没办法谁叫我没什么主见在这种情况我就只能找老妈问可是啊一说到钱她的反应总是很大总而言之就是得听她啰嗦个没完就是了..... 被她这么一啰嗦我又没了自信怕这个又怕那个的早知就不问她了不过啊不问她又觉得不安心总之就是很乱啦.....<br /><br />至于老爸呢我是从来就不问他的可能是关系不太好的缘故吧这是小时后开始就这样的乐..... 跟老爸很少话题聊天也聊不到太久的时间咯..... 我在大学期间好像没跟他聊过电话咯这是真的咯因为通常都是老妈子打电话来老爸没在身边的时候.....<br /><br />有想过要问老爸的意见不过啊每次话到嘴边又被吞回去了所以没办法啦只好一个人烦恼吧..... 一架DSLR要花掉rm2000+对家里人来说可能真的太过分了也不值得可是啊那是我想给自己的一点奖励慰劳下自己辛苦了这么久咯的礼物咯.....<br /><br />我知道他们担心我在大学会不够钱用咯因为在那里的消费真的太高了所以才劝我慢点再买..... 这点我没得反驳因为我不想因为这种事跟他们吵咯只是心里还是有点闷闷的..... 所以啊有时真的很难做抉择得顾虑很多方面咯.....<br /><br />朋友们呢当让是很支持我的因为他们有时比我父母还要更了解我..... 因为内心的话我常常会对他们说而且他们也知道我的金钱状况愿意找我当管钱大使那可是我的荣幸呢..... 所以说啊这种事很难说的啦没办法咯只好自己解决吧.....<br /><br />不过啊还是会得到老爸老妈的许可才会动手的因为那是我的原则咯很难改的..... 还得继续烦下去咯应该还是不应该呢再想想吧..... 就酱吧再见啦.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7242604793843917498?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-80934656925735812112010-11-30T10:00:00.005+08:002010-11-30T11:44:57.751+08:00yesterday i start thinking of a question: should i buy my very first DSLR camera this year or next year during my vacation to west Malaysia..... and thinking of which brand should i choose for it..... in my mind there's only 3 option which is Canon, Nikon and Sony.....<br /><br />after some advice from my friend i kick off the Sony brand which they think that once the adjustment of white balance was incorrect it may harm our body..... so left only Canon and Nikon which i have to choose either one.....<br /><br />after some consideration, i think of my friend did have a Canon EOS 1000D model so finally i make my mind to choose Nikon since it's also my first choice among the 3..... but here comes the problem again.....<br /><br />i need to think of my financial problem as i need it for next semester study and for my vacation to west Malaysia..... it will be a big burden as for next semester i wont able to receive much money from PTPTN as they cut of all my school fees and WPP.....<br /><br />so try to find a best and cheapest DSLR for myself and doing research during the whole afternoon until night for yesterday..... finally i get it which is Nikon D3000 and D3100..... both are good and nice and the price was reasonable for me.....<br /><br />but the problem is which should i choose as D3100 is the upgrade model of D3000 and including video recording function which D3000 do n0t have..... besides, D3100 have extra 2 auto focus point compare with D3000.....<br /><br />the price just hundred something in different as D3100 is the new model which release during August 2010 and D3000 was release last year..... as for the megapixel, D3000 have only 10.2 megapixel whereas D3100 have more 4 megapixel which is 14.2 megapixel.....<br /><br />other than that the function of these 2 DSLR are mostly the same and both are suitable for beginners as provide easy functioning and nice shooting quality..... so which should i choose for my very first kind of headache and waiting for the selling price for both through my friend.....<br /><br />here's the photo for Nikon D3000 and Nikon D3100.....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TPRyB9Z9oOI/AAAAAAAAAZo/2rH_P5Zwu7s/s1600/D3000.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 268px; height: 235px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TPRyB9Z9oOI/AAAAAAAAAZo/2rH_P5Zwu7s/s320/D3000.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545182419188818146" border="0" /></a>Nikon D3000<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TPRyB4pmBnI/AAAAAAAAAZw/SIsMYk9BjQc/s1600/Nikon-D3100-Digital-SLR-Camera.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 344px; height: 243px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TPRyB4pmBnI/AAAAAAAAAZw/SIsMYk9BjQc/s320/Nikon-D3100-Digital-SLR-Camera.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545182417912202866" border="0" /></a>Nikon D3100<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">so that's all from me and i think i will buy one of them before my next semester starts..... so bye and see you then.....<br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8093465692573581211?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-85062477178848384062010-11-28T10:57:00.002+08:002010-11-28T11:06:47.830+08:00after a month of exam finally im bak home again yesterday lar..... feel happy but not till high lo don know why like this since i hv one month holiday to go for the next semester..... but still satisfy with it lo.....<br /><br />bak to home my family all say that i become more thin (that's always be the 1st sentences from them lar) so use to it already lar.... and i admit it as i drop in my weight but no choice lar exam time too stress and less taken of healthy food war.....<br /><br />coming bak home now so i can enjoy whatever that i like and go around wherever i like to relax myself lo..... that's the main point lar and i can play, sleep, eat and so on without worrying this or that nice ler.....<br /><br />i will try my best to continue update my post while i feel so lazy to write lor..... hahahahahaha..... so that's all lar..... happy holiday to all my friends at UMS and see you all again next semester..... bye<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8506247717884838406?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-58193974291932489712010-11-18T13:47:00.003+08:002010-11-18T14:06:51.289+08:00its been a long time i think almost 2 weeks i din update with u guys about my life at sabah lar..... tis 2 weeks im busying in my preparation for my final exam which i hav 4 papers to test last week for this week 2 paper and next week 1 paper.....<br /><br />actually i don like this kind of arrangement because it waste my time staying at hostel for 1 week doing nothing..... i prefer more to the arrangement that test all the subject within 1 week and let me go home more early instead of staying here for another 2 weeks.....<br /><br />definitely i suffer a lot during the preparation week sometime i juz like give up everything and let it be juz fail everything..... but think of other aspect i shouldn't do like tat cz it the only way i can go since i juz can go for my dream after a earn my 1st degree.....<br /><br />every night i sleep at 3am and some of the day i din even sleep jz to prepare for my exam..... is my first time put on so many effort on it but every time when step into the exam hall i will start forgetting everything that i hv study.....<br /><br />i think for me im a person which suitable on the theory part of study which i will done badly on it..... i like more in practical jz like something that can let me try or touch or even have control on my own..... that's the best part for me.....<br /><br />but i think now i still need to concentrate on my theory study and keep on memorizing all the terms, name and so on ba..... it is the fate of my life i think a challenges for me before i step my feet into my aspiring career which require responsibility and many aspect.....<br /><br />so i will be start preparing for my exam starting from 2mr and will update u guys with my life next time lo..... signing off now..... bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5819397429193248971?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-6135925921516106172010-11-07T22:00:00.007+08:002010-11-08T02:24:35.014+08:00是时候让我来帮康师傅茉莉清茶打下广告啦..... 这次康师傅公司找来了艋胛导演钮承泽来当短片的监制同时也找来了连奕琦来当这次短片的导演..... 这次所拍摄的短片共分成了12集诉说着12个星座的男生在面临和自己另一半的相处模式..... 短片的内容大部分注重在一个男生应该有着别星座的特性纵使让自己变得更有魅力..... 我很推荐大家去看哦只要到YouTube上查找《清蜜星体验》就能找到完整的12集段片啦.....<br /><br />我想分享的是短片里的小提点好让各位男生都有点概念应该多多向那个星座学习来提升自己的魅力指数咯.....<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第1个星座是牡羊座:</span><br />火星掌管的牡羊座.....<br />是勇往直前的战神.....<br />行动力满分.....<br />需要能给他鼓励的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于牡羊座他们最缺乏的就是和谐尊重, 喜欢当自己的英雄而且不管别人的感觉(这个性格要改哦).....<br /><br />对宫星座小提醒.....<br />学习天秤座的尊重·和谐.....<br />会让牡羊座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第2个星座是金牛座:</span><br />金星掌管的金牛座.....<br />是居家良伴.....<br />喜欢安定舒适.....<br />需要有耐心的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于金牛座他们给人的感觉很稳定很安心,做事很有计划固然很好不过会使另一半觉得少了点恋爱的感觉(这种个性要不得噢!).....<br /><br />对宫星座小提醒.....<br />学习天蝎座的敢爱敢恨.....<br />会让金牛座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第3个星座我们来看双子座:</span><br />水星掌管的双子座是点子王.....<br />朋友多 反应快 不按牌理出牌.....<br />需要能理解他的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于双子座你们最大的缺点就是小聪明太多, 从来就不会用直接的方式来告白(这种个性要改哦!).....<br /><br />对宫星座小提醒.....<br />学习射手座的诚实·直接.....<br />会让双子座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第4个星座是巨蟹座:</span><br />月亮掌管的巨蟹座是.....<br />家园守护者.....<br />敏感 爱家 念旧.....<br />需要善解人意的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于巨蟹座他们往往不够了解另一半真正想要追求的幸福是什么, 有点自私, 常忽略别人的感受(这种个性快改了它吧).....<br /><br />对宫星座小提醒.....<br />学习摩羯座的目标和计划.....<br />别活在过去.....<br />会让巨蟹座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第5个星座来看看狮子座:</span><br />太阳掌管的狮子座是万兽之王.....<br />爱当大哥 当明星.....<br />需要一样亮眼又懂得欣赏他的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于狮子座他们最大的缺点就是太爱面子了, 因为认为自己是想者所以凡事都太自我注意(是时候改改这个坏个性了).....<br /><br />对宫星座小提醒.....<br />学习水瓶座的与世无争和独立.....<br />会让狮子座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第6个星座啦-处女座:</span><br />水星掌管的处女座.....<br />是完美主义者.....<br />聪明 有效率 重细节.....<br />需要懂得感谢 称赞的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于处女座塔门最大的缺点就是很龟毛, 很爱挑剔, 总喜欢唠叨个没完(这种个性会让另一半觉得很不耐烦所以要改啦).....<br /><br />对宫星座小提醒.....<br />学习双鱼座的包容 接纳.....<br />会让处女座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第7个星座登场-天秤座:</span><br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: left;">金星掌管的天秤座.....<br />是平衡主义者.....<br />重视和平 美感.....<br />思虑周密.....<br />需要果断的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于天秤座他们最大的缺点就是老是拿不定主意, 常怕伤害别人不把话说清楚结果却造成更大的伤害(这种个性一定要改掉).....<br /><br />对宫星座的提醒.....<br />学习牡羊座的行动 表达.....<br />会让天秤座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第8个星座会是什么呢-天蝎座:</span><br />冥王星和火星掌管的天蝎座.....<br />是黑暗骑士.....<br />神秘 复仇 不断死而重生.....<br />需要忠诚的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于天蝎座呢最大的缺点就是疑心病太重了而且喜欢控制别人, 爱比较的性格也是这个星座的缺点(所以要改变了天蝎座).....<br /><br />对宫星座小提醒.....<br />学习金牛座的简单生活.....<br />会让天蝎座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第9个星座啦-射手座:</span><br />木星掌管的射手座.....<br />是活力发电机.....<br />又开朗 爱冒险.....<br />需要直率的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于射手座他们最大的缺点就是太过好客, 好玩还有就是做事从不看场合常常忽略了另一半(得快点改掉这个坏个性).....<br /><br />对宫星座小提醒.....<br />学习双子座的观察 沟通.....<br />会让射手座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第10个星座是摩羯座啦:</span><br /></span>图星掌管的摩羯座.....<br />是坚定的实践家.....<br />有计划 有毅力.....<br />需要崇拜他的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于摩羯座他们最大的问题就是在无形中为另一半带来压力让对方觉得他根本就不需要她的出现(没办法啦要改掉这个性格).....<br /><br />对宫星座小提醒.....<br />学习巨蟹座的感性.....<br />会让摩羯座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">第11个星座水瓶座:</span><br />天王星掌管的水瓶座....<br />是趋势预言家.....<br />独立 自由.....<br />需要不依赖的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于水瓶座他们最大的缺点就是太投入在某些事或物上, 喜欢自由和独立的生活模式往往让另一半觉得没安全感(该是时候改变这种性格了).....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">对宫星座小提醒.....<br /></div>学习狮子座的热情 表现欲.....<br /><div style="text-align: left;">会让水瓶座的你更有魅力喔!<br /></div><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">最后登场的第12个星座是双鱼座啦:</span><br />海王星和木星掌管的双鱼座.....<br />是好好先生.....<br />敏感 牺牲 包容.....<br />需要稳定的伴侣.....<br /><br />对于双鱼座他们的缺点就是喜欢吃醋, 他们不会在当场表现出来不过却在私底下盘问自己的另一半(记得要改咯这种性格).....<br /><br />对宫星座小提醒.....<br />学习处女座的原则清楚.....<br />会让双鱼座的你更有魅力喔!<br /><br />看完了所有的星座我想大家应该知道自己要改变的地方吧.....<br /><br />有人说.....<br />每个人都是一个缺了角的圆.....<br />在茫茫人海中.....<br />寻找着和自己性格相配的人.....<br /><br />我却觉得为了爱.....<br />我们都愿意去磨平.....<br />自己多出的那个角.....<br />让我们在拥抱时更不会刺伤对方......<br /><br />我们在爱里学会尊重.....<br />学会表达 学会直接 学会积极.....<br />学会妥协 学会包容 学会把握 学会信任.....<br />我们在爱里懂得珍惜.....<br />懂得倾听 懂得分享 懂得牺牲.....<br /><br />在爱情中.....<br />我们都是净化自己的超人.....<br />扭转命运.....<br />成为一个更好的人.....<br /><br />~THE END~<br /></div></div><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-613592592151610617?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-83208139989229803142010-11-05T22:48:00.004+08:002010-11-07T00:37:51.749+08:00我到底开心吗.....<br />这个问题呢我暂时回答不到.....<br />不知为什么会有这样的感觉.....<br />难道这就是真正的我吗.....<br /><br />情绪变化无常.....<br />这是件好事还是坏事呢.....<br />真的想不透.....<br />我不够了解自己吧.....<br /><br />开心的定义是什么.....<br />我还在不断的寻找中.....<br />难道是一起笑的时光吗.....<br />还是一起打拚的日子.....<br /><br />生活开始跟上脚步了.....<br />时间过得好快噢.....<br />有时快到让我喘不过气.....<br />有时快得很有节奏.....<br /><br />一切的一切就像光速一样.....<br />每分钟都得过得很开心吗.....<br />这是我们的生活模式.....<br />没有人能确定的告诉你.....<br /><br />可能是久了把.....<br />忘了什么是伤心.....<br />只记得开心的时刻.....<br />却把伤心藏了起来.....<br /><br />无奈的却是一个人的时候.....<br />伤心的事都浮现出来了.....<br />为了避免身边人的担心.....<br />或许那是好方法吧.....<br /><br />风带来开心的种子.....<br />雨带走伤心的枯叶.....<br />这就是所谓的循环吧.....<br />开心和伤心的差距.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8320813998922980314?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-25370676006118827982010-11-04T20:58:00.003+08:002010-11-04T22:12:56.616+08:00我的梦想几时才能起飞呢??<br />这是我很常问自己的问题.....<br />至于答案呢我真的不知道.....<br />没有人给我一个明确的答案.....<br /><br />看着很多朋友的梦想都起飞了.....<br />觉得很开心也很伤心.....<br />开心的是梦想终于成真.....<br />而伤心的是自己的梦想还没开始.....<br /><br />时光飞逝找不回来了.....<br />对我来说那到底重要吗.....<br />眼前的一切真的是我想要的吗.....<br />我无法去确定.....<br /><br />有人说梦想只是虚幻的.....<br />也有人说梦想是遥不可及的.....<br />更有人说梦想是真实的.....<br />不过我想说梦想是内心的渴望.....<br /><br />在天上飞的感觉是怎样的.....<br />我想真正体验过的才知道.....<br />真想体验看看那种感觉.....<br />我有那个机会吗.....<br /><br />等待的时间长了点.....<br />不过我会保持着这份热情.....<br />内心想飞的念头一直还在.....<br />永不熄灭也不会放弃.....<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TNK-fjDYufI/AAAAAAAAAZg/Xp3cR91io0g/s1600/aircraft+leave.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TNK-fjDYufI/AAAAAAAAAZg/Xp3cR91io0g/s320/aircraft+leave.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5535696341186427378" border="0" /></a><br />就这样吧.....<br />让一切都飞走吧.....<br />就像飞机一样在天空飞行.....<br />让梦想飞行吧.....<br /><br />~END~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-2537067600611882798?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-52623089920946211112010-11-04T12:36:00.003+08:002010-11-04T12:51:19.196+08:00想啊想想啊.....<br />想还是不知道要吃什么好.....<br />为什么吃东西都怎么难解决.....<br />每天都得想吃什么才好.....<br /><br />学校的食物吃腻了.....<br />没有别的选择了.....<br />去外面吃又觉得很不划算.....<br />而且我也懒得走动.....<br /><br />朋友说吃泡面吧.....<br />可是那会伤害我的脑记忆.....<br />而且对身体不好的.....<br />所以拒绝了他的建议.....<br /><br />吃饭为什么怎么难.....<br />是因为选择太少吗.....<br />我想是想念家里的食物吧.....<br />还有家里的感觉吧.....<br /><br />算了吧.....<br />想不到就随便吃咯.....<br />反正在这里的生活本该是这样的.....<br />所以没事的啦.....<br /><br />就酱吧.....<br />再见啦.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5262308992094621111?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-86662347426134623932010-10-31T12:46:00.002+08:002010-10-31T13:40:06.589+08:00finally my semester 1 at UMS has come to an end lar..... n for me it was a very meaningful semester with all those happiness and sadness im facing all those time..... actually i really don know how can i survive from all those difficulties but im doing it quite well and din let myself disappointed..... that's the main point lar.....<br /><br />last week finish all my assignment and presentation feel like finally i can relax and sit down to start my revision for my final exam...... quite good for me as i still hav 1 more week for me to prepare for the exam as i know im going to pass all my papers for semester 1.....<br /><br />n yesterday which was the last assignment for me and for all my fencing mate..... we are having the co-cum carnival at Canselor Hall which start from 8am until late night about 11.30pm..... we start preparing and do some decoration before the day......<br /><br />as for us the main purpose is to provide as much information of fencing to those who don't have a chance to join fencing and let them try out the fencing fighting..... set up our booth with all those weapon and armor plus the wiring system.....<br /><br />actually for me i use to do all those technical things because im the head of technical and equipment department and i need to settle all those technical and equipment that appear to have problem..... that's the main job for me.....<br /><br />as my mother says, she told me to find something that im interested in and put in my effort to do it as good as i can..... n now i found it and i have try my best to giving out all my effort to manage all those things in proper way and in good condition.....<br /><br />as time goes by, i think i start to love this sport and yesterday i manage to get my 2 upgrading cert which i score quite good as the coach told me im in the middle line and still can be improve..... fell happy and appreciate as i can meet with all those nice and good fencing mate and i think we will continue and fencing life for the few semester as we still studying in UMS.....