im totally defeated.....

对不起大家.....
我被淘汰了.....
虽然还没证实.....
可是我觉得八九不离十了.....

让你们失望啦.....
你们的帮忙我很感谢.....
可是到最后还是没得到.....
真的好伤心噢.....

你们知道吗.....
有一度以为可以离开了.....
我想你们也知道的.....
可是最后啊还是留下了.....

伤心是难免的啦.....
可是我会坚强下去的.....
为了梦想而前进.....
也为着大家而努力.....

我没关系的.....
所以不用太担心我.....
因为这次的失败.....
并不代表没机会了.....

来临的AirAsia Cadet Pilot Application.....
虽然我没达到申请标准.....
可是我还是想试试看.....
所以希望大家能帮我加油咯.....

感谢大家一直以来的支持.....
我会不断的为我的梦想而活.....
继续的为梦想前进.....
绝不放弃直到实现梦想为止.....

哈哈..... 等待梦想飞行.....

~The End~
杰.....

guys, im back.....

sorry for keeping u guys waiting for my new post..... actually im busying with my final exam and assignment due while cz me to hav no time to update here..... but now is my holiday and it would be the longest holiday which is 4 months as our ministry of higher education had decided to change our university schedule starting from tis year.....

the junior were all so lucky cz the will hav more holiday while we senior are happy too..... but tat's for 1 year only for the senior (sad to know that)..... but at least we still having our long time holiday this year.... should be glad to be the lucky one hahahahaha.....

after come back to home town everyday jz stay at home facing my laptop from day to night cause i cant go out because of no car..... my car was driven by my elder sis to work while she jz come back home once a week during weekend..... so it is a very boring holiday for me as well.....

middle of next month i will be going to KL and "pantai barat semenanjung M'sia" for vacation and i will stay there for 2 weeks..... during my vacation im gonna get myself a DSLR which i wan to buy it since the beginning of the year (not enough saving so wait till now).....

after that will be coming back home and stay home for few more month before going back to uni life.... sem 3 will be very tension and hopefully nothing much problem will come to me..... but before that hopefully i can get the call from Car's brand by this week inviting me to the workshop in KL i think middle of june.....

if i really get the scholarship from them i will definitely went for pilot training by beginning of august and tat's the time i say bye bye to my present university and all my friend there..... so tat's wat im gonna do during the whole summer break and see u guys soon.....

bye n good luck to me..... hahahaha

伤心的21岁.....

我21岁的生日.....
进入成人的阶段.....
可是却因为某些事.....
搞到自己很不开心.....

本该是开心的日子.....
最后却变成了伤心.....
这一切我不想要.....
不过被逼得我接受了.....

一个人的早上.....
我选择了避开一切.....
因为我的心受伤了.....
伤得很深难以释怀.....

你们所做的一切.....
我没办法接受.....
因为那是我的死穴.....
你们不够了解.....

打开行李箱.....
一个人拼命的整理着.....
享受在其中的每一刻.....
回味着在这里的一切.....

不接听任何电话.....
可是信息我看了.....
不断的对不起.....
还能弥补什么呢.....

走错了一步.....
还有第二次机会吗.....
知道自己做错了.....
可是我只能说太迟了.....

~The End~
杰.....