3 days vs 1 day.....

while yesterday was totally not my day.....
been angry and feel disappointed.....
because of some little tiny things.....
thinking of myself should be more mature.....

cant sleep well whole night.....
because it was just too hot.....
and whole body feel itchy.....
really uncomfortable and frustrated.....

im in holiday mood already.....
thinking of what should i do.....
dont feel like going to class.....
because it just too boring as well.....

assignment haven start yet.....
without the script i cant do anything.....
should ask housemate for it.....
but they are all still sleeping.....

by the way tomorrow will be the day.....
november, a special month for me.....
and all the pilot wannabe.....
because the application gonna open.....

hope that everything went perfect.....
the only chance of the year.....
not going to give up already.....
as it was just what i want.....

~the end~
jeffrey.....

执著的一面.....

朋友问为何执着.....
我的答案会是什么.....
可能是责任吧.....
放弃不掉的责任.....

坚持的理由为何.....
因为我乐在其中.....
那放弃的理由为何.....
因为我觉得累了.....

人们常说追求幸福.....
是世界最难的差事.....
我却觉得遇见对的人.....
比幸福还要更难.....

理念与别人不同.....
往往变成了束缚.....
可要放开这种束缚.....
又谈何容易呢.....

每个人都不一样.....
拥有自己的执着.....
自己想要的理想.....
不能相提并论.....

就算要放弃了.....
也是一种煎熬.....
那是动力的所在.....
生命中的唯一幸福.....

~The End~
杰.....

想要的不想.....

今天的主题有点怪.....
就连我自己也不明.....
那是什么意识.....
意义又是什么.....

生活中有很多的事.....
我们不能预期.....
永远不能猜测.....
因为终究会发生.....

对于不如意的事.....
永远以乐观去对待.....
太伤心反而想得更多.....
这就是所谓的人生.....

就像风一样的离去.....
这样的一切可好.....
不过有时会不舍.....
最后留在了原地.....

想要的得不到.....
不想要的却来个不停.....
难以理解其中的一切.....
因为不想去理解.....

难以解释的过去.....
就忘了它吧.....
毕竟带不走那伤痕.....
快乐会慢慢的回来.....

~The End~
杰.....