<br /><br />so end of the carnival we have a small celebration with our beloved coach and a group photo with all the first year fencers..... nice memory and last but not least tidy up all the things and sent back to hostel by our coach..... just want to say coach thanks lar..... we will meet up again someday and maybe we will do a big celebration for all of us.....<br /><br />that's all from me lar.... thanks and bye..... missing u guys.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8666234742613462393?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-7188783283420557682010-10-25T22:01:00.002+08:002010-10-25T22:49:11.542+08:00after busy for two days for the fencing competition, now is the time to do the preparation for our presentation this morning which is a long period presentation that need us to present our view in 1 hour time.....<br /><br />actually it was tough for us as we never present our assignment in such a long time..... busying prepare all the things in just 8 hours without any stop last night as we have planed so many things and yet we need to combine all those info in such a short period of time.....<br /><br />feeling stress and depress especially for me as im so tired because of the fencing competition preparation and the tournament..... luckily i have all those good and strong group member who help me to cover most of the things and let me do the video editing work.....<br /><br />for them im the best person to solve all those technical things and i admit im quite good on it..... so for me doing all those editing was just suitable for me just a bit tired the whole night just look at the laptop and concentrate on all those video record and sound recording.....<br /><br />tat was killing me as im gonna finish it in a very short time and cant even show the best results but im happy all my group member was able to accept my work..... besides, i hav a special job that is acting as a very depress students as we gonna present a short drama during our presentation.....<br /><br />so our presentation start at 9am as our first speaker (our group leader) start to introduce all of us..... follow by the introduction then history, significance, drama, survey, Q&amp;A, video and finally the conclusion..... finish in time as it was the most pack presentation we have.....<br /><br />good to have praise from our beloved lecturer as we put in so much effort for our presentation and according to him we manage to get high marks for our presentation..... dare to try is our main reason as the creativity we have never end and keep on going for the next presentation.....<br /><br />so congratulation to all of us "the golden group" as our passion on doing this assignment..... thanks to all of u who given all ur contribution in the presentation and all those paper work..... tat's all from me lar..... signing off bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-718878328342055768?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-83388621378124557722010-10-24T14:38:00.003+08:002010-11-03T00:23:11.466+08:00yesterday which consider as our big day for all fencers as we r having the fencing close competition at our university..... preparing for almost 1 month finally the competition goes on yesterday from 7am to 11pm war.....<br /><br />but that's the time we end our competition only lo..... beside we need to tidy up all the things especially all those technical materials and apparatus which we use it for the competition..... before this we have many things to do especially me myself as the head of technical and equipment department, i need to borrow many things for instance mic, amplifier and all those sword and jackets from different way.....<br /><br />but luckily i have all those group member and our beloved president of the competition who are willing to help me if not im gonna die if im the one who do those things alone..... before the competition starts, we get to the venue and start setting up all the things.....<br /><br />that's killing me as i need to set up all those stupid stuff and get ready all those equipments on position before the competition day..... all i need to do is to polish all the weapon we gonna use and check all those cable and machine as they are functioning well and in good condition.....<br /><br />thanks to all those committee members from other department with your help to settle all those complicated stuff with me..... settle all those things by the time of 1am midnight n directly go back to my room after a tired work..... bath first then sleep till the next day.....<br /><br />6.15am which i was suppose to wake up and yet i off my alarm and continue to sleep until 7am which all of us gonna gather and the competition venue to start our event..... unfortunately we only can start by the time of 8.30am since we face many problem before it which make me a b it disappointed at the beginning.....<br /><br />never thought that this gonna happen when the device not functioning as before the competition it still can be use as i try it many time..... so for the men's foil we need to wait for the replacement to come before the competition goes on.....<br /><br />whereas for women's epee, we start exactly at time and the competition run smoothly as all the fencers get ready in their position and run the competition smppthly..... glad to have their cooperation as i cant do it all by myself and it was a fantastic competition.....<br /><br />next goes to men's foil where we start a bit late as the repacement wire have just come at the time of 9am..... set up again and directly starts the competition with all fencers get ready in the position..... im in the third pole of the competition which need to wait for a long period of time before my turn to compete.....<br /><br />during the men's foil competition, i get to compete with my friend from DT department and my classmate last time which im glad to fence with them..... nice experience as i never spar before and it was my first time competing in a competition like this.....<br /><br />good to say that im winning 3 out of 5 matches and qualify me to the next round..... keep going to work for technical part as i need to care about all those equipment and jackets and all those machine as it was all under my responsible.....<br /><br />non stop working and running here and there once i heard my name been call here and there for help for the technical enquiries..... finish my competiton by the time of 2pm and that's the time i start to rest for a while but it seem like i have no time to rest and continue to work and compete for men's epee for the third pole also.....<br /><br />this time the opponent was different from the past as im going to fence with our beloved mr. president and once again im qualify to the next round after winning for 2 matches out of 5 matches..... epee for me are more easy than foil because we can poke anyway we like as that's the rule.....<br /><br />rest for awhile after my epee competition and hav some tea break before continue to work as a mcees after that..... actually the mcees job was too easy for me but i just manage to do it for half hour as it was too boring for me..... nevertheless, i went back to my own department and continue my work on technical side.....<br /><br />after some time all those who qualify for the next round competition are gather and giving a briefing before the competition starts..... all the fencers get ready themself and without wasting any time we manage to finish all the competition by 10.30pm and end the competition with finalist and champion for the competition for different catagories.....<br /><br />closing ceremony and prize giving time and finally the photo taking time as we all feel happy and get to know each other more deeply and gain more and more experience on fencing about the rule and regulation..... for me i get to know more about how to fix all those technical problem and settle all the technical things that we face during the competition.....<br /><br />as the conclusion i feel happy and meaninigful as i get to know more friend and team mate as we can work together to organize an competition smoothly..... last but not least thanks to all the fencers and wish all of us can pass the upgrading having yesterday afternoon and continue training as to become a good fencers..... love fencing.....<br /><br />tat's all la..... bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8338862137812455772?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-58618219183338487992010-10-21T09:19:00.002+08:002010-10-21T09:33:52.014+08:00昨晚才睡了3个小时的觉.....<br />因为在赶功课所以没办法啦.....<br />今早起的有点慢.....<br />不过总算没睡过头.....<br />因为今早有会议.....<br />本以为会是最后一个到.....<br />不过到了才知道只有有我最早.....<br />没办法啦,要等大家到.....<br />久了也麻木了.....<br />因为每次都是我在做这种事的.....<br />到了这里那么久了.....<br />好像没有被等过一次喔.....<br />我想这个记录应该很难破吧.....<br />快半个小时过去了.....<br />还是没看到其他组员.....<br />这是他们的风格吧.....<br />我们很难去改变的.....<br />不过也有好的方面的.....<br />就是能让我在这里update我的blog.....<br />所以还好啦至少没那么闷.....<br />爱睡的感觉也没啦.....<br />所以算得上是双好吧.....<br />就酱吧,我想还得再等上一段时间的.....<br />所以再见啦.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5861821918333848799?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-56848242830968409572010-10-17T11:19:00.002+08:002010-10-17T11:38:33.169+08:00这已经是我第二次在大学生病了,<br />真的觉得好无助哦.....<br />身边的朋友很关心我我都知道,<br />不过总觉得少了一些东西.....<br />我想可能是家人不在身边吧,<br />真的恨不得他们赶快来到我身边陪我.....<br />可是那不大可能咯,<br />因为我聊解他们的苦衷.....<br /><br />从来就很少发烧的我突然发烧了,<br />而且还是发高烧一直都没退.....<br />原本以为我该不会得了蚊病吧,<br />不过真的还好不是.....<br />可能是压力太大吧,<br />造成这次的生病吧.....<br /><br />曾经有一度在想,<br />如果我一睡就不醒来那该如何是好.....<br />因为我了解自己的体质,<br />所以我一只很坚强的生活着.....<br />我不想就这样离开这里,<br />也不想离开身边所有的人.....<br /><br />我还有很多事得去完成,<br />那是我毕生想完成的心愿.....<br />就酱吧,<br />得休息了,再见.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5684824283096840957?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-23367467824965711142010-10-09T13:25:00.003+08:002010-10-09T14:55:21.533+08:00听潘裕文的夏雨诗感觉突然来了所以写了这篇部落格啦..... 心情有点混乱不知自己为什么突然变成这个样子难道是接了昨晚的电话后吗..... 有时我在想为什么这个世界上会有那么多的为什么难道就没有人能解决那些所谓的为什么吗..... 这个问题可能难倒了很多人吧就连我自己都没办法解决也无法回答.....<br /><br />前几天想起了她好像很久没有关心她了而且很久没听到她的声音了心头突然出现一种冲动的感觉一直想打电话给她不过看了时间觉得还是算了吧..... 怕自己不懂想说什么更怕两个会因为某些事而觉得尴尬毕竟她对我的感觉和我对她的感觉并不同.....<br /><br />有时我在想啊如果我真的打电话给她了我们之间会有什么话题可以聊呢??..... 我是个很纳闷的人所以很多事后我都慢个半拍忧其是在表达情绪或感觉的那方面..... 那就是我最大的败笔啦很多人并不名到为什么我会这样可能是和我的星座有关吧..... 金牛座的男生是这样的啦神经总是比较爱大条什么东西都丢三落四的.....<br /><br />说回昨晚的事吧其实对我来说那已经是一件很平常的事了就常常会发生在我身上的事咯..... 对我来说可能我真的没那个命把什么是很像都得跟着家人为我铺好的路走一样什么事都得跟着他们的喜好去办..... 难道我就不能有我自己想要的生活吗这种按着你们安排好的路走的生活我已经过腻了也不想再这样过下去.....<br /><br />有时我在想啊是不时我太乖了从来没有反对过你们的所做的决定也很没什么主见..... 所以才这样一次又一次的让我失望把我从高高的地方往下摔跌得粉身碎骨..... 从小开始所有的事都由家人做决定我没有反驳的机会就算是我不喜欢的我都逼着自己去做因为我不想造成他们的困扰..... 如今我长大了20岁了感觉上还是被逼着去做我不喜欢的事.....<br /><br />这种感觉就如同我还是个小孩一样不懂得照顾自己需要家人的照顾..... 我明白也知道家人对孩子的看法总是不一样凡是孩子想做的事他们都会认为那是不对的那真的是对孩子好的方法吗?? 我不敢肯定这个问题因为在我的人生中从来就没违反过家人的旨意..... 他们所说的一切就像圣旨一样没人敢反抗.....<br /><br />有时我在想啊如果今天我违反了家人口中所谓的圣旨那会怎么样呢?? 可能那时我才能脱离家人的束缚吧对于他们所做的有时很对有时我不认同真的好复杂..... 没办法抓到他们想表达的一切更不明白那到底是在帮我还是有着别的意义.....<br /><br />.......... end<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-2336746782496571114?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-62339681377277690292010-10-06T19:45:00.003+08:002010-10-07T23:58:29.229+08:00刚回来的那个星期天去了一个算是不错的岛吧..... 不知道该怎么形容咯因为这是我第二次出海到岛上去玩而且是和一群不是很熟的朋友一起咯..... 基本上来到大学就是这样的吗认识新的朋友和他们搞成一团就是主要的宗旨.....<br /><br />5点起床准备是我来到大学后的第二次, 至于第一次是在刚开学的那个新生期间的第一天..... 之后呢就没有再那么早起来过了, 其实早期对我来说真的很痛苦的因为我是个很守时的人所以约定了什么时间就是什么时间绝对不会迟到不过偶尔还是会啦.....<br /><br />6点早上在巴士站等着巴士的到来又是另一个折磨因为巴士真的很慢足足等了一个小时多才到咯..... 上了巴士到了码头然后搭着最早一班船到了目的地我们还租了浮潜工具咯..... 不过在那之前我们先要上完两堂的课才能好好的享受海边及海水的感觉.....<br /><br />这次的家庭日主要是为了让我们能更了解对方而且也能透过这次的机会让我们能学到更多有关西洋剑的新知识咯..... 说起来这应改算是一中缘分吧大家能聚在一起而且还能相处得那么融洽真的觉得很难的咯..... 不过我们都得到了该有的知识咯这是值得开心的一件好事.....<br /><br />结束了两堂课后就是自由时间的时候啦不过在那之前还是得填饱肚子后才能玩嘛..... 没在那里吃晚餐因为真的很贵而且在那种岛上比较多都是外国人所以那些事物就留给他们吧..... 对于那天的午餐没什么可挑剔的因为总比学校的好吃就是了所以满意.....<br /><br />终于到了自由时间的时候啦大家都拿着早上租来的浮潜工具到海里去玩啦..... 当然我也不例外啦毕竟下海游泳是件很有挑战性的事儿且我还是那个没有穿救生衣就下海的那个家伙真的很大胆咯也很佩服自己的勇气咯.....<br /><br />海底的生物真的很漂亮咯可能是我从来就没有亲眼看过真的海地世界吧所以对我来说真的很特别咯..... 在海里呆的时间久了觉得有点闷了而学姐们在这时也提议一起去玩个香蕉船于是二话不说立刻答应然后穿上了救生衣就到码头去等船只的到来.....<br /><br />第一次玩香蕉船感觉上有点紧张其实不止一点而是很多点毕竟我们即将被甩进海中央..... 看着别人被甩到海里的感觉真的很开心很刺激也很迫不及待想玩咯..... 最后终于轮到我们几个好玩的家伙啦我们选择被甩两回合的方法好让我们能体验更多的刺激感.....<br /><br />被甩到海里的感觉真的很舒服咯..... 因为可以看到海里的一些景观咯不过对我来说很像没看到任何东西咯因为那一瞬间真得太快了无法看到漂亮的海底景观..... 觉得有点可惜咯不过没关系啦在这里的时间还有很长我想几时去看都没问题的..... 哈哈哈哈哈哈.....<br /><br />回到岸上表示是时候该回学校啦于是大家就准备好了一切冲凉的冲凉换衣的换衣..... 搞定了所有的事情后时间已经是旁晚的5点啦..... 最后一班船也到了牌了大合照于是大家就抱着又累又开心又不舍的心情回到了学校结束了家庭日<br /><br />就酱啦..... 再见啦.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-6233968137727769029?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-47203916656545645842010-09-23T13:44:00.002+08:002010-09-23T14:11:28.894+08:00昨天也是一年一度的中秋节而我呢却在异乡过着没有家人陪伴的第一个中秋节..... 可能对大学生来说这就是所谓的想家的时候吧得一个人或对着一堆的功课和书本过节的感觉..... 对我而言也一样咯只不过还是有和教会的朋友出去朋友家吃个饭啦这是不一样的地方咯.....<br /><br />中小学都放假的昨天对我们大学生来说还是得过着平常的生活..... 每有放假也没有特别优惠更没有所谓的中秋节气氛就像平常一样的过生活觉得真的很可悲..... 有的人甚至还得再考试中度过中秋节不过还好我不是那个不怎么幸运的人.....<br /><br />上课到一半叫回的朋友穿了封短信给我问我要不要和他们一起到朋友家去庆祝中秋节..... 第一个反应就是没有问题啊反正我也没事可做不想读书也不想作功课只想放松心情..... 二话不说答应了他的邀请也在约定的时间准备好自己了不过每想到朋友的车却在这时坏了.....<br /><br />没办法毕竟那不是谁都愿意发生的事所以就延迟了好长一段时间才去到朋友的家享用晚餐..... 坐在车里看着窗外的月亮真的很舒服因为很少机会看到如此亮又圆的月亮..... 虽然没看到什么星星不过有月亮就好了毕竟月亮才是真正的主角嘛.....<br /><br />在朋友家呆了两小时多吧也是时候回学校宿舍了..... 带着开心和满足的心情回到宿舍继续找了些朋友一起聊天过完中秋节的夜晚..... 发现好多情侣都喜欢在半夜出动到较少人的地方去谈情说爱真的觉得很奇怪也很尴尬..... 哈哈哈哈哈哈.....<br /><br />那就是我在大学的第一个中秋节啦..... 就酱咯再见啦.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4720391665654564584?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-87906951109894034032010-09-21T22:54:00.003+08:002010-09-21T23:49:19.017+08:00"Ladies and gentlemen, we have just landed at Kota Kinabalu International Airport. For your own safety, please remain seated until the aircraft comes to a complete stops and the fasten seat belt sign is switch off. Please ensure that your mobile telephone are still switch off until you reach inside the terminal building. Do take care when opening the overhead compartment, before leaving the aircraft please check that you have all your hand luggage with you. Is our great pleasure to be you on board and we hope to see you again soon. If you need any assistant upon our arrival, please contact with our group staff. On behalf of MASwings, the commander of this flight, Captain so and so and the rest of the crew would like to thank you for choosing MASwings to your destination and have a pleasant day.".....<br /><br />a landing briefing to all the passengers from a cabin crew and this is what a cabin crew doing beside serving refreshment or set meals to the passengers..... to all those cabin crew wannabe, here is a chance for u all to join MASwings as a cabin crew.....<br /><br />MASwings which owned subsidiary of Malaysia Airlines (MAS) is going to recruit their new cabin crew on the 25 September 2010 (Saturday) at MAS admin building, Kota Kinabalu which just next to KK International Airport from 9am t0 1pm.....<br /><br />so who is qualify to join MASwings as cabin crew??..... below is the minimum requirements for the cabin crew.....<br />1. Malaysian citizen<br />2. Age 18 to 30 years (as at date of application)<br />3. Minimum height: Male - 165cm<br /> Female - 157cm<br />4. Pass SPM of its equivalent qualification recognized by Malaysian government with a pass in English OR pass SPM open certificate with pass in 4 subjects including English<br />5. Good command of Bahasa Malaysia and English Language<br />6. Good command of at least one local dialect would be an advantage<br />7. Pleasant personality<br />8. Excellent health and good eyesight (not colour blind)<br />9. Experience in customer service would be an advantage<br /><br />beside this, all of you must prepare some important documents that request by MASwings which include:<br />1. Comprehensive Resume<br />2. Passport size &amp; full length photo (non-returnable)<br />3. Photocopy of IC<br />4. Original certificates with their copies (SPM &amp; other relevant)<br /><br />More details about the walk-in-interview: (Based in Kota Kinabalu)<br />Date: 25 September 2010, Saturday<br />Registration Time: 9.00am to 1.00pm<br />Venue: MAS admin building,<br /> Kota Kinabalu International Airport<br /> Ground Floor, Jalan Petagas<br /> Putatan, Kota Kinabalu. (Next to KK International Airport)<br /><br />all cabin crew wannabe don't let go the chance to realize your dream as a cabin crew which can bring you to the sky and serve the passenger as you like..... so don't forget the time and place where you should be..... keep going everyone.....<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TJjTLFW_DEI/AAAAAAAAAY4/oJbGr4joj1U/s1600/59510_474307316140_13751341140_7024140_7990833_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TJjTLFW_DEI/AAAAAAAAAY4/oJbGr4joj1U/s320/59510_474307316140_13751341140_7024140_7990833_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5519393530713148482" border="0" /></a>do they look smart and beautiful in their cabin crew uniform??..... "YES" so what do you wait for, join MASwings today as you like them so much..... good luck to you all and safe flying..... bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8790695110989403403?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-88118374714827952162010-09-20T22:43:00.003+08:002010-09-20T23:44:55.324+08:00回来沙巴才不过两天却感觉好像回来了很久一样..... 可能是太忙碌了吧这两天都还在适应放假后的大学生活感觉上没什么读到书也没什么睡到觉..... 所以身体感觉上有点有气无力作什么事都觉得很快就累了真不想这样.....<br /><br />事实上那可能是我懒惰所找的借口吧..... 回家休息了两个星期才动了一次的书真的很想我平常的作风因为所谓的放假对我来说就应该是开开心心的吃喝拉撒睡玩咯..... 至于学业的东西嘛就丢到一边去先吧不必去理会.....<br /><br />回到这里我想是大家都不想要的吧更何况是我..... 真的很不愿意回来这里因为我知道要面对的即将是一堆的功课和考试我想大家的想法也跟我一样咯..... 所谓学生嘛最讨厌的事就永远离不开功课和考试因为那是大家的噩梦当然对我也一样.....<br /><br />明天又有一场战要打了不过我还在这里上网写部落格真搞不懂自己在想什么可能是我的本性吧..... 总对我不喜欢的事没兴趣也不想去做更不愿意去提起总之就是恨之入骨咯..... 没办法谁叫我就是这种怪人就连读的科系也怪咯.....<br /><br />假忙碌的两天让我根本没时间去想别的东西咯..... 脑袋出现的都是危机而不是好的东西咯正如将面对一场大灾难一样毫无喘气的余地留给自己..... 真的很烦咯镇乡有个人能给我吐下苦水或者在身边陪我下咯可是那应该很难吧.....<br /><br />不说这么多了要去看看我的书了不然真的会死得很惨啊..... 算了吧再见啦各位.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8811837471482795216?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-16816523489132484232010-09-19T16:49:00.004+08:002010-09-19T17:28:03.053+08:00hi, everyone im bak to my school after 2 weeks holiday spend at my hometown lar..... so i have done nothing during my holiday just come out playing and "lim teh" with my friends lo..... actually just very simple life la cz the purpose i go home is to rest ma..... so nothing special can be update for u guys de.....<br /><br />yesterday coming back to sabah by air transport which is the fastest way for me to reach here within 1 hour and 35 minutes from my hometown..... going to airport a bit late but luckily everything was smoothly done.....<br /><br />im taking Maswings 9M-MWI take off at the time of 5.45pm from my hometown to sabah lar..... leaving my hometown for another 2 month lar and start my uni life for the next 2 month lar..... actually for me is usual to leaving home lo.... no big deal for me.....<br /><br />so talk about my flying experience with Maswings lo..... this is the third time i use to take Maswings flight cz no AirAsia was operate for the route from Sibu to KK lo..... and is the third time i meet with the pilot during the middle of the flight.....<br /><br />during the first time i meet with a senior first officer which he have 3 stripes on his shoulder..... then the second time i meet a captain which have 4 stripes on his shoulder..... and then the third time which was yesterday, i meet with a senior first officer again lo.....<br /><br />i feel that i was too lucky to meet with them but unfortunately i cant have a photo shooting with them or inside the cockpit cause there is no camera with me at the time..... feel a bit sad since i admire them so much especially having their pilot uniform on them..... hahahaha<br /><br />next should be talking about my flight journey lar..... actually i think should the worst from all my aircraft journey experience..... im nt blaming those crew member and pilot but the passenger sitting behind me.....<br /><br />a kid actually and he was so naughty and cant control his own behavior..... and his mother cant even take care of her child also just leave his son playing and kicking my chair during the whole journey and yet she was wearing her earphone and start washing movie i think.....<br /><br />i thought she was able to control her son properly since i look to the back and showing her my angry face but unfortunately she din even bother me and continue wif her things..... really irresponsible as im paying the same amount of money as u to take the flight and u din even bother about others.....<br /><br />make my really angry and moody during the whole journey to sabah..... i just want to say that parents should be responsible to their own children as other passenger paid the same amount of money to take the flight..... or even it is the first time for someone who taking the same flight with u to go for vacation or so on and u have spoil his or her mood as they want to enjoy each and every moment inside the aircraft.....<br /><br />so this is my conclusion to all of u..... next time pls take care ur children and beware cause someone will be angry and start shooting some impolite word on u or even on ur children as u cant control ur own children well enough.....<br /><br />so that all from me lar..... bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-1681652348913248423?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-6031006407778873732010-08-24T16:28:00.002+08:002010-08-24T16:46:39.845+08:00不知在乱想些什么<br />没有任何方向感<br />到底发生了什么事<br />我真的不知道.....<br /><br />突然觉得想写些东西<br />不过却没有任何灵感<br />可能是太累了吧<br />总觉得没什么心情.....<br /><br />戴着耳机听歌<br />听到的却是伤心的歌<br />代表了我的心情<br />真的是这样吗.....<br /><br />时常告诉自己<br />任何事都该坚持下去<br />却再一次的放弃了<br />难道真的那么难吗.....<br /><br />想到歌词中的含义<br />还想就是我的心情<br />不知该怎么表达<br />因为那是我的缺点.....<br /><br />别人都说我是个好人<br />但是我真的是吗<br />我不敢肯定这个问题<br />只好留给别人判定.....<br /><br />如果可以的话<br />我愿意离开这里<br />去个我想去的地方<br />放开所有的一切.....<br /><br />结束吧这样的一切<br />不想被你素服<br />把自由还给我吧<br />努力坚强的生活吧.....<br /><br />笑一笑吧自己<br />因为那是应该做的<br />不想看到不开心的你<br />快给我滚开吧.....<br /><br />再见啦..........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-603100640777887373?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-56250228570612302342010-08-23T11:33:00.002+08:002010-08-23T12:26:35.729+08:00最近身边好像出现了很多令我烦恼的事咯..... 难道这是不好的预兆吗? 我不知道而且也不想去想象想太多对我没好处倒不如就把它放到一旁不理它..... 可是不理它我又觉得不是滋味就好像是缺了什么东西没做一样真的好烦.....<br /><br />第一件事就是前天发生的那一件啦心里每天都在想我真的没有生气了吗或是我真的发下一切了吗?..... 没人能给我一个正确的答案因为就连我自己都不懂了别人更不可能会懂的..... 朋友说今天的我和平常很不一样没什么说话难道真的那么明显吗?.....<br /><br />对每个人我都说我没事我很好可是内心真的是这样想的吗?..... 我真的不知道因为面对着他我没话可以说..... 可能是伤害太深了吧我们两个从无话不谈的朋友关系变成了面对面没话聊更加没有所谓的交际就好像两个陌生人一样场面真的好僵好冷.....<br /><br />Mid-term快到了而我却还没开始读书这可是我的本性总喜欢临时抱佛脚到了最好一秒钟才懂得自动自发把书拿起来..... 可是这次的感觉却不一样很像是内心有股力量告诉我不能再像以前一样因为那是行不通的..... 所以到现在我还是不懂我该怎么办才好真的好烦啊.....<br /><br />再来就是功课的问题啦..... 过两个星期就是交功课的时间啦而我们却还在搜索的过程中就缺了很多东西还没做也没有头绪该从何开始咯..... 可能是没经验吧很多事我们都还在莫索中而且这份功课关系到我们一大半的考试分数所以不得有任何差错..... 压力真的好大啊.....<br /><br />接下来就是家乡的事啦..... 家乡发生了水灾而且听说还蛮严重的所以很担心家人的安危因为这是第一次在八月份发生水灾..... 家人告诉我有关家里的情况从他们口中可以知道水灾的严重性不过眼见为凭总要看到了才知道事情的严重性所以一直都很烦恼.....<br /><br />试着告诉自己不要担心那么多不过脑袋就是不听使唤老是和我唱反调我越是不想回忆它就越要出现在我的脑袋里..... 可能我真的无法控制它的自由吧毕竟它想做什么事是我不能管的而且也管不到咯这就是人的脑袋啦.....<br /><br />好了好了不聊了就这样吧..... 再见.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5625022857061230234?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-28891751375451053642010-08-22T11:54:00.004+08:002010-08-23T00:04:33.539+08:00对我来说昨晚的事可能就是他们心中那理所当然的事吧..... 我没生气任何人因为我觉得那就是人的本性有时就会这样一心不能二用..... 只是我会觉得在这个圈子里我会不会是那个被遗弃被忘记的那个个体.....<br /><br />其实昨晚突然心中出现一股想哭的冲动因为我没办法释怀为什么我永远是那个被忘记的人..... 在中学时也一样好几次我都被遗忘了没想到到了大学同样的事还是持续的发生..... 可能这就是我该经历的一切吧是上帝给我的磨练吧让我学会更加的独立....<br /><br />我不觉得那是谁的错因为我觉得那是大家都会犯的错没有一个人是不犯错的只是我不能理解为什么你不能给我一通电话通知我呢..... 难道真的难为你了吗我尝试告诉自己你一定被某件事耽搁了所以才没打给我所以我一直都没问.....<br /><br />在去的路途上我是一个人回的时候我也是一个人你知道吗我是多么的害怕..... 真想随时能看到你们其中一个的身影可惜令我失望了..... 在雨中走着回来心里在想着很多事很多某名的事都涌了出来让我的忍耐度到达了极限.....<br /><br />回到来的第一件事我真的很想往你脸上打一拳好让我的愤怒能发泄出来..... 可是我告诉自己我不能冲动于是就回到房里一个躲到冲凉房里用冷水冷静自己..... 真的很想哭不过就是哭不出来可能愤怒使我忘了哭的感觉吧.....<br /><br />我变得沉默寡言因为我觉得那是最适合我的状态怕自己控制不了情绪随时会爆发..... 坐在一旁的椅子看着朋友们发来的信息心里有种特别的感觉好像是愤怒都被带走了..... 不明白那是为什么不过总算是让我放下了一切不在生气.....<br /><br />回到房间的时间已经是今天早上的2点多了可是却发生了一点小事导致我没办法回房里休息..... 门锁坏了所以室友将房间从内反锁了无论敲几次门就是没人来应门..... 最后我选择了放弃回到礼堂里去看到朋友们以然还在让我松了口气.....<br /><br />躺在那冷冰冰的桌上睡了许久不过朋友之间的对话我都有听到原来他们都很在乎我..... 那时的我在想我应改原谅他们吗?答案我不知道..... 5点了, 朋友带我到他的房间去收留了我一晚而且还将他的床让给我睡我真的很感动而他却为了我牺牲了睡眠让我觉得很过意不去.....<br /><br />心里答应过自己这份恩情我是不可能忘记的因为我有着这帮这么好的兄弟...... 谢谢你兄弟, 收留了我一个晚上让我不必在寒冷的地方休息..... 我想我会好好感谢你的帮助所以期待吧..... 至于那件事我还没准备好要如何去破解这个僵局所以我想我们还是保持现状吧毕竟那是考验我们友谊的关卡.....<br /><br />不要觉得有压力因为那是我的决定所以你还是保持你的现状至于我嘛我想接下来的时间是时候让我好好的了解你了..... 对于我来说你是我相信的那个人不过经过昨天的事你在我心目的地位已经下降了..... 不室说完全不相信只是可能我会重新考虑我对你的信任度毕竟你在我的心里造成了一道伤痕而这道伤痕需要很长一段时间才能复合.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-2889175137545105364?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-83246921641632895882010-08-20T18:06:00.013+08:002010-08-22T23:38:33.576+08:00在开始之前我想先澄清一件事那天的我真的没有心情不好更没有所谓的生气..... 所以请大家以后看到我不开玩笑或是很专注在一件事上时请大家不要怕我不会吃了你..... 其实对于一个人来说朋友真的只是互相利用还是能真正分享心事的人呢?<br /><br />在大学生活了1个月的时间了习惯了每天早上大家一起到cafe集合然后一起搭巴士到上课的地方..... 这是我们每天都会作的事就算是吃饭或是赶功课我们都会聚集在一个地方互相的讨论..... 不过在每个人的心里那份友情真的存在吗, 这个答案我到现在还没找到.....<br /><br />可能是每个人都有他的想法吧..... 在这个月的生活里我真的过得很开心虽然我们之间常出现一些问题..... 大家给我的感觉就好像一帮好兄弟一样我没讨厌过你们任何一个..... 在你们的眼里我可能只是个过路客就好像一个毫无关系的人..... 不过这一切我都不在乎因为我知道那不是你们的错而是我没有努力去维护这段友情的发展.....<br /><br />昨天有位朋友问我对于我来说大家到底在我眼里是怎样的感觉..... 其实身边的每一位都有他的好没有一个人是没有缺点的只是你是否能接受那所有的缺点..... 对我来说他们的缺点我都在试着去接受我没有放弃改变每个人的想法因为我觉得那是我该做的事.....<br /><br />就来说说在我们中间的大少吧..... 做事鲁莽冲动是他的座右铭而且我对他的第一眼感觉就是他好像我facebook里的朋友..... 老是在上课时间睡觉或钓鱼也是他的特色啦不过说到帮助朋友方面他算是义气十足的一个好人..... 还有就是他很容易受别人的影响和老是粗口成章不过我有信心能改变他的心态..... 还有就是他是个敢作敢当的人什么事他都有办法解决不用别人的帮忙.....<br /><br />接下来就是我们中间老是爱装无辜的无底洞啦..... 叫他无底洞是有原因的别看他人高高瘦瘦的其实他是个超级大胃王..... 最喜欢的就是吃东西无时无刻都能听到他说肚子好饿虽然我们在几分钟前才吃过饭或早餐...... 那只是表面的他其实他是个不会表达意见的一个人这点跟我还蛮像的..... 就好像所有的事都是理所当然的不必有任何意见然而却把一切想说的话都藏在心里..... 他的坏习惯就是晚上都不睡觉真不懂他在搞什么鬼.....<br /><br />来临的就是大家口中的算命佬啦..... 外号听起来真的好土不过那就是唯一能代表他的一个象征性外号啦..... 第一次见到他时就对他很反感虽然他和我一样从同一个地方来到这里不过就是觉得有点怪怪的感觉..... 说老实的我真很不喜欢听到他那夸张到爆的理论我知道也明白他是个很有经验的人不过就是不喜欢他说的那么夸张..... 相处久了才发现他是个很照顾很关心我们的大哥哥.....至于他的个性和大少一样不过他的个性比大少的还要差.....<br /><br />低音男我想我们之间都知道他是唯一一个没有心机的人可能是他跟得我们少吧..... 所以对我们来说他会是那个保持中立的人..... 第一次见到他时就觉得他这个人很爱装酷没什么事就不说话开始装酷..... 当时他对我说的第一句话就是‘你好像我的一个朋友噢, 无论是说话或是五官都好像’..... 而且他还重复着同样的话好多次..... 真的被他炸到哈哈哈哈.....<br /><br />在来就是我们中间唯一的女生俗称嗲女..... 叫她嗲女的原因很简单就是她总喜欢在我耳边用她那超嗲的声音说话还有向我求情..... 对我来说她是个很有主见的女生就好像什么事都难不倒她一样不过唯一的缺点就是情绪管理方面出了很大的问题..... 就无时无刻都能看到她发癫或是情绪不稳定的时候..... 这点我想我还需要很多的时间需帮她吧..... 还有啊她是个超级大鸡婆什么事都要知道才甘愿.....<br /><br />最后一位也是最重要的一位啦我们都叫他胖子因为他的身材是我们中间最胖的一位啦..... 他是每次被我们欺负和奴役的那一位而且他就像是我们每个人的管家一样老是帮我们打理一切的事..... 对我来说他是个能让我说心事的对象不过暂时我还是保留了很多毕竟他并不了解我的一切..... 唯一的缺点就是喜欢把心事或不开心的事都往心里放让人猜不透他的想法.....<br /><br />至于对大家来说我又是个怎样的人呢? 我想没有人比我更清楚吧..... 我是个不善于言语表达的人而且我不习惯把不开心的事说出口因为那不是我想保留的东西..... 对于不开心的事我都会把它放在我内心的最深处不让别人有机会知道..... 我是个喜欢开朗而且拒绝暴力或粗口的男生, 有时我在想会不会是我太好人让我身边的朋友觉得我是不会在乎他们过分的行为.....<br /><br />那是我做人的原则因为我觉得朋友在相处的过程中难免会有些不愉快的事情发生不过我选择放下一切..... 因为我不想在我的生命中有着不开心的事存在更不想将不开心的事保留在我的内心中因为对于我来说那是一种无形的压力..... 其实每个人的心中都有个很难解开的心结就像我心里的那一块是没有人能了解的.....<br /><br />这般同学或是兄弟我还得继续和他们生活在一起3年的时间所以我真的很希望我们的友谊能继续保持下去..... 我不敢保证以后的生活或相处会不会有更多的问题不过只要有我在的一天我不会让这般朋友分离..... 因为你们是我的精神支柱更是我的力量来源毕竟我的心灵是哪么的脆弱没办法一个人在没有朋友的环境下生活..... 我想我会继续保持现在的性格惟有这样我才能继续的坚强活下去.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8324692164163289588?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-361080868090757022010-08-17T17:49:00.002+08:002010-08-17T18:00:42.325+08:00'2day class PT10403 have been cancel' this is the word i saw when i walk into the class at DKP 9 after having a lunch at 2pm..... i think this is the 3rd or 4th time my lecturer cancel the class within 2 months.....<br /><br />no choice so sat down rest for awhile and talk to my course mate about our personal things..... it was interesting actually and i like it as i can get to know more about them as everyone of us come from the different state or town.....<br /><br />talk about how was our interpersonal attitude and get to know most of my friend have their very interesting story which show who they really are..... jz like me, actually there is four different characteristic inside my mind.....<br /><br />after some time we went to library to continuing as we start to gossiping about someone..... hahahahahaha..... i not going to show his or her name out here because i think that it is not a good things to tell.....<br /><br />went back to hostel at about 4pm something and now start blogging here..... actually i need to rush for 1 assignment and 2 reports which we going to hand in by this saturday or before but i still blogging here..... hahahaha.....<br /><br />keep going lar and i need to finish my assignment on time lar..... so everyone bye lar.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-36108086809075702?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-54358057253035959202010-08-13T16:16:00.001+08:002010-08-14T12:18:08.645+08:004am, i just went back to my hostel and sleep for around 4 hours then wake up prepare myself to go for class which my group going to do our presentation during the 11am tutorial about phases of pregnancy and milestones for each stages.....<br /><br />unlucky things happen on me this morning which i have been lock outside my hostel as i din bring my key to go wash up and my room mate din realize i was not in the room..... damn shit lar then i force to destroy my hostel door with the help from my course mate..... haiz.....<br /><br />the next thing happen was i need to repair the door lock which i break it and luckily the lock was not break just some part of it longgar lar..... other than that all ok de no problem just it take me 1 hour in order to fix it back..... really tired.....<br /><br />next go on to be my presentation which i have been around 10 minutes for the tutorial but luckily nothing happen lar..... our tutor change to a new person le not our own lecturer and he is giving more burden to us which he told us to write a report after each presentation.....<br /><br />during the presentation i was so steady as my course mate said that but actually im quite nervous just tiring to hide the feeling as im the leader for my group and i cant show out my nervousness.....<br /><br />the presentation going on smoothly start from the beginning but during the conclusion time which our going to present a video but the computer cant support..... really sad but luckily i did bring my laptop to class and i have the original copy for the video..... hahahahaha<br /><br />everyone was satisfy with our group's presentation and fully understand about what we are trying to explain to them..... happy that done my first presentation with such a big clap hand from my course mate..... thanks to all of u..... i will keep on this situation de.....<br /><br />that's all from me bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5435805725303595920?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-62503380232816204232010-08-12T15:42:00.003+08:002010-08-12T17:34:45.676+08:00assignment assignment assignment..... this word keep on repeating in my brain since the first day i reach here and yet i haven finish any of it..... Thursday usually is the day for us to do our assignment and discuss for group assignment.....<br /><br />as usual wake up 9.15 in the morning and prepare myself up before meet with my course mate at the cafe..... actually we do it everyday and the cafe was the place that consider as our check point which we will meet each other everyday including dinner time.....<br /><br />as the time reach, 1 of my course mate came to my room and meet with me then we go cafe together and wait for others to come..... actually we need to wait for others as most of them will late for about 15 minutes or sometime even half and hour.....<br /><br />having mee goreng as our breakfast after that taking the school bus and went to the bank where they wan to check for the balance and withdraw some money..... our bus driver happen to be mati enjin this morning in front of the library which it located at the hill.....<br /><br />i think it is because he dont have enough sleep as starting from yesterday the malay start their puasa month lo..... but luckily everything was ok and we reach the bank successfully..... long way waiting because there is only 2 AT Machine.....<br /><br />finish taking the money then we went to the library as the others was waiting us in the seminar room which we book it on Tuesday..... incident happen as we have been block outside the entrance of the library which we suppose to wear formal 2day in order for us to enter the library.....<br /><br />but i think it was totally not fair as many of others wear the same dress code as us and yet they can enter with no blocking way..... luckily we have a good idea that is entering from the back door as the librarian there are more nice compare to the front door.....<br /><br />start our assignment at about 11.30am and im doing my group presentation slide for 2mr presentation..... actually it was a simple job as i find most of the info from internet and post it inside my slide..... done it at 12.30pm something and go for our lunch at library cafe.....<br /><br />finish having our lunch then resume back to our assignment section which i start my correction on my presentation slide..... after tat is the time to end our discussion section and change the place with my another course mate.....<br /><br />now im still blogging at 24 hour study room as i waiting for my class which start at 7pm and end at 9.15pm..... 2nite we going to rush for the assignment at 11pm and dont know when will it end..... so bye lar everyone.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-6250338023281620423?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-40664861468054230442010-08-09T00:18:00.002+08:002010-08-09T00:37:45.641+08:00the time now is 12.20am and i still doing my assignment and facebooking plus blogging now using school wireless which consider as the fastest line networking at school compare to all the broadband.....<br /><br />no heart to do my assignment cause it was late now and i cant think of wat to write..... normally i seldom burn midnight oil by doing assignment or homework lo..... actually is was my very first time doing my homework at midnight lor.....<br /><br />nothing to write lar and really lazy ler..... but still to continue for the assignment lo no choice war..... haiz..... that's all lar bye and nite.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4066486146805423044?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-76372440675483732582010-08-01T14:25:00.002+08:002010-08-01T23:00:59.662+08:00这个星期对我来说算是满充实的一个星期咯虽然每天的生活都充满了忙碌不过还好我还能撑到现在真搞不懂我是怎么做到的可能是我够坚强吧..... 怎么说 这星期过得很充实呢,这应该可以算是我灵命上的成长吧.....<br /><br />记得上个星期的小组大聚会后让我就在组长的邀请下参加了更多的教会活动而且还主动的参加了大专诗班.....祷告会也是我的初体验虽然有点搞不懂不过我会继续学习操练自己..... 至于诗班更是个大难题虽然唱歌对我来说没什么大问题不过就因为看不懂乐谱所以有点困难.....<br /><br />今天早上参加了成人主日学也学到了很多新的知识之前根本就没想过的问题得到了答案..... 很开心能继续的为着教会来服侍而且还能更加的亲近我亲爱的天父上帝这是多么开心的一件事而且在教会的感觉让我能为这接下来新的星期来充电.....<br /><br />以上是我在教会的事宜接下来的就是我的学习事宜啦..... 在沙巴大学的生活已经迈入一个月的时间了大致上都适应了每什么问题就是功课多了点别的都还好..... 至于课外活动的话未来的每个星期二我都会到Sabah Fencing Association去加紧练习以提升我的水准能考到好成绩..... 不当如此就像我之前说得我想学多点形的东西所以我会继续提升虽然我下个学期不必继续了.....<br /><br />功课方面在这个星期就收到了6到7个而且大部分都得在假期前交不然就是得呈现出来咯..... 对我来说我可是要求很高的二我现在掌握了两个功课的助长全所以我会尽力地做好我的份内工作而且我也希望组员们能够合作啦.....<br /><br />或许是太忙碌了吧感觉上有点累不过还是很享受其中的乐趣..... 因为能和来自不同地方的陌生人变成朋友是件多么难的事所以要珍惜每一分每一秒和大家相处的机会..... 对于未来的事我们都预测不到不过我们唯一可以做的就是珍惜身边每一位家人及朋友.....<br /><br />至于身体的疲惫是不可缺少的每天都会有用尽体力的时候..... 所以到了那时就应该好好休息别勉强自己继续面对着困难和忧虑因为人总是得休息的不可能每天都能保持很好的状态..... 我会继续坚持下去的无论是遇到任何的困难或悲伤都住址不了我的动力因为我心中有个祂.....<br /><br />大家晚安啦早点睡吧明天又是新的一天要好好的过生活噢..... 加油啦改天见啦我会继续上传些有趣几关于我在大学生活的写照啦, 所以请大家拭目以待吧.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7637244067548373258?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-48168639068730246742010-07-28T22:38:00.003+08:002010-07-28T23:00:06.360+08:00this is the 4th week im at sabah to start my new life as a university students which im taking industrial and organizational psychology for this 3 years of university life..... actually every things going on smoothly and im still very healthy just maybe im getting thinner and thinner.....<br /><br />study for almost 1 month here i realize that every things here was just expensive and expensive plus busy and busy..... why i say so is because we have receive many assignment for this first semester and most of the subject with at least 1 or 2 group assignment some even have individual assignment.....<br /><br />that's really shock me where we gonna form our group and discuss about something that really not familiar for us as a beginner..... but luckily our lecturer was kind enough they willing to help us all the time we needed but sometime we need to wait for long time just to get to see them.....<br /><br />actually university life for me it was very interesting and meaningful cause i may get to know many new friends from different state of Malaysia and even international students where our course have an international students from Turkey as our classmate..... really glad to know him and we can be friend just like normal people.....<br /><br />another things was rushing for the bus and buying foods..... it was a very interesting experience for me cause every time we need to rush for the bus by running here n there or somehow pushing each other to get into the bus in order to go back hostel more early..... and also the food, we need to pushing each other to get a place for our own in order to get those nice food.....<br /><br />i think it was the time for me to learn how to get through all those difficulty by my own lo as the future is under my own hand and i wont let anyone to affect as im gonna get my first degree within this 3 years and continue my own dream..... that's my point and i wont give up my dream as a pilot so easily...... hahahahaha.....<br /><br />lastly wish everyone there have a nice day and may God bless u all..... good night and bye lar.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4816863906873024674?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-89819797755977907152010-07-24T16:38:00.005+08:002010-07-24T17:26:01.981+08:00i think most of u have seen my last post which about the course that im taken for this semester and there is a co-curricular activity include in it which im taking fencing as my university co-curricular activity.....<br /><br />i think most of u will think why i will take this activity since i was a scout at secondary school for almost 8 years and i never forget about it and never absent for 1 time..... the first reason is because my uni din offer the rover scout co-cum for us and the second is im interested in new sport like fencing.....<br /><br />actually i don't know anything about fencing and from what i saw in the television is just 2 guys or ladies poking each other to get marks and at the end the higher score win the match..... but since i have join this club for 2 weeks, i realize that fencing actually need a high concentration when u are compete with each other.....<br /><br />fencing for me consider as a very new and i have never learn it before and yet i like it very much after having training for 2 weeks..... i learn a lot of fencing movement from the coach and others who are same like me which was totally strange to fencing.....<br /><br />actually for me fencing is a sport that's need a lot of thinking and u must act fast as the opponent are ready to poke u..... thus it may also help me to act more alert as now im a university students and cant act like secondary student.....<br /><br />i think i will continue joining the club for the next 5 semester as i want to learn more technique and i want to gain more useful experience and also fill up my time for my university life as it was my last time joining the co-curricular activity.....<br /><br />last but not least i will update more about my uni life to all of u as it will be a long journey for me before i went for the next stage of my life..... so everyone stay tune to my next post lar..... and 2night im gonna go for church activity lar..... so bye and see ya.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8981979775597790715?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-88676400181642458182010-07-23T21:42:00.004+08:002010-07-28T22:36:10.889+08:00im taking 18 credit hour this semester and below is the timetable for this semester of me.....<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Monday</span><br />Tutorial PT10103 (Penghantar Psikologi)<br />Bilik Seminar 1 (SPKS)<br />9am - 10am<br />Encik Ismail bin Maakip<br /><br />Lecture PT10103 (Penghantar Psikologi)<br />Dewan Kuliah Pusat B1<br />2pm - 4pm (Seksyen 1)<br />Encik Ismail bin Maakip<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Tuesday</span><br />Lecture UW00102 (Hubungan Etnik)<br />Dewan Kuliah Pusat 6<br />11am - 1pm (Seksyen 3)<br />Encik Mohd Sohaimi Esa<br /><br />Lecture PT10403 (Pengenalan Psikologi Perkembangan)<br />Dewan Kuliah Pusat 9<br />2pm - 4pm (Seksyen 2)<br />Encik Zall Kepli<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Wednesday</span><br />Lecture UC00102 (Komunikasi Korporat)<br />Dewan Kuliah Pusat A2<br />11am - 1 pm (Seksyen 2)<br />Encik Jamsari bin Hashim<br /><br />Lecture PI10103 (Psikologi Industri dan Organisasi)<br />Dewan Kuliah Pusat 9<br />2pm - 4pm (Seksyen 1)<br />Encik Dr. Murnizam Hj Halik / Encik Alfred Chang<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Thursday</span><br />Lecture UB00602 (Grammar in Context)<br />Bilik Tutorial 3 (SPPS)<br />7pm - 9pm (Seksyen 10)<br />Encik M. Balakirisnan<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Friday</span><br />Tutorial PT10403 (Pengenalan Psikologi Perkembangan)<br />Bilik Tutorial 6 (SPKS)<br />11am - 12nn<br />Encik Zall Kepli<br /><br />Tutorial PI10103 (Psikologi Industri dan Organisasi)<br />Bilik Tutorial 6 (SPKS)<br />2pm - 3pm<br />Encik Alfred Chang<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Saturday</span><br />Co-Curriculum ES01503 (Seni Anggar/Lawan Pedang)<br />Dewan Canselor<br />9am - 12nn<br />Encik Bobby Chiw<br /><br />*SPKS - Sekolah Psikologi dan Kerja Sosial (my school)<br />*SPPS - Sekolah Pendidikan dan Pembangunan Sosial<br /><br />so that's the timetable for me and i satisfy wif it cause it wont be so pack for me like before and i have more time to rest and prepare for the next lesson..... that's all from me 2night lar and pls stay tune to my next post lar..... Good Night and Bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8867640018164245818?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-6694848014297512512010-07-21T10:26:00.004+08:002010-07-21T22:54:41.217+08:00long time din update my blog lar, i think is the time to update something about my campus life at UMS which im gonna to stay here for the rest 3 years..... actually my life is just like usual just the study timetable was totally different from the past.....<br /><br />for the 1st week which i have told u guys before, our school having an orientation for us and it was quite boring and nothing to do so..... thus for the 2nd week of my study, is just like everything still not yet ready and most of the lecturer are absent during the 1st week of lecture.....<br /><br />heard from what my senior told me it was usual for them cause normally for the 1st 2 weeks they not going to lecture because the lecturer still having their holiday and mostly will be talking about the syllabus for the course lor.....<br /><br />although they told me like tat but im still going for my lecture for the 1st 2 weeks because tis was my 1st year campus life and im not going to break the school rules war..... so as usual follow my own timetable and go for lecture from monday to saturday......<br /><br />oh ya, before i forget i taking fencing for my 1st semester co-curricular activity lo and i think i will continue training myself as a great fencer for the rest 3 years untill i finish my campus life here at UMS.....<br /><br />actually is was fun and im having my 1st training during last saturday and my coach is a chinese guy war..... so lucky for me cause often we can see chinese inside the campus and somehow he was the coach for fencing club.....<br /><br />for my lecturer i think most of them are very friendly and nice but it just the beginning of the semester and there is still so much question mark inside my brain whether my lecturer really nice or not.... but for sure im gonna obey to what they gonna told me to do in order to get good results.....<br /><br />i think that's all for tis few weeks in KK my new home and my new campus life at UMS..... so 2mr morning im gonna wake up early again to attend a very important induction which i only can get my student card after the induction.....<br /><br />so good night everyone and see ya.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-669484801429751251?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-43337390163152530482010-07-11T23:38:00.004+08:002010-07-21T10:26:43.747+08:00first of all i would like to congrats all the new PLC member because u have been chosen as one the council member to lead 3rd Sibu Scout Group..... im very happy to hear that most of you are satisfy wif ur post..... and somebody do not satisfy wif it so 2night im gonna list out all the reason why u suppose to get those post instead of the post u like.....<br /><br />start from our new president Richard:<br />Richard我知道对于你来说主席的位子并不应该由你来当任,我也承认当初我也不想让你当上这个位子因为我觉得你的压力太大不过最后想了想还是觉得你最适合而且我对你的期望也很高相信你能把所有的工作也能带领其他队员毕竟你也是5 High的带领者所以我很放心吧童军队交给你希望我下次回去时看到不一样第三童军团.....<br /><br />to vice president 1 Ee Ang:<br />这个位子我想没别人能取代你咯因为你和我两年的合约通过了这次的考验向我证明了你有这个能力提升第三童军团在操步方面的实力也能提升大家的纪律, 还有啊记得整理下布告栏因为正的很难看所以这个神圣的工作就交给你啦, 还有最后一点别忘了准是更改信息因为要考验你的时间观念.....<br /><br />here come vice president 2 Lee Hua:<br />原因很简单是因为我任为你做事比任何人都准时完成而且对于我来说你做事我放心还有你能帮我管好其他队员的出席率, 不要以为自己没那个资格也不要怕背被人所闲话因为你真的有那个资格毕竟你也考到了这么高的位子还有啊你能帮我压制住ee ang所以我很放心叫给你这个位子..... 不要想太多将你想要做的都放胆去做.....<br /><br />next going to be secretary Eileen:<br />我知道你头很痛不过秘书的工作真的没那么难啦, 不要自己吓自己因为那根本没什么..... 选你的原因很简单因为我们不想看到大材小用的情况而且知道你是有那个实力所以就一把把你推了上去咯..... 希望你不要怪我啦.....<br /><br />vice secretary Chiew Ee:<br />我知道你很不满意这个位子不过我有我的原因咯, 不时我偏心不给你你想要的而是向对比起来他正的比较适合当上那个你想要的位子..... 对于我来说给你副秘书着个位子在适合不过了因为我看得出你有一种特别的特质就是我想你应该会吧童军团发扬光大因为透过你出版的童军杂志让更多的学生能了解我们童军团的优点.....<br /><br />our beloved treasurer Kwan Huey:<br />财政的工作往往是最辛苦的这点我比你更新出音为我曾经也当任过这个位子..... 当时的我真的非常的忙碌无时无刻都得抱着记账本到处追老师咯不过老师真的很好会帮助你咯..... 选你的原因也很简单因为看过你管理钱的方式还有你身边朋友的推荐让我仍定了你就是那个接班人..... 我的眼光很准的希望你能帮统军团赚多点钱啦..... hahahaha<br /><br />next goes to the vice treasurer Rina:<br />actaully我会给你这个位子的原因是因为我看得出你压力很大lo..... 凡事都追求完美的你对于我来说刚好适合副财政的工作因为这封共做需要一个很细心而且还能很负责任的人来当任而你正是我想要的那个人..... 对于你来说可能不是很满意这个位子咯这些我都明白不过往另一面想着分工作真的很轻松而且还能学到好处这何尝不是件好事呢.....<br /><br />our most cute quartermaster 1 Bing Bing:<br />选你的原因也非常的简单咯而且你是第一个我们通过讨论一致出来的结果..... 你是哪个最适合这个位子的人没别人能取代你咯因为我看得出大家都很相信你能把这份工作做好而不是放着一边等着别人来做..... 我也相信你有那个能力能把我们第3童军团的储藏室能整理的更加的干净毕竟你是个女生所以高该有的细心还是会有的所以我很放心交给你管.....<br /><br />quartermaster 2 Sing Sing:<br />对你的选择起时我们一直都很挣扎因为这原本因该是男生的工作不过就因为缺少男生的关系所以只好选择了用女生..... 不是说你不好而是这种粗活我真的很不舍得让女生来做不过最后还是没办法选择了你..... 因为怕你一个人应付不来所以还故意选了一位助手来帮你这样能减轻你的工作量而且还能教会更多的人有关于储藏室的整理工作.....<br /><br />our monkey boy quartermaster 3 Lee Xin:<br />轮到你了非常简单就因为你是男生而且我看过你扛木的动作真的很熟练而且看你任嚣嚣瘦瘦的你的力气真的很大所以毫无疑问的你就是唯一的人选..... 对于你来说可能这并不是你想要的不过我决的这个位子正的很适合你没有任何的反对还有就是我相信你能好好的练习你的记述将来能教会我们如何正确的保护好所有的木材还有费轮胎.....<br /><br />next should be our first aider Yi Fan:<br />我知道你也是那个不满意你所得到的位子的其中之一因为没人教会你如何应付这项工作..... 就如我对说的你的工作范围很大的包括了所有的教学及救济这些都是你应该要做的而且非常重要..... 我知道你不能接受这种突如其来的一切咯不过时间久了就会慢慢习惯的..... 选你的原因起始时看到了你的资格因为你通过了first aid考试所以自然的你就有机会拿到这个位子.....<br /><br />the second last post shopkeeper Jacqueline:<br />给你这个位子之前我们一直都在想是否应该要给你机会让你能为第3童军团做些贡献..... 而最后的决定时我们都能认同你是有资格的所以就给了你机会..... 对于我来说这份工作是件非常复杂的工作你必须付出很多的精力耗让每个童军都能得到更好的福利..... 对于金钱的该年我想你没问题不过要切记不准让童军团亏钱.....<br /><br />last but not least our librarian Ivy:<br />你的工作是13 个中最轻松的一个没什么事可做不过今年可不一样你必须搞个阅读活动耗让我们团的童军们能勤于阅读让每个人对于童军的知识都能更上一层楼..... 这项建议我会和老师们商量后再通知你因为我不想看到参加了童军这么多年就连最基本的都不懂..... 选你的原因起始真的没伸么特别的就是想给你个机会让你能发挥出你的特点.....<br /><br />ok la that's all for the new 2010/2011 PLC member which will guide all of our 3rd sibu scout member in the next 1 year..... congratulation to all of u once again and don forget Once A Scout, Always A Scout and BE PREPARE.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4333739016315253048?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-37540217071707948032010-07-02T21:04:00.002+08:002010-07-02T23:35:39.757+08:00today is a special day for me which im gonna start my new life at sabah..... my university life actually will only officially start on next week lo but due to the orientation week all new students need to arrive at sabah 1 week before to undergo the orientation lo.....<br /><br />so this morning 11am starting my journey from sibu to kota kinabalu wif Maswings which register as 9M-MWE..... there is 2 cabin crew which consist of 1 male and 1 female..... the male one is the cabin crew officer lo.....<br /><br /><br />take off was successfully done by the captain from sibu airport..... in the middle of the flight we have been serve for refreshment which there is 2 piece of sandwich and muffin cake with a cup of orange juice..... nice actually and thanks to the stewardess who serve me this morning.....<br /><br />so here comes the interesting part for me, it was my 1st time to see a pilot (actually is the Senior First Officer) with 3 bars of epaulet at his shoulder walk out from the cockpit and go to the toilet in the middle of flight lo..... he is a Chinese pilot and quite handsome xia wif his pilot uniform......<br /><br />cant remove my eyes from him since he was talking wif the cabin crew after coming out from the toilet lo..... he were just very near to me and i really feel that im so lucky to see a pilot walking out in the middle of the fight lor.....<br /><br />coming back to the flight so we landed smooth at Kota Kinabalu airport safely done by the co-pilot which is the one i saw just now..... KK airport was nice and big enough which my uncle say it is the 2nd large airport after KLIA lo..... i think so too.....<br /><br />wait in the airport for almost half and hour before my uncle reach to fetch us back to his home lor..... at the meantime, im taking photo around the airport lo..... very big actually and i think i will sesak inside ther lo..... hahahahaha<br /><br />my uncle reach at last and fetch us back his home lo..... settle my things then went out wif my aunt to have some tea break (actually consider as our lunch)..... the food here quite ok for me just the price really expensive lo..... no choice la have to use to it lar.....<br /><br />after tat come back home take my surat tawaran then go to my sch to register for the hostel lo..... my hostel really sucks la so messy and dirty jz like rubbish dumb with nobody stay there for somehow hundred years and above..... haiz.....<br /><br />but it just the temporary hostel for me and i really hope that they will change me to a place that more nice and more tidy de..... really cant sleep in that messy and dirty room lo..... but i have no choice lo in the meantime just can stay there lar.....<br /><br />comeback from my sch then is the dinner time lar..... after dinner sleep for awhile cz i really tired le..... almost 8pm went for bath then sit here start blogging lo..... really and very good start and a very bad start also lo.....<br /><br />wish tat everything will be fine after this lo..... really hope so lo so this week no choice have to stay at the place they arrange for me lar..... pray hard to God so that HE will help me lar..... tat's all from me lar.... bb n night everyone.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-3754021707170794803?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-51946180857311991172010-06-30T14:43:00.002+08:002010-06-30T15:11:09.338+08:00yesterday was the day i meet wif my children before i go for my study at Sabah lar..... we meet at pizza hut at about 7pm lo..... im going a bit late cause i have been cheat by someone that told me she din go..... this make me feel a bit sad and turn into emo for awhile.....<br /><br />at last i still prepare up myself and fetch another friend who live near to my house and directly go and meet with them lar..... actually everything is fine and we have our dinner there and have some talk lo.....<br /><br />the girl that make me emo appear before we start the farewell..... actually she have been arrive quite awhile just want to give me a big surprise..... really touch about that and thanks to all my friend who set a wonderful trick for me as im the only 1 who get cheated.....<br /><br />having our nice and delicious pizza which order by me cause nobody gonna order it and the waitress are waiting for us so long time..... cant wait for it so i take the order as most of them have no idea wat to eat lo.....<br /><br />the dinner cause us about rm250 share by 16 people lo..... i think its quite expensive cause they change the policy by adding so much bla bla bla inside the bill and order in order to earn more money war..... but never mind lar 1 year 1 time..... hahahahaha<br /><br />after that we have photo taking session and i have been taking photos wif all my child and friends lar..... the most important i have something that can leave it as part of my sweet memory before i go on.....<br /><br />anyway really thanks to all of u and i promise i will come back more often to see u guys and wish all of u luck and be prepare lar..... hahahahaha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5194618085731199117?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-70346883872643442312010-06-29T10:45:00.003+08:002010-06-29T11:32:39.804+08:00yesterday was a busy day for me cause im going to settle all my uni stuff..... wake up early morning around 8am and prepare myself up and wait for my friend to come and pick me up..... our 1st destination will be going back to our mother school to wait for another friend who will me follow us 2gather.....<br /><br />after that we went for urine test which is part of the body check up before went to polyclinic for another 2 phase of checking..... actually it was very easy but im going to explain here lar next time try by your own lar.... hahahahaha<br /><br />next we are going to bank to pay for our school fees cause there is a expired date for it..... so we choose to pay through counter instead of online payment cause i think it will be more easy and more safe.....<br /><br />finish paid for the school fees, next we are going to have our lunch at yummy cafe since we are so hungry cause didn't eat anythings during breakfast time..... busy of all the complicated things..... haiz.....<br /><br />then we went to our next stop, photostat our cert and went back to school to find for qualify teachers to certify for us..... i cant think of i got so many cert need to certify and i really thanks to the teacher who helping me in doing this.....<br /><br />the time shows 1.30pm and its time for us to go polyclinic to undergo another 2 phase of checking after taking the urine report..... reach polyclinic at about 1.50pm and we directly go and find the pathologist that well known by 1 of my friend's mother.....<br /><br />without any waiting, we went to the registration counter and pay for the fees the directly went to where we suppose to go for our 1st phase of checking..... actually its just a very basic checking which cover our weight, height, eye sight and so on.....<br /><br />after that going to the 2nd phase, taking X-ray for our lung..... simple phase done of all the checking..... the final will be seeking for the doctor signature to approve that we are healthy and qualify to enter the university.....<br /><br />finish all the payment and checking and reach home around 4.30pm and i was so tired but need to be ready up for class gathering in the night time..... it was at 8.30pm and the place where we gather are Baba And Siam Cafe.....<br /><br />a very nice and romantic restaurant which full of mystery and old style furnished..... there are 16 of us who attend for the class gathering with our beloved ex form teacher..... hahahaha..... we have a wonderful night there......<br /><br />i think it wont be the last time we gather and i really hope we can meet like this and have a gathering again for the coming year so we wont forget each other..... keep in touch guys and wish u all a very good luck in ur future and study hard lar.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7034688387264344231?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-53322701037436103472010-06-27T22:08:00.003+08:002010-06-29T11:35:07.441+08:00it was my last day and the most memorial night for me yesterday before im leaving sibu here to further my study at sabah..... campfire which consider as the most important activity for scout movement wher all of us can enjoy singing, dancing, playing and get to know more new friends through this annual activity.....<br /><br />as im the scout member for my former school, i had involve myself in this meaningful activity which consider as part of my sweet memory before im leaving here to start my new life at a new city.....<br /><br />before the campfire night we had to built out the main gate, set up the spotlight, set up the campfire circle which is the most important part, set up the sound system and arrange the chairs for all of our guest.....<br /><br />actually im just working as a supervisor which guide all the scout members what to do and how they should do to finish off all the set up in time..... basically we have finish it before the campfire start and thanks to everyone who involve in those set up.....<br /><br />next should be the campfire night..... everything going on smoothly and this year i really happy to see that all the guest hu join us in this activity are well cooperative lo..... we had fun together and we had gain our relationship.....<br /><br />1 more thing to share here is im involve in performing the welcoming dance for my last (maybe) campfire night and i also accompany my youngest son by singing a chinese song as he force me to accompany him lo..... hahahaha.....<br /><br />is was a very wonderful night for me and i wont forget this meaningful campfire night as it was part of my sweet memory as a scout for 8 years..... and i will continue my scouting journey as i love it so much and the most important will be follow what the slogan have told us "Once A Scout, Always A Scout"......<br /><br />last but not least thanks to all the scout members from different school, our own school's uniform group and thanks to all 3rd sibu scout members for giving me a very special campfire night and well done to all of u.....<br /><br />that's all from me 2night lar.... bb and night everyone....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5332270103743610347?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-38575731417027123792010-06-22T09:21:00.002+08:002010-06-22T10:21:43.380+08:00昨天晚上我真的输了..... 输在亲情的攻势上因为他们把我彻底的瓦解了..... 没办法谁叫我家不是有钱人什么都得靠政府不过想清楚了也是啦我的梦想本来就遥不可及更别说什么想实现它..... 对于家人来说它们并没有反对我的梦想而是真的没有能力.....<br /><br />我也非常了解这点不过就是很不甘心为什么总是要我做我不想做的事..... 不过经过一个晚上的思考我还是决定去大学了先拿张文凭再说至于我心中的梦想嘛我想我是不会放弃的..... 等大学毕业后我会继续往我的梦想前进.....<br /><br />而且我姐也答应了等我毕业后我想干麻都可以只不过这种话我已经听了很多次希望她不会再开空头支票..... 还有我的父母也一样是他们要我到大学去的如果我真的不能接受我真的会回来的那时我就会一心往我的梦想去了没人能阻止的.....<br /><br />不过我想应该很难咯因为我是家中出了名的固执..... 可能是因为我本身是金牛座而且还有着金牛座的个性吧所以就算遇到再难的事我也会忍气吞声将它熬过去的..... 所以一旦决定要完成某件事后我是没那么容易放弃的这点我可以保证.....<br /><br />心理学系对我来说应该不算什么难事因为在业之前我总是替有疑难杂症的朋友解决了很多心理上的事..... 所以我尽我所能的发挥平常帮朋友解决问题的那种精神来完成大学3年的心理学课程..... 3年后的今天我想我应该已经顺利的毕业了并且能继续我未完成的梦想旅途.....<br /><br />我会继续加油的毕竟那是我的未来不能就这么容易放弃这样并不像平时的我..... 平时的我可是个很坚强也很开朗的男生不能被这么小的事打败..... 我应该更开心的去面对眼前新的大学生活更努力完成我的学业证明给我的父母看让他们能心甘情愿的让我继续我的梦想.....<br /><br />就酱咯..... 再见啦各位, 下次再聊咯.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-3857573141702712379?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-89612277425583840052010-06-21T10:53:00.005+08:002010-06-22T10:28:15.144+08:00上个星期五本地大学的成绩公布了..... 不过我却没有任何特别的感觉而是我身边的朋友比我还紧张..... 没感觉的原因是我早就预料到我会中其中一间大学毕竟我的成绩不是很差..... 早上8点多就收到朋友发来的信息告诉我说成绩放榜了..... 那时的我还在学校忙着营会的事根本就没空去理会其它事.....<br /><br />好心的朋友于是就发了封短信来说要自愿帮我查..... 后来我便把我的IC NO 给了他让他帮我查咯..... 而我则是继续我手摆弄还没完成的功作咯也没理会别的事了..... 过了不久信息又来了, 打开一看是刚刚那位朋友发来的里面写着'Hii Yu Ing, Psikologi Industri dan Organisasi UMS'.....<br /><br />因为那时在忙着评分所以看了一眼就不理了然后就继续我的事..... 终于忙好了一切的事后再打开电话里的信息看个清楚, 真的没看错是我的名字而在往后看一看是我所选的科系而且还是第一个选择.....<br /><br />这是心里突然出现一种很奇怪的感觉不过那肯定不是开心的感觉..... 不知道该怎么去形容这种感觉是伤心或是怎么样我没办法辨认..... 总之就是很复杂就是了而这种感觉就留在我的心里一直无法消失..... 真搞不懂为什么会变成这样.....<br /><br />回到家这种感觉更是强烈让我有几度想哭可是却怎么也哭不出来..... 可能是压力吧很多时候家人对我说话我都选择不回答保持沉默就连对他们说话的时间也少了..... 家里的气氛便得很凝重也很尴尬因为我的沉默.....<br /><br />于是我选择留在学校里毕竟在学校还可以见到一帮的好朋友能够让我放松下心情让压力能够见少点..... 那是其中一个原因而还有一半的原因是想逃避家人给我的压力吧..... 每当我会到家我的心情就开始复杂不想回答任何人的问题只想一个人静一静.....<br /><br />已经是公布成绩后的第四天了, 我的心情还是没有回到原来的那样..... 或许我真的需要更多的时间去想想我真正想要的是什么吧..... 毕竟那是我的未来不能如此马虎的就做决定不然后悔的可是我自己没人能够帮我的.....<br /><br />我心中的那个愿望到底能不能成为现实我真的没把握因为那毕竟是得花一笔很大的钱才能得到的愿望..... 而且我也无法确定哪到底是不是我未来想要的但至少那是我现在想要的..... 而对于心理学系那只是我其中一部分的兴趣因为我愿意聆听别人的心事而且还很鸡婆喜欢帮人解决问题.....<br /><br />至于我到底对那一份工作比较有兴趣我只能说两边都有他的好处及坏处我真的无法作抉择..... 可能是天生就没什么主见吧什么事都由家人帮我决定所以才酿造了今天这种地步..... 就算遇到了在难的事也有家人的帮助.....<br /><br />可是这次的事是攸关我未来人生的一个非常重要的转折点所以我得自己做决定不能在靠家人的帮忙了毕竟这是我的未来不是他们的..... 去或不去继续或放弃最后都得想清楚后才能作决定没有任何人能帮我的这点我非常清楚.....<br /><br />我真的很需要大家的意见好让我能更快的作出一个很好的决定..... 咳...........................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8961227742558384005?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-17831026066831702292010-06-20T21:44:00.003+08:002010-06-20T22:55:46.692+08:00another camp have been end during last friday that is our school annual uniform camp..... it was a 2 days 1 night camp starting from thursday (17/6) to friday (18/6)..... as im the vice president or 1 of the teacher adviser for this camp, so i need to go and handle part of the activity lo.....<br /><br />thursday morning went to school early in the morning before 7am and start helping the committee member to do the registration stuff for all the participant..... actually i just assist them only lor.....<br /><br />after that all the camper are told to bring their luggage to their own sleeping quarters and ready for the 1st activity which is flag designing..... then each group must explain their flag after the design.....<br /><br />go to the next activity which is ice breaking game..... the game actually quite funny and all the camper enjoy in those funny game lar..... after that is time to have our lunch at school cantten lor..... the food there really sucks..... speechless.....<br /><br />afternoon activity start at 1.15pm which is station game..... all we have 8 station for all 8 different group to play lor..... all the station is the afternoon section mostly related to water lo..... i think 7 out of 8 station play water game lor.....<br /><br />station game come to an end at 4.30pm and all the camper ready themselves to have their bath and dinner time before heading to the night time activity which start at the time of 7pm at school hall lo.....<br /><br />7pm the talent night start which needed all the 9 uniform bodies to show their dance performance and fashion show performance to compete among all the uniform group..... the dancing performance has won by Boy's Brigade follow by Scout and Police Cadet.....<br /><br />for the fashion show performance, champion won by Scout follow by Boy's Brigade and then Police Cadet..... the overall result for talent night will be champion goes to Scout then follow by Boy Brigade and Police Cadet.....<br /><br />light off time at 11pm mean all the camper must turn off their light for their sleeping quarters and sleep lo..... but for all the committee member, they need to have patrol during midnight time and for me i can sleep whole night inside my lovely tent with another teacher adviser.....<br /><br />the next morning all the camper wake up early to ready for the marching competition which held at school stadium at 8.30am..... i wake up a bit late around 7.30am and ready up myself to join the activity.....<br /><br />actually me and the other teacher adviser have been choose to become the judge for the marching competition as NGO member as there is 1 police judge and 2 other judges from jail police lor.....<br /><br />the competition start on time and end on time..... counting the marks for marching competition and overall results for the whole uniform camp..... for marching competition, champion won by Boy's Brigade follow by Scout and BSMM..... and the best commander award goes to Scout commander.....<br /><br />and the overall results, Boy's Brigade won the champion follow by Scout and BSMM..... the 3rd year Scout get 1st runner up for uniform camp..... and there are still more to improve..... after tat will be the closing ceremony and clean up the school compound then ready to go home.....<br /><br />that's all from me for holiday part 3 lar..... bye<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-1783102606683170229?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-84298649844644956232010-06-12T22:18:00.004+08:002010-06-12T22:38:10.453+08:00finally get my new hand phone 2day which i have order it yesterday..... i tot that it will be only arrive 1 week after but surprisingly i get in just 1 day after the order..... really happy and excited to explore each of the function for my new phone.....<br /><br />actually it's quite familiar for me cause the brand is the same as my old phone so i can handle it in just few minutes to make it more easy for me lar..... oh ya, my phone is Sony Ericsson W995 and it was in black color.....<br /><br />before this i have make a decision to buy Aino but due to many of my friend says that Aino not very good so i change to W995 lo..... actually i have been make my decision to take this model before Aino was publish out.....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">so show u guys my new phone lar..... is cost me around rm900 war.... almost my 1 month salary ler.....<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBObKEvLolI/AAAAAAAAAYo/edSwG74-X-I/s1600/DSC00112.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBObKEvLolI/AAAAAAAAAYo/edSwG74-X-I/s320/DSC00112.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481895768812659282" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBOafLfvQKI/AAAAAAAAAYY/CXTIxSa8ooQ/s1600/DSC00113.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBOafLfvQKI/AAAAAAAAAYY/CXTIxSa8ooQ/s320/DSC00113.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481895031892557986" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBOafa_aquI/AAAAAAAAAYg/IWuBCnwMhTc/s1600/DSC00114.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBOafa_aquI/AAAAAAAAAYg/IWuBCnwMhTc/s320/DSC00114.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481895036051958498" border="0" /></a>so that all for tonight lar..... signing off now n good night.....<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-8429864984464495623?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-31958051251873352872010-06-10T23:19:00.006+08:002010-06-10T23:46:36.488+08:00<div style="text-align: left;">my finger injured during the 2nd night of the camp as i mention in the last post..... this happen when the blindfold game held as i guide 1 of the group to round the school compound..... i just realize it after the game as i feel a bit pain.....<br /></div><br />is was green and purple in color at 1st when i saw it and it turn to red after a day..... actually hu cause my finger injured, a guy or boy who known as my son-in-law..... he feel really sorry to me but i have forgive him lar.....<br /><br />here the pictures for my finger that injured lar..... (forget to take for the 1st night injured)<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br />the next day after the injured.....<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBEHpk0ygGI/AAAAAAAAAYA/yVvYUnfFY2Q/s1600/DSC00103.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBEHpk0ygGI/AAAAAAAAAYA/yVvYUnfFY2Q/s320/DSC00103.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481170632327725154" border="0" /></a>still in red color lo.....<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBEHGOaXQ7I/AAAAAAAAAXw/bHxJ-H5EP0g/s1600/DSC00104.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBEHGOaXQ7I/AAAAAAAAAXw/bHxJ-H5EP0g/s320/DSC00104.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481170025015886770" border="0" /></a>this is the guy who cause my finger injured lo.....<br /><div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBEHGZi9udI/AAAAAAAAAX4/o4L-3p26dOA/s1600/son-in-law.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/TBEHGZi9udI/AAAAAAAAAX4/o4L-3p26dOA/s320/son-in-law.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481170028004751826" border="0" /></a><br />that all for 2 night lar..... bye and good night.....<br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-3195805125187335287?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-22703229224608436332010-06-09T22:15:00.001+08:002010-06-10T23:19:17.724+08:00finally end of another camp yesterday at the time of 12 noon..... is a 3 days 2 nights camp actually starting from monday to wednesday..... and actually im in-charge of night time game activity which consider as extra activity for all the camper lo.....<br /><br />so im gonna overnight at sch for 2 nights to conduct the night activity after all their activity had finished lo..... so the 1st night i have set the treasure hunt game for the camper so that they can get more tired after finding their clues here and there lo.....<br /><br />me and few scouter start prepare the clues in the afternoon so tat we have enough time to hide all the clues..... we have prepare 7 clues for each group so that they can enjoy the searching more long time and can waste their energy so that they can sleep well after that.....<br /><br />so the game start at 10pm till 12 something in the midnight lo..... all the camper feel happy and tired but gain new knowledge through the game lo..... that is the main objective to set the game lo..... after that prepare to sleep la.....<br /><br />go to the 2nd night which i have set another special game for them which need all the camper to be co-operate and follow the instruction that given by scouter..... this game needed all the camper to blind fold their eyes and the scouter will bring them round in at the sch compound......<br /><br />actually it help camper to understand how's the blind people life as their cant see anything in their daily life and need more people to help them..... good experience for them and it may help them to gain more knowledge lor.....<br /><br />the activity end at 12 something same as the 1st night and all the camper sleep well after that as they have no more energy to play anymore..... hahahahahahaha..... really funny lo when see them playing the game and enjoy it lo.....<br /><br />so that's what i have done during the 2nd camp for this holiday..... stay tune to part 3 after next week cz my third camp will be help on 17 and 18 june..... hahahahaha.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-2270322922460843633?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-32597318757786008542010-06-05T21:24:00.002+08:002010-06-05T21:49:06.816+08:00hi everyone im back lar..... i think i dint post a new post since 2 weeks ago le ba..... no choice lo cz im start busy when the 1st day of my holiday start..... my time was fully pack with all kind of activity for instance like camping, workshop, competition and so on.....<br /><br />1st activity held on 27 may which is thursday after teacher's day celebration..... having a talk for BSMM member hu are going to have their camp craft badges exam on 2-4 june..... then 2 days after tat 29 may which is saturday having scout meeting as usual.....<br /><br />rest for 3 days from 30 may to 1 june then having camp craft exam for BSMM member from 2 to 4 june..... 3 days of workshop really made me tired and this time im the organizer and im oso the examiner for the camp..... luckily i have so many small small sifu help me la..... anyway thanks lar.....<br /><br />next will be 2day lar which is 5 june..... as a judge for scout annual gangshow competition lo..... wait up early morning same as 3 days before and went to school to judge for the competition lor.....<br /><br />nt very satisfy with all their performance lo and actually they din done their very best yet..... hope tat the will do better and try their very very best during campfire..... and tat the things tat im doing for my 1st week of holiday.....<br /><br />during 1st week of holiday my friends bought me a few present that bring bak from different country lo..... 1 is a magnet stamp that have my name on it and explanation for it which my friend bought it from Singapore Changi International Airport.....<br /><br />another present my friend bought me was a Airbus A380 aircraft model from China..... really nice lo and i really appreciate of it..... hahahaha..... anyway thank you very much and i wont forget u guys de..... hahahahaha<br /><br />tat all for part 1 and stay tune to part 2 after my next camping activity that gonna be held from 7 to 9 june which is next monday to wednesday...... so tat all from me lar..... night and bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-3259731875778600854?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-68839682330694571742010-05-27T21:59:00.002+08:002010-05-27T22:27:46.999+08:00hahahahahahahahahahaha...... finally really finally my 2 months teaching life end today and im so happy to share all my happiness with all of u..... cant describe my feeling now but i know it was very very happy for me lar.....<br /><br />but on the other hand my students say they will miss the day without me at school war..... true or not i don know lo but really thanks to all of u lo..... especially the present from my students 2day lar.....<br /><br />actually our school celebrate teachers day this morning lo..... receive few presents from my students and my beloved scout group lo..... take photo with my students and have a great time with them before i go lo.....<br /><br />2 months of teaching i have gain many new experience lo..... i have learn many new things for instance how to control a noisy class, how to teach a poor students, how to settle all the analysis that i never do before, how to do my lesson plan n etc.....<br /><br />really appreciate for all of it lor and i will remember all the sweet memory i have gain during my 2 months teaching life at school lo and i will spend my salary wisely especially in my future study life lo.....<br /><br />lastly i would like to wish all my students from class 3fleming, 3galileo, 3jujur and 3newton do your best in ur PMR exam take coming very soon and wish all of u can obtain a very good results lo..... im glad to be ur teacher for 2 months and i wont forget u guys de.....<br /><br />signing off and bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-6883968233069457174?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-49185970113951079352010-05-24T21:21:00.002+08:002010-05-24T21:55:40.041+08:00here come the last week for me to teach at school as a temporary teacher la..... but before i leave here come another work for me 2day morning..... actually 2day im late to school cz by the traffic jam somewhere near my house here.....<br /><br />last week of teaching i though it would be a very free and it the time for me to rest since i have already finish marking the objective question paper for BM lor..... so actually this week should be no other things to do.....<br /><br />but 2day i receive a copy of format from the penolong panitia of BM state that i need to do the analysis for the classes that i teach and hand in before holiday..... omg why last minute just come to me.....<br /><br />really hate this kind of feeling and i need to find out all the document or record that needed to use for the analysis..... hey teacher, this job not suppose to be done by me and i gonna leave the school after this Thursday.....<br /><br />anyway no choice i have to do it and there is no chance for me to get off with it..... i cant run away and as a responsible people i have to finish it..... but if next time need me to do anything can u please let me know more early instead of last minutes like now.....<br /><br />i need to rush for it so that i can hand in by this coming Thursday before i leave the school to end my job as temporary teacher..... haiz.... so that's all from me tonight la..... see again next time and bye.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-4918597011395107935?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-5335125601519432302010-05-24T16:08:00.001+08:002010-05-24T16:10:40.560+08:00<blockquote><p style="text-align: left;">- you know the rule ’8 hours bottle to throttle’</p> <p>- you say ‘fou-er’ instead of ‘four’</p> <p>- you have an CR-2 / E6B / (Flight Computer)</p> <p>- “correction” has replaced “I mean, umm, err, sorry” in your everyday speech</p> <p>- you almost pull on the hand brake in an attempt to ‘add flaps’ to slow down</p> <p>- you do the ‘Tune, Identify, Test (TIT)’ check on the radio before you drive your car</p> <p>- your friends first reaction is “WOW” when you tell them you’re a pilot</p> <p>- You know way too many acronyms (VTC, WAC, VNC, TAC, ERC, ERSA, AIP, CAR, CASR, CAO, AGL, AMSL, VFR, IFR, VMC, IMC, KIAS, KCAS, GS, ATIS, AWIS, CTAF, MBZ, CTA, CTR, NOTAM, FSS, VOR, OBS, DME, NDB, ADF, ILS, LLZ, TVASI, PAPI, ETA, ETI, LSALT, ALT, FAI, DI, TC, ASI, ELT, SID, STAR, MDA, DA, MZFW, MTOW, LW, MZW, GW, BRW, PNR, CP, FMC, FMS, EADI, LNAV, VNAV, MN, etc etc.</p> <p>- you get in your car and think, “Passenger Brief”</p> <p>- you no longer check normal weather websites, but rather use NAIPS for the nearest airport / Area (eg. Area 21)</p> <p>- you love your beer</p> <p>- you see red lights up ahead while driving and use both feet to brake</p> <p>- You can name all different types of clouds when you look up at the sky</p> <p>- you love flying RC planes / helicopters</p> <p>- cars seem weird when you steer and it doesnt bank</p> <p>- you use “three six zero,” not just “zero”</p> <p>- you watch EVERY SINGLE plane that flies overhead</p> <p>- you know what all this mean :</p> <p>TAF YSBK 070420Z 070618 03010KT CAVOK<br />FM09 VRB03KT CAVOK<br />T 17 13 09 06 Q 1018 1019 1019 1018<br />METAR YSBK 070430Z AUTO 36008KT 9999NDV // NCD 19/03 Q1018<br />RMK RF00.0/000.0</p> <p>- you’ve been told ”never turn back to the runway after engine failure after takeoff” by your instructor</p> <p>- you would be more worried about losing your logbook than your first born child</p> <p>- you spend hours at the airport looking at airplanes and still be amazed at how they get airborne</p> <p>- you know the most of the call signs for many major airlines</p> <p>- you know “Victor” is a letter, not a person</p> <p>- you do ALAP scans while driving (A.L.A.P – Attitude, Lookout, Attitude, Performance)</p> <p>- You say ‘clear left, clear ahead, clear right’ before you turn right in your car</p> <p>- you know what a Cumulonimbus (Cb) can do to your little piper warrior</p> <p>- when giving directions, you give ‘Zero-Niner-Zero (090)’ instead of East, and your friends thinks you’re crazy</p> <p>- you conduct a fuel drain test after refuelling your car at a petrol station</p> <p>- you know what a lenticular cloud is, and appreciate the beauty of it</p> <p>- your friends always ask you, “why do you always use feet and not metres?”</p> <p>- you tried using your Wizwheel (CR-2/E6B) while driving to work out your ETA</p> <p>- you get ‘pissed off’ when the weather turns ‘shitty’</p> <p>- you have a VTC, WAC, VNC, ERC, or a TAC on the wall of your bedroom</p> <p>- you yell ‘clear prop!’ before starting your car</p> <p>- you almost crash your car while looking at an aeroplane flying above you</p> <p>- you enjoy reading your AIP – like reading a novel</p> <p>- you remember the 4-stroke cycle (Intake, Compression, Power, Exhaust) by remembering “Suck, Squeeze, Bang, Blow”</p> <p>- your friends call you ‘Captain _________ (your name)’</p> <p>- you draw pictures of runways, airports, airplanes,etc when you are bored</p> <p>- you love the joke :</p> <p>Q: “How do you know when you are flying a Cessna?”<br />A: “When you get a bird strike from behind.”</p> <p>- you always try to ‘trim’ your car while driving</p> <p>- you know exactly what “Bankstown Tower, Uniform-November-Foxtrot, TWRN, One-Thousand-Five-Hundred,</p> <div>Received Whiskey, Inbound.” means <p>- you at the same time hate AND love flight planning</p> <p>- you use 24 hours time</p> <p>- you remember the transponder codes by :</p> <p>7500 – Seventy Five, Staying Alive (Hi-Jack)<br />7600 – Seventy Six, Radio Tricks (Radio Failure)<br />7700 – Seventy Seven, Going to Heaven (Engine Failure)</p> <p>- you entertain yourself by reading number plates of other cars using phonetic alphabet</p> <p>- your friends get confused when they look at your watch because it is set to zulu time (UTC)</p> <p>- you attempt to do coordinated turns in your car</p> <p>- when getting married you say “affirm” instead of “I do”</p> <p>- you wear your sunnies everywhere you go just to ‘protect’ your eyes</p> <p>- you pull back on the steering wheel of your car when you see an increase in field elevation ahead</p> <p>- you wear your sunnies at night, just to protect your night vision</p> <p>- the first thing you do in the moring is look at the current TAF and METAR from NAIPS</p> <p>- you know the conversion unit for Litres to Kilograms in the back of your head</p> <p>- you always practice the speech when you are bored, ‘Good evening ladies and gents, this is your captain speaking….’</p> <p>- you can tell what maneuvers the plane above you is doing and say it aloud</p> <p>- you always blame the crosswind for your crappy landing</p> <p>- you thought/dreamt about flying a Learjet</p> <p>- you always dream you are flying</p> <p>- you don’t think of weather as good or bad, but rather as VFR or IFR</p> <p>- you know the formula for ‘Lift’</p> <p>- you know how to draw the Drag graph</p> <p>- you constantly say “stand by” instead of ‘wait, hang on, etc’ when someone asks you a question</p> <p>- you get in a car and first thing you think of is ‘checklist’</p> <p>- you are at the airport and you can name all the planes for hours no probs</p> <p>- you get turned on by the sound of an a/c engine</p> <p>- the sound of the engines spooling up on a 747 at takeoff gives you an orgasm</p> <p>- you would rather fly than to have sex</p> <p>- you have seen Top Gun</p> <p>- you enjoy interpreting TAFs to our friends</p> <p>- when you do a 60 degrees steep turn in a piper warrior, you think youre in a fighter jet</p> <p>- you love playing Flight Simulator games, if not, any aeroplane games that involves flying</p> <p>- “affirm” and “negative” replace “yes” and “no” in your daily speech</p> <p>- you pull out your weight and balance chart while loading your car</p> <p>- you always try to keep the RPM in your tachometer constant while driving</p> <p>- you always acknowledge any request made by replying “roger, wilco”</p> <p>- you have busted airspace at least once in your flying</p> <p>- you tend to look around for people before starting your car, making sure its ‘clear’</p> <p>- you know what Induced drag &amp; Parasite drag is</p> <p>- you always stare at captains when you see one at major airports</p> <p>- you apply back pressure on the steering wheel on dirt roads</p> <p>- you always look at your watch while driving, estimating your ETA</p> <p>- you never trust the weather person on tv, you always check NAIPS or ATIS</p> <p>- your camera is full of aeroplane photos</p> <p>- your favorite word happens to be ‘CAVOK’</p> <p>- you carry TWO (2) torches with you at night</p> <p>- you hope to one day live next to the airport, while your mates thinks you are stupid</p> <p>- you dont experience nausea while flying</p> <p>- you tilt your head (pretending the car is in a bank) while turning left or right in your car</p> <p>- you can stare at ONE aeroplane picture for hours without becoming bored</p> <p>- you enjoy every minute of the view outside the window while flying overseas as a passenger for +8 hours -> and not fall asleep</p> <p>- your ultimate goal is to fly for an airline</p> <p>- you dont think the opposite sex pilots attractive</p> <p>- you know the phrase for working in an airline:<br />“Never screw your crew.”</p> <p>- you were sad when you found out concorde stopped flying</p> <p>- “Say again” replaced “what, huh” in your everyday speech, your friends thinks that you are very polite, but infact, its a pilot thing<br />( Evelyn Potoczny )</p> <p>- you know more about the plane you fly than your own car (engine, electic systems, hydraulics, etc etc)</p> <p>- your friends always buy you aviation related stuff for your birthday (like aeroplane models, RC plane,etc etc)</p> <p>- you have a copy of Microsoft Flight Simulator at home</p> <p>- your favourite site is ‘www.airliners.net’</p> <p>- you hate Nimbostratus (Ns) clouds</p> <p>- you think flying in the sky is safer than driving on the road<br />( Peggy Kwan )</p> <p>- you remember when sex was safe and flying was dangerous</p> <p>- ‘VMC or IMC’ have replaced your description of ‘Good or Bad’ weather<br />( Haidee Wong )</p> <p>- you know the ‘take-off safety brief’ word by word without having to look at the checklist/manual</p> <p>- your friends always ask you “will it rain today?” and your reply is always “what do you think Iam, the weather man?”</p> <p>- you attempt to make a ‘x3 Mayday’ call when you stall your manual car</p> <p>- you answer multiple choice questions in your exams using phonetic alphabet (e.g. A = Alpha, B = Bravo, C = Charlie, D = Delta)</p> <p>- out of the 26 phonetic words, ‘Whiskey’ happens to be your favourite</p> <p>- you hate studying statistics</p> <p>- you spend more than 10 minutes looking for the auto-pilot button in your car</p> <p>- you know exactly what this means:</p> <p>PAPA-INDIA-LIMA-OSCAR-TANGO-SIERRA<br />ALPHA-ROMEO-ECHO<br />TANGO-HOTEL-ECHO<br />BRAVO-ECHO-SIERRA-TANGO</p> <p>- Everytime you hear an aircraft flying above you, you ALWAYS tend to look up at the sky without thinking twice, and you wont stop staring at the aircraft until its out of sight<br />( Tobias Suen )</p> <p>- this happens to be your favourite phrase/quote,</p> <p>“once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward; for there you had been and there you long to return..” – Leonardo Da Vinci</p> <p>- you keep your eyes on the sky all the time and constantly looking out for aircraft<br />( Enoch Kam )</p> <p>- you can operate the FMS through the CDU with finesse, but can’t figure out Microsoft Powerpoint<br />( Kelvin Seow )</p> <p>- you know the world have changed when a flight attendant could get a pilot pregnant</p> <p>- you end your phone calls with you aircraft call letters.<br />( Josh Frost Worrell )</p> <p>- you have been flying for years, you still remember how your first solo flight was like<br />( Matthew Ng )</p> <p>- you have ever tried to say ”I Love You” to your girls in phonetic alphabet, that is,” India Lima oscar victor echo Yankee oscar uniform”<br />( Parker Leung )</p> <p>- you have chosen the right uni course when you dont mind getting up at 3am for an early flight, when 60 hours a week at uni doesnt bother you<br />( Nathan Hayes )</p> <p>- you dont have any holidays, but you would still rather be stuck in a classroom at bankstown for 7 weeks straight because you can see all the aircraft on your breaks<br />( Nathan Hayes )</p> <p>- you know you love your course when:</p> <p>* u think its fine to spend 4 hours on public transport for an hour flying<br />* u think holiday sucks and can’t wait to return to the airport<br />* u know everyone thinks u are cool even though u are just an normal person<br />* u think its reasonable to leave the airport at 11PM and come back at 8AM the day after<br />* u enjoy every single minutes you spend at the airport<br />* u no longer care about living under the flight path. in fact, u love living under the flight path<br />( Enoch Kam )</p> <p>- you don’t say ‘due to’, but just ‘due’ (I can’t go due to the rain; I can’t go due rain)<br />( Edward Terry )</p> <p>- you ever dreamt that during a commercial flight, the pilots passed out and you, the only pilot on the plane, were about to save everyone by landing a 250 tons aircraft safely<br />( Ryad Bounoua )</p> <p>- your friends always tries to tease you by calling out “Hey! a 797, look!!” when they see a random plane flying, and you know there is no such plane call a 797</p> <p>- you know what fleet of planes each airlines have</p> <p>- you know how reverse thrusts works</p> <p>- you know why the Airbus A380 has only 2 reverse thrusts and not 4</p> <p>- you are either a Boeing fan or an Airbus fan, and not both</p> <p>- you are interested in military aircrafts even though youre not from the military</p></div> <p>- you are driving on a highway, you tend to start calling out, “Max power is set…..V1…..Rotate…..V2…..Positive rate of climb….Gear up….” when you are bored, or driving by yourself</p></blockquote><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-533512560151943230?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-11007492315175906742010-05-22T22:29:00.015+08:002010-05-23T21:37:18.383+08:00just now went to Delta Mall for shopping lo..... finding my youger sister de things lo..... at laz we bought a new keyboard and sleeve lo..... by the way i saw something that i want at the pc shop lor.... tat is the joystick for the FS 2004 or FSX game lor..... want it so much lar and its not very expensive if i din see wrong lor.....<br /><div></div><br /><div>here the pic for the joystick i saw just now..... nt very comfirm is tis or nt..... anyway some kind like tis de lar.....<br /><br /></div><div> </div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5474115395920214754" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 238px; height: 216px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_f28xFSOuI/AAAAAAAAAXg/P3tD65tmYaI/s320/17392.png" border="0" /></div><div>so my friend gang u guys still hutang me my birthday present ah..... can i have this as my birthday present?? hehehehe..... this only cost rm88 if im not mistaken lar.... if more than that i wont told u guys to buy for me de..... </div><div></div><div></div><div> </div><div><br />anyway thanks first la.... hahahaha..... hope u guys will saw this..... bye lar n night.....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-1100749231517590674?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-73867113521093328262010-05-20T15:46:00.002+08:002010-05-20T16:03:39.457+08:00yesterday and today was the day where the results for HDF scholarship announced..... I'm the one who had apply for it to get some financial help from HDF but unfortunately i have to say bye bye to the scholarship cause i have not been chosen to undergo the second stage of the scholarship.....<br /><br />not been choose that's mean i need to find another way to solve my financial problem in order for me to join pilot training school which may need lots and lots of money..... actually i haven try out the scholarship provide by the flying academy.....<br /><br />what is the reason that im not been chosen for the workshop organize by HDF?? i think because of my qualification and any other reason lor..... im not that qualify to get it cause i got miss out many important document which can support me.....<br /><br />anyway feel a bit disappointed and hope the coming scholarship that im gonna apply will be more successful compare to HDF lo..... and i will try my very best to gather up all the document that needed so that can support me more.....<br /><br />lastly wish whoever that get chosen by HDF please try your best to achieve your dream from the help of HDF so that u wont regret afterward..... and for me myself i hope the coming interview or whatever stuff that happen tome will be fine.....<br /><br />pray hard to God..... BYE BYE HDF.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7386711352109332826?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-35051624421692428902010-05-20T13:32:00.002+08:002010-05-20T13:48:01.530+08:00after 2 months of teaching or work as a temporary teacher at my former school finally 2day got a very big good news for me..... as i stated the title above i have receive my very first salary..... quite much for me lar....<br /><br />actually i have plan how to use my salary la some of it i will save it in my bank and another part will be use for my payment to my church, give some to my mum and pay my elder sis for her contribution for my things lar.....<br /><br />so show u guys how my pay slip look like lar.....<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_TM44DUTaI/AAAAAAAAAXY/OLZ4tBHaB8s/s1600/pay+slip.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_TM44DUTaI/AAAAAAAAAXY/OLZ4tBHaB8s/s320/pay+slip.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5473224724653034914" border="0" /></a><br />tat all from me lar.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-3505162442169242890?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-90040004549870655172010-05-19T16:53:00.003+08:002010-05-19T17:42:54.357+08:002day work at sch as usual and i manage to have 4 period of free period for me to rest at the staffroom and chat to my friend about our future career that we want to take up..... is just a very interesting topic for me cuz it was the 1st time i admit to my friend that i want to become a pilot.....<br /><br />actually before this i have told my close friend about this and some of them support but some of them just pretend like I'm joking with them lor..... but being a commercial airlines pilot was my dream when i was in the age of 10.....<br /><br />so 2day discuss with my friend about what they gonna be next time..... 1 of my friend say he want to take medical course so that he can be a doctor next time..... but actually he want to become a pilot like me oso but due to his eyesight problem so he choose to give up of being of pilot.....<br /><br />actually a pilot wearing spectacle will be a big problem or a way to block their dream but now here a chance for all of us who wearing spectacles to be a professional pilot that is u must pass the medical examination for ur eyes and get the permission from the doctor.....<br /><br />if u get the permission from doctor to approve that u can enroll to become a pilot that will be fine for u to wear spectacles but must protect ur eyes carefully for the rest 40 years..... make sure that ur eyesight was in good condition so that it wont be affect ur view.....<br /><br />so as the conclusion all of us here can still try out for ur dream as the main problem for ur eyes has solve and remember that don't give up until the last minutes although there is any difficulties cz there should be a solving method waiting for u.....<br /><br />me myself are wearing spectacles oso and i saw many of the cadet pilot are wearing spectacles who can realize their dream to become a pilot..... so tat was no big deal for a pilot to wear a very pair of spectacles.....<br /><br />and i heard that my friend last time who last time find me for the information about has successfully enroll into a pilot training academy at Kelantan..... happy to heard about that and i would like to wish him a very good luck as he finally can fly in the sky and realize his dream.....<br /><br />hopefully the next 1 will be me so that i can realize my dream since 10 years old..... and my friend who also inspiring to become a pilot but facing many difficulties..... good luck to u all and have a save journey to ANDY LAU (future pilot).....<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">B</span>RAVO <span style="font-size:180%;">E</span>CHO <span style="font-size:180%;">I</span>NDIA <span style="font-size:180%;">N</span>OVEMBE<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">R</span> G</span>OLF - BEING<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">A</span>LPHA - A<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">P</span>APA<span style="font-size:180%;"> I</span>NDIA <span style="font-size:180%;">L</span>IMA <span style="font-size:180%;">O</span>SCAR <span style="font-size:180%;">T</span>ANGO - PILOT<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">I</span>NDIA <span style="font-size:180%;">S</span>IERRA - IS <br /><span style="font-size:180%;">M</span>IKE <span style="font-size:180%;">Y</span>ANKEE - MY<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">D</span>ELTA <span style="font-size:180%;">R</span>OMEO <span style="font-size:180%;">E</span>CHO <span style="font-size:180%;">A</span>LPHA <span style="font-size:180%;">M</span>IKE - DREAM<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />safe flying.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-9004000454987065517?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-35091448604392683292010-05-19T13:56:00.003+08:002010-05-19T14:06:35.549+08:00did u guys heard that pc fair can be done at sch?? i never heard it before but it really happen at my working place 2day..... i bring my new laptop to school 2day (actually start bringing it since Monday) and use it when i was free lo.....<br /><br />beside me, my friend oso bring it lar so they put it at my place cz only my place have the extension socket which can connect up to 4 laptop at 1 time lor.... so my place become pc fair store in just a few minutes..... really interesting actually but i got no place to mark my students exercise book lo.....<br /><br />show u guys how's the temporary pc fair store look like..... hahahaha<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_N_Y-qv6-I/AAAAAAAAAXQ/AyBPDP4iVaA/s1600/29510_127989443880346_100000078748373_342022_7440447_n.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_N_Y-qv6-I/AAAAAAAAAXQ/AyBPDP4iVaA/s320/29510_127989443880346_100000078748373_342022_7440447_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472858039301172194" border="0" /></a>here the 4 laptop lar..... mine de also indise there..... and the rest belong to my friends..... start from Toshiba, Dell, Acer and Compaq.....<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-3509144860439268329?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-37777229433632452692010-05-17T17:09:00.010+08:002010-05-17T21:54:44.549+08:00here come the old and new Air Asia logo...... look carefully cz there are very similar but it easy to differentiate about it..... so let's look at the old logo first.....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_EKR4mfvkI/AAAAAAAAAWg/fggnKN8VmJQ/s1600/Logo_airasia.png"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 269px; height: 141px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_EKR4mfvkI/AAAAAAAAAWg/fggnKN8VmJQ/s320/Logo_airasia.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472166324599766594" border="0" /></a>red color Air Asia word old logo with white background.....<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_ELNanlq1I/AAAAAAAAAWo/aMuLINTntRo/s1600/july07_airasia-logo.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 291px; height: 153px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_ELNanlq1I/AAAAAAAAAWo/aMuLINTntRo/s320/july07_airasia-logo.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472167347343436626" border="0" /></a>white color Air Asia word old logo with red background.....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">ok, next let us see how is the new logo looks like.....<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_FF76l263I/AAAAAAAAAWw/cCrB8cgjvwI/s1600/airasia-logo.gif"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 185px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_FF76l263I/AAAAAAAAAWw/cCrB8cgjvwI/s320/airasia-logo.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472231917874506610" border="0" /></a>the new Air Asia logo, white color word with red background.....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_FGid0SVfI/AAAAAAAAAW4/4Oj48ialnws/s1600/airasia-logo-300x131.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 131px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_FGid0SVfI/AAAAAAAAAW4/4Oj48ialnws/s320/airasia-logo-300x131.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472232580165293554" border="0" /></a>new logo with red color Air Asia word and white background.....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">now how to differentiate both of them..... look at the letter 'A' and 'R' and also the bold for new logo..... easy to differentiate right and i prefer more to new new logo instead of the new logo cz the new logo more nice to see war.....<br /><br />and here is the logo for Air Asia X lar.....<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_FIjhrIvwI/AAAAAAAAAXA/D5e-KcxTnLc/s1600/air-asia.jpg.png"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 218px; height: 197px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S_FIjhrIvwI/AAAAAAAAAXA/D5e-KcxTnLc/s320/air-asia.jpg.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5472234797403782914" border="0" /></a>new Air Asia X logo with red color Air Asia word and white color X..... nice lar.....<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">ok lar, tat all from me 2day..... bye<br /></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-3777722943363245269?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-32477448436849293012010-05-15T10:34:00.006+08:002010-05-17T17:09:08.063+08:00<div align="left">tuesday (11/5/2010) was my 20th birthday lar..... ntg special de jz as usual wake up early in the morning prepare myself up then go to school to start by teaching life again lo..... this year de bithday i just recieve many birthday wishes lo but present just 2 nia..... 1 from my broth and another from my student lo.....<br /><br />actually quite special for me lo cz 1st year celebrate birthday alone at home war..... my father sure don knw my birthday de and my grandma oso don knw de..... my mum went to labuan with my younger sis and my elder sis still teaching at her school.....<br /><br />no friend accompany me for this year de birthday cz all of them was busy and i decide to postpone all the celebrating party lor..... feel a bit lonely actually but new experiance for me cz next time im gonna go for study and nobody gonna celebrate birthday with me lar..... so practise 1st.....<br /><br />anyway thanks to all my friend who wish me happy birthday and of cz to my form class (3Jujur) students who sang the birthday song for me..... that really touch me and oso 3Newton students for the birthday wishes and of cz 3Fleming students who bought me a special birthday present lo..... i really appreciate it.....<br /></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="left">here is the pic for my present lar (from 3Fleming student).....</div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5471323527929394754" style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; width: 320px; height: 240px; text-align: center;" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S-4LwqV39kI/AAAAAAAAAWY/2hiwrwa34UM/s320/DSC00049.JPG" border="0" /> <p align="center">an AirAsia Airbus A320 model aircraft..... actually tis is the 1 i told my friend to buy it for me from KL de (new logo)..... my student bought me de is old de model (old logo) but more or less the same lar.....<br /></p>really thanks to all of u..... i will remember all of this sweet memory de..... hahahahahaha.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-3247744843684929301?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-91283166460480260942010-05-15T10:06:00.003+08:002010-05-15T10:32:17.288+08:00yesterday afternoon recieve the call from computer shop told me that my laptop has arrive and i can go n take it already..... fell so excited cz i have been waiting for it almost 2 weeks time..... but finally arrive yesterday lor.....<br /><br /><div align="center"> </div><div align="left">evening time went to fetch my mum 1st then directly go to that computer shop to meet with my new laptop lar..... actually i have been here for the 2nd time cz last sunday i went here to ask about my laptop oso but unfortunately the stock has not arrive yet..... </div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="left">meet with my laptop and start to expore it..... the window they install for me was the 1 i want de (window 7 ultimate)..... and 1 more things tat i gonna share with all of u was i recieve so many free gifts for purchase this laptop cz i buy it during PC fair so they give us so many lo.....</div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="left">i got count the amount cost for all the free gifts and i discover that it was quite expensive lo..... around rm150-rm200 if wan to buy it lo..... but luckily all of it was free so nice war jz the quality maybe not that good lar..... but can use ok lar.... </div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left">so here is the pic i take lo:</div><div align="left"> </div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5471317397292983586" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S-4GLz8QJSI/AAAAAAAAAVw/_lvOT95HzUQ/s320/DSC00061.JPG" border="0" /> <p align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5471317406361199426" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S-4GMVuSI0I/AAAAAAAAAV4/-X5YHHTxpKM/s320/DSC00060.JPG" border="0" /></p><p align="left"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5471317412530389250" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S-4GMstIgQI/AAAAAAAAAWA/pnzXCQ7n1BU/s320/DSC00058.JPG" border="0" /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5471317421236720178" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S-4GNNI4kjI/AAAAAAAAAWI/4oKG9eLNa9g/s320/DSC00055.JPG" border="0" /></p><p align="left"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5471317424671692850" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S-4GNZ72GDI/AAAAAAAAAWQ/vQ8zzO4WHNA/s320/DSC00053.JPG" border="0" /></p><p align="left">tat all from me lar..... bye.....</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-9128316646048026094?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-61302507552740161212010-05-05T22:02:00.005+08:002010-05-05T23:11:54.125+08:00<div align="left"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5467802900579394354" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S-GJxLbiozI/AAAAAAAAAVY/NUXhM-lgW9Y/s320/DA40-clouds.jpg" border="0" /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">General characteristics</span><br /></strong><div align="left">Crew: 1 pilot<br />Capacity: 3 passengers<br />Length: 26 ft 5 in (8.1 m)<br />Wingspan: 39 ft 2 in (11.9 m)<br />Height: 6 ft 6 in (1.98 m)<br />Wing area: 145.3 ft² (13.5 m²)<br />Empty weight: 1,755 lb (795 kg)<br />Loaded weight: 2,645 lb (1198 kg)<br />Useful load: 890 lb (403 kg)<br />Max takeoff weight: 2,645 lb (1198 kg)<br />Powerplant: 1× Lycoming IO-360-M1A air-cooled, 4-cylinder horizontally-opposed piston engine, 180 hp (134 kW)<br /><br /></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>Performance</strong> </div></span><div align="left">Cruise speed: 150 knots (173 mph, 279 km/h)<br />Stall speed: 49 knots flaps down (56 mph, 91 km/h)<br />Range: 720 nm (828 mi, 1341 km)<br />Service ceiling: 16400 ft (5000 m)<br />Rate of climb: 1120 ft/min (5.69 m/s)<br />Power/mass: 14.7 lb/hp (110 W/kg) </div><div align="center"><br /></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5467803182763575026" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S-GKBmpfhvI/AAAAAAAAAVg/aSyUhZdAUQY/s320/310083995_6b4c08bbc1.jpg" border="0" /><br /><div align="left"></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5467803186897829058" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S-GKB2DLPMI/AAAAAAAAAVo/icZsQSHROM4/s320/Diamond(Single)_big.gif" border="0" /></div><p>safe flying.....</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-6130250755274016121?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-72331195931075966262010-05-05T21:36:00.003+08:002010-05-05T21:53:59.739+08:001 week pass again lo and my life still the same as 2 weeks before..... teaching as usual at sch as a BM teacher lor..... actually after last week i feel more comfortable and less tension abt wat im going to do lor..... thanks God tat guide me lo......<br /><br />i start to gain good relationship between me and my students lor..... actually all of them are quite nice just sometime they will make me angry because of too noisy in class when im teaching lo..... but out of the class i still think that they are friendly lo.....<br /><br />time really gone very fast lo..... im gonna leave my work at the end of this month i think and im gonna start my study life again at a new place lo..... i still don knw wher will i going to but at least now i still can stay with my parents for 2 more months before i leave here lo.....<br /><br />i think i will keep all those good memory that i have gain during my work time and i cant wait to finish my job le..... that's the main point for me cz i want to rest for a long period time before i start my new sch life again lor.....<br /><br />tat all from me 2nite lar..... god night everyone and wish all of u a happy day lo..... hahahahaha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7233119593107596626?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-72832303253172840232010-04-28T21:46:00.004+08:002010-05-05T22:02:22.120+08:00y im so busy tis few week especially when i take over all the pregnant teacher's work..... im not only work for teaching and yet need to do other thing like semak the exercise book, selling ticket, do tis n do that so much things to do.....<br /><br />cant finish it de and i have not enough time to rest lar..... pls la all the things please leave me away lar..... i hate tis kind of feeling cz i come for work just to fill up my free time not swuppose to be crowded by so much work.....<br /><br />n all of that is not my responsible to do it ok..... im just a guru ganti for 1 and half month and i cant learn everything like a professional teacher that having their training at university or college.....<br /><br />and why the school always like to add more burden on teacher and force us to do everything with only few days for us to finish it since all of us was so busy preparing our lesson and teaching materials and we still need to settle all the things tat given by school war.....<br /><br />really hate tis kind of feeling just make all the teachers more tension n stress war..... especially for us who didn't undergo any training before war..... remember that we are not superhero that can solve problem so easy and can learn all the things so fast war..... cz we are just normal human being.....<br /><br />tat all from me 2nite..... good nite..... :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7283230325317284023?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-50884781816827141752010-04-26T21:43:00.007+08:002010-04-26T22:59:03.774+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S9Wfgzh3DLI/AAAAAAAAAU4/CCj8WRHkKdY/s1600/file_8_9.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464449108820823218" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 224px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S9Wfgzh3DLI/AAAAAAAAAU4/CCj8WRHkKdY/s320/file_8_9.jpg" border="0" /></a>Toshiba Satellite L510-S4017B<br /><br /><div></div><div>PROCESSOR : Intel® CoreTM i3-330M processor 2.13GHz</div><div>O/S : Free Dos</div><div>MEMORY : 2GB DDR3 Ram</div><div>HARD DISK : 320GB SATA HDD with shock absorbers HDD</div><div>OPTICAL DRIVE :DVD SuperMulti Double Layer Drive</div><div>SCREEN : 14.1" WXGA HD Clear SuperView LED Backlight TFT </div><div>GRAPHIC : Intel® HD Graphics, up to 729 MB total available graphics memory</div><div>SOUND : Yes</div><div>MODEM : - </div><div>ETHERNET : Yes</div><div>WIFI : Yes</div><div>BLUETOOTH : Yes</div><div>CARD READER : - </div><div>FIREWIRE : - </div><div>INTERFACES : Yes</div><div>AV FUNCTION : - </div><div>COLOR : Glossy Black </div><div>WARRANTY : 1-Year Carry-in International Limited Warranty</div><div>WEIGHT : 2.3 kg </div><div>BATTERY : 6-Cell Lithium Ion</div><div>SPECIAL FEATURE : Built-in Web Camera with SmartFace Technology</div>PROMOTION : Free 2nd Year Local Warranty and Cash Rebate RM100<br />RETAIL PRICE: RM2,099.00<br /><div></div><br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464451135966744834" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 308px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_lCJ1d7IEErk/S9WhWzPHEQI/AAAAAAAAAVA/HqRwkHy57y4/s320/sony-ericsson-aino-photos_b.jpg" border="0" />Sony Ericsson Aino<br /><br />tat all for 2nite lar..... good nite everyone.....</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5088478181682714175?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-76032716258597898362010-04-21T22:12:00.002+08:002010-04-21T23:04:48.812+08:00已经开始教书3天了可是还是不能适应..... 感觉好累而且压力真得好大好大简直快把我打败了..... 这3天的生活过得真的很慢不过那只是刚开始接下来还有4个星期得熬.....<br /><br />现在终于明白老师的工作不是普通人能胜任的..... 感觉上很容易不过实际上却是忙到不幸任何事都得做..... 有时准备功夫没做好根本就不能好好的将知识教给学生们.....<br /><br />这样的生活我还得继续过下去..... 那对我来说可是比任何事都更难而且开始教书后我的笑容也消失了..... 每天都带着满满的压力还有难过的心情到学校去.....<br /><br />可能我真的不适合在这个行业吧毕竟那不是兴趣而且我对于教导方面也不是很擅长..... 真希望这种生活能快点结束不让我真的回收不了.....<br /><br />现在的我还可以靠意志力撑下去所以希望能早点摆脱这种不是人过的生活吧..... 晚安啦各位.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-7603271625859789836?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-883823787090601422010-04-15T22:15:00.007+08:002010-04-15T22:21:52.781+08:002day is the most unhappy day when i start work at school for 3 weeks.....<br /><br />sick and busy with everything that gonna prepare for next week lesson.....<br /><br />n yet tis morning i feel so sad cz get scolded by principal.....<br /><br />don ask me why cz i don want to think of it again.....<br /><br />haiz..... what a moody thursday for me.....<br /><br />forget all the unhappy things is the most important things that im gonna do now.....<br /><br />signing off bye n good night everyone 2mr will be a new and good day again.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-88382378709060142?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-55345291731979593512010-04-11T21:50:00.005+08:002010-04-14T21:30:50.560+08:00今天是4月11日没什么特别的不过是个很美好的星期天啦..... 跟往常一样去了教会参加崇拜过后就去吃早餐然后就回家咯..... 很简单的星期天所以我才说没什么特别的..... 至于下个月5月11日就是很特别的事了..... hahahaha<br /><br />再过一个月就是我20岁的生日了感觉好快哦就这样又过了一年而且又老了一岁..... 记得前几年还是个顽皮的小鬼现在却已经是20岁的大人了什么事都得靠自己了不能处处都靠家人..... 还好现在的我还有份稳定的临时工作能赚点钱让自己用......<br /><br />其实往年的生日都是和一群死党朋友们一起过所以今年也一样还是会和朋友们一起过咯..... 今年的生日落在星期二所以我想因该会提早庆祝咯..... 因为我也明白大家都很忙没时间而且那时的我因该开始教书了所以会更忙.....<br /><br />至于礼物嘛其实我有很多东西想要的不过不向大家破费所以就选了两样好让你们能够有更多的选择空间为我准备礼物啦..... 第一样我最想要的礼物是'飞机模型'而且是知名航空公司的飞机模型不是那些在百货公司能找到的那些哦.....<br /><br />我想大家都知道我的愿望是成为一名飞机师所以飞机模型就自然的成为我礼物的首选啦..... 我知道那可能是间很难的事不过如果你们真得办到了我会很感激你们的..... 我帮你们做了调查这份礼物可以在网上找到.....<br /><br />只要进入<a href="http://www.lelong.com.my/">http://www.lelong.com.my/</a> then search for 'aircraft model' then click 'model' and find in page 4 and 5 inside there got many type of aircraft model i want..... 我是不是很好叻还帮你们找到了购买我礼物的地方只不过要邮寄所以要早点准备哦.....<br /><br />如果觉得很麻烦美关系还有第二个选择咯..... 我的第二个选择是一片电脑游戏片..... 片名叫microsoft flight silulator 2004 还是microsoft flight simulator x..... 这两片电脑游戏片我已经找了很久不过始终没找到.....<br /><br />我想出除了这两样东西以外别的礼物你们应该是无法负荷啦所以就挑了我最想要还有大家都能负荷的礼物啦..... 我很期待你们为我准备的礼物哦虽然说我已经知道了不过还是很期待的..... 所以有劳大家啦谢谢..... hahahaha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-5534529173197959351?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688919338414986684.post-61321602244685017582010-04-10T22:03:00.002+08:002010-04-10T22:34:26.201+08:00为什么最近总有很多莫名其妙的问题环绕在我身边啊..... 真搞不懂如何回答那所有的问题更不知道如何去面对一切的一切..... 或许现在应该是时候整理下内心的复杂情绪还有那些困扰我很久的事了吧.....<br /><br />或许现在的我还是维持着一个人的生活比较好吧..... 不用去想太多更不用去烦恼任何事那该是多好的事啊..... 项太多也是无济于事啦所以抛开一切专心在我该做的事上就可以了何况我还有很的梦想想在今年完成的.....<br /><br />前几天我儿子问了我个问题让我顿时觉得不知道该如何去回答他的问题..... 他说既是才能帮他找个妈妈而且是真正的妈妈..... 那时的我觉得好无助哦很想立刻转移话题可是他还是一直问让我无言以对只好否认了一切.....<br /><br />也许那对我来说依然还是个谜吧根本就没打算过那种事情..... 使我不紧张吗, 可能是吧我也不清楚就觉得没那个必要那么早就谈恋爱咯..... 机会多的是而且那应该不是我现在该想的事所以暂时把它葛在一边吧.....<br /><br />就酱咯没什么特别的哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈..... 再见啦<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4688919338414986684-6132160224468501758?l=ahjeff0511.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ah Jeffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03094871613967630174noreply@blogger.com